YOUR BABY part 8

YOUR BABY Chapter 8
He was busy with his research and rarely shared me baut his awsome project. He just told me baut that those research was so the most extraordinary project that he ever handled for. So i met him very rarely, last day i saw him just baut when he came to my house and watched DVD harry potter 7 volume 1 along the Sunday, we both just alone and grandpa accompanied us. I was embarrased coz grandpa offered sunny many time to considered me as his life partner. Sunny said all baut that was depent to ALLAH, grandpa smiled and he said he would pray for us all the time. i said ameen on my heart with uncountable number and guessed what sunny said on his heart. At the evening after dinner, sunny asked our permition to back home. i picked up him on the door and when he almost rode on his bike, he asked me to came closer, wanted said something privately.
“ rais...start tom...i will be busy on a place that objected as my research project. Allways pray for me and trust me please..maybe u only saw me once or twice time at uni when i consulted my paper on professor. When i got time to come and visited SO..i will calling u. OK..”
“ yes..wish all the best on anything u are working for  “
“ this time is ur time to manage SO without me, after my graduation day.. u will change me to be president and wish u are thinking and preparing something the best for our uni..dear...”
“ yes..my leader..” said me with played a leaf on the grass.
“ i m leaving...take care for yourself..rashad is standing by on campuss. He would stayed in studio mostly alot. So my eyes is aplicated on him...”
“ aww....”
“ my email and massenger is already for 24 hours if u need my help on SO, dear....”
“ i know...” said me with big smile.
He hugged me so tightly at least and touched my cheeks with his hands before leaving with fast speed and dissapear in the end of the street. I imagined baut the day after without seeing his smiles and huggles. On my heart i said...” fasting...fasting..”
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At the day after...i was having lunch with akash on cafetaria, he took a girl on our table and introduced her to me as his gf. i saw them came with new sport motorbike. She was second gf of akash the he had in this uni. last month he introduced me 1st girl as his gf. Remember a girl that danced with him on rashad’s sister wedding party? that was his old gf before this one. Her name was kikyo. Half blood between western and japan. She just told me baut his life and came from psychology faculty.
“ hmm.... raisha, why do u not find bf here...as long as i know, u never have bf ?feeling happy with that?” asked her suddenly to me.
“ me? i just broke off in engangement last month. Wanted to focused on my study right now”
“ oh yeah..i remember baut a gossip baut u. it is related to u and the SO President right? He was the caution of your breaking engangement....but everyone know what so good man the SO President is...none trust this gossip. We love our president...u both is a bestfriend, right?” said her with so high stage of spirit.
“ u are like gossip freelance? Same with all the freelance of uni magazine. Huh...leave this topic please...” begged me to her with nicest smile that i have.
“ sorry..raisha...i cant control my self...sorry for making u mind. “
“ its ok...guys !!! i have to go to library now, see u..” said me with last slurp on my juice. I walked away and left them there, when i turned to corridor i saw what so passionate girl she was to akash. my eyes widen up when i saw her tried to kiss akash. Akash knew i saw him hiddenly and hold away his gf. I felt so crowded on my breathe and it just a week after sunny came to house and told me that i had to understand that he would be busy. I met rashad when i was reading on library, he asked me to go to studio and training there.
“ so..u dont wanna show me a bit perfomance of your project for your researh? Sunny hide it up from me and promised me that he would showed me when all the project succeded experienced on the place he is staying right now. Why do u copy him baut this case? I m curious..”said me to rashad when he clipped many papers secretly on a locked box.
“ i will show u when everything is ready, the research court happened. It will given to u and sunny, so dont worry,miss. U purposed as VIP chair on the court room.”
“ i m pleasantly happy to hear that, rashad..” said me at last.
“ by the way..i saw your tail bestfriend, i mean that charming guy has a new sport motorbike, expensive i mean. “
“ Maybe he saved all his money from scholarship and working for that...”
“ what??????dont u know that everyone here know he was the only son of official in parlement? He was skipped away from his house and stayed alone since high school since his mom was death and his father marry gain.”
“what partment? He doesnt has parent gain, his mom was death, he told me that...and he is working hard by hisself to life... “
“raisha...what so innocent you are...his name is Mark Akash syarif billton. He came from Billton family. The family who allways called on all news and magazine everyday..who allways fight for corruptor..” explained rashad with poke my shoulder many times.
I got shocked and opened google on a pc closest there, i opened a biography of billton family. I saw his name listed on the family tree, but oftenly called as Mark. I took a deep breathing and poked my cheeks many times.
“ akash never told me his complete name, and in all his answer sheet paper. Only M. Akash syarif.B
Oh my GOD...how could it happened like that? he lets me as the last to know baut the truth baut him?” Told me with shocked face.
“ yes all right...how could u were saying that he is your bestfriend and superfriend in every minute and seconds? Silly girl..” said rashad with anger face.
“ yeah..i trustfully to him, i couldnt let anyone disrespect to our friendship between me and him, i wouldnt accept anyone who cant believe and trust to our friendship. He is meaning alot for me...” said me with trembled hand.
“ like an old cemistry u mean?hmm....sunny ever told me baut strange relationship and friendship between u and akash. U said that he had similarity with ur meaningfull person when u still kid. Who was he? Heyy...do u mean if i get a curiousity to know?” asked rashad with sincerely smile.
“ hmmm....he was like my angel, his name was Ron, he was passing away coz by cronic accident, he stayed in a house beside my home in village. He asked me to joined him on vacancy to his dad’s motherland beside a beautifull beach. There he said that i had to find new bestfriend to play everyday. I mean he was my only one bestfriend since he was a baby, so...before my brother was born all my days filled by him...6 month after he passed away mom got pregnant and i asked dad to named him ron so. he was lying to me, and i didnt pass his grave. Last of his smile that i seen was at a evening sunset and did everything i wish. At the night dad picked me up and a month later mom asked to visit his grave and i shocking, crying so long time there...”
“ u didnt tell me the similarity between u and that guy, raisha?”
“ his words and the way he behaved me all the time, his eyes and the way he allways look at my eyes.” Said me with tears almost dropped.
“ i m so sorry for remind u baut this case, between your friendship and ron..”
“ its OK...i m crying coz i miss him so much,,,he allways make me win over him in everything except swimming...and allways hit and kick all naughty kids who allways play me and steal my toys or foods. And please i m sure akash had same sincere heart like ron. I saw that on his eyes...i cant hate him..” said me hold rashad’s arm tightly.
“ lolz..clearly in fronth of ur eyes..he is lying to u baut his life and not telling u the truth baut your life? How could u dont hate him, dont you know, sunny ever so dissapointed baut akash. some month ago sunny didnt tell u baut akash’s real life. He was scare u would getting so hurt and he didnt wanna to make u loose a friend, he thought one day u will see the truth...”said rashad with sympathic sight.
“ he had known since long2 ago...when he kept silent baut the way i asked him what i didnt know baut akash? how...” said me with sorrow face.
“ he didnt wanna ruine your friendship with him..”
“ hmmm....” said me at last, i pushed his hand and asked him to standing and walked to basketball field. There i saw akash played football closed arround by many girly college cheerleader. He was the basketball captain and he stopped jumped his ball after saw me came with anger eyes.
“ hey dear...whats matter make u coming and seeing me playing basketball here? and whom guy coming with u? that music composer?” asked him with weird expression.
“ we have to talk..eyes by eyes..private now !!” asked me hold his arm.
“ no !!! no!!! We need our captain, miss!!dont steal him without emergency calling...and if u regreted denied his love...its too late, he has a gf right now...more beautifull than u...suit...suit....” shouted many boys as his basketball team in college.
I still holding akash’s arm so tight and saw him with more anger. All the eyes interesting to came and stand arround us, kikyo came and pushed my hands from akash’s arm.
“ what are u doing forcing mylovely boyfriend like this...how dare you!!!”
“its not your business please...its baut my friendship and mr billton...” said me with widen eyes.
Before i finished my last word akash pushed my hand away from that place and walked so quickly. He asked everyone to went away and giving us a way to step on, is saw rashad follow in safe distance, akash didnt realize his following. At the empty corridor i saw akash prisoned me with his hands adhered the wall and me in the middle between his hands.
“ raisha...I...I...i know u will know this one day, but i ve prepared all the answers for this...i have a clear and pure reason for this all...i tried to tell u many times but u never make me brave to tell u. I dont have a power to make u disapointed with all the pride that u felt on me....”
I kept silent and watched at his eyes, he tried to hugged me and but i frozen on the wall. Not making any motion in all the part of the body. Rashad hide behind the wall beside me.
“ I never have a power to hurt u...raisha..i dont wanna loose u ever. Whetever you suppose me for..”
“ u know i wont leave you...but i want u to trust me...whatever u just tell me the truth please....dont do it gain!!!OK..” said me at least and pushed his body away from hugging me,
“ rais...i wanna tell you something..but it dig up my deepest wound in my heart.” Said him and sit down on the wall. I followed sit beside him and laid my head on his shoulder. He took a long breathing and touched my hair.
“ When i was born mom dead coz of my birth, dad said that he got a much bleeding and passed away coz of that. When i was 15 years old...at my 9th year dad marry again and my step mother hates me alot, we allways fight and she often fitna me in fronth of dad till i lost my patience and skipped away from home, never accept money from dad and life independencely.”
“ really?” claimed me to him.
“ yeah...i kept away from my family and dad is busy with his daughters right now...2 weeks ago i just back home and visited them, u know what? My step mother asked my apologize and she said she was regreting baut all bad ways of her treating to me. begged me to home to our house and gathered with all family too. But i told her that i had a great life and stayed on an apartment near uni. The most unbelievable thing was i forgave her so easy....”
“ thats good, right?” said me clearly.
“ its all because of u...when u told everyone baut the way they had a trouble with their parent. U told to wondered what would be happen to parent’s smile if we treat them badly or made them sad...our duty is for make them happy.”
“ thats the way u got that bike?”
“ a car so..and dad allways transfer me most every month, but i never use that...i used that coz of...hmm...hmmm...i dont wanna be a looser, coz i think i dont wanna defeated by sunny...”
“ what?????u changed to be rich and all your new appearance because of sunny?” said me with shocked. I turned the wall and saw that rashad didnt stay there gain, i guessed he didnt hear akash’s talking baut sunny.
“ sometime i loose my control to release my jeleous to him...” said akash sadly.
“ but u have a gf right now..u should understand that we are bestfriend...and u know what na? if we are in relationship one day we will break up. So we are better like this..OK?”
“ huh...u are egoistic!!but one day if sunny leave u i will marry u. OK???”
“ i will think it baut it...” said me pushed his ear.
He placed his arm on my shoulder and i asked him to standing, we walked out from that place and laughed alot with many kid joking. Akash asked me to go to his friend’s place for looking a photoshop gallery show. he told me that his pictures showed on that gallery too. When i almost sit on his bike, my cell was ringing and it was from sunny.
“ hello..assalamulekum..raisha is speaking.”
“ wallekumsalam, rais..”
“ hmm...why do u call me? miss me heh?” said me with stupid smile, i saw akash’s cheek blown so big and he rolling his gasses so loud.
“ what so crowded that place is? What happen? are u staying on parking area?” asked sunny on cell.
“ yes..akash and some friends asked me to see in a gallery in marker street, showing his photos there. i will leave now? Can u call later ?”said me hurriedly coz akash rolled the gasses louder.
I pressed off the cell and sit on his bike. Akash protested “ why did u say to him that kiresha and martin joined us there, u are already know that i dont invite them both, they allways saying random word which make me mad baut all my photos art.”
“ dont be angry...u will get older faster if u are geting angry easily. “ said me holding his shoulder. When he showed me the building of the galllery show. i screamed coz it was decorated so cool and i still hold his shoulders. Suddenly akash’s left hand hold my hand and placed my arm arround his weist and screamed that he was scare if i got falling and hurt, at the same time i saw sunny was standing beside the door of the gallery when i removed my arms from akash’s weist.
When i stepped down from the bike, i run and screamed to akash with loud voice that i wanted to go to toilet. I skipped from toilet and i saw sunny walked in to the gallery. I stayed in toilet for abaut 15 minutes and when i just walked from the door of the toilet. I saw an old woman talked baut me.
“ wow...the young photographer with his award is very awsome and amazing. His picture printed and tempted in US magazine as the best pic of the year. I wonder who is angel raishatalist. She has to wear glasses or many journalist and model hunter will hunt for her.” said that woman loudly beside me.
“ What so lucky girl she is..i wish all the smiling on that pics is really natural pose, not acting picture for taking all eyes to watch on..hehehehehe” added other fat woman there.
I walked out and i saw sunny stood near of my place and i knew he waited me. he gave me a hat and put off his glasses and gave it to me. i showed very big size of my own photos with my favorites white dressing performed there, aplicated with some other pics when i did my daily in some places. In that pics i had wings so...and it was very beautifull. At the day when akash said me that he wanted to took my pic and i didnt mind baut it, but this one i never seen before..all those pics there taken without my knowledge. I often saw akash took my pics silently but i never care baut it.
“ how is this pic showing here without my permition? But all this pics i never seen before..akash !!!”
“ hm...u dont see this pics before?”asked sunny suddenly close to my ear.
“ yes...akash often stole many pics everywhere, but why did he use me as the object of his gallery show? its odd...” wondered me so strange.
“ i think he wished u listen whats everything he saying at the time when he got his award cup.”
“ what did he say? Its related this pic...”asked me curiosity.
“ hmm....i think u better open youtube  to see his speaking baut you and your picture here“ said him with odd smile.
“ but..i m angry he used me on this gallery and do u agree with me, baut this pic? I think he is too excessive..i m not kinda angel girl like that...what is that? angel girl raishatalist?”said me with hit those pic.
“ hm...” said sunny with long smile.
“ stop smiling!” said me pushed his arm. He screamed and whispered that devil heart of mind hates those pic.
I turned my head and i showed akash interviewed by many journalists and interviewer from TV. He knew that i looked at him within all his talking.
“ that girl is here..her name is hmm...i think she doesnt want her identity opened in public. My dad doesnt know here sure, right dad? She is my friend who allways gave me her shoulder and make me happy. That girl doesnt have bf sure...i have to go..talk later. Bye” said him and walked in to my place. i moved and hide behind sunny’s back and told sunny to hide me. But akash and his father have seen me and touched my shoulder.
“ you?????why are u staying here?” screamed akash angrily to sunny.
“ i came with rector..he called my cell and asked me to come here..i m busy too but when i know raisha would stay here so i accept the invitation of the prexy.why???”
“ yes..u are the SO president of uni right? Sunny the grandson of the director of Khana hospital?”asked akash’s dad to sunny and shaked his hand then my hand.
“ you are the girl on the picture, right?” asked his dad to me.
“ i dunno sir..i m so surprised seeing my picture there..” told me angrily. Akash stared at sunny with dislikely sight as if as he wanted to sticked him with sharp sword. So lucky coz the prexy came and called both of us, me and sunny i mean. I couldnt stand coz all the eyes from billton family watched up me. akash’s dad started to block me not to leave with sunny then i told him that i m the vice president of college so. I saw akash hold my hands and saw me with sorrow sight. When i saw his step mother and her step sisters stood arround me. I let akash hugged me and his sisters hugged me so after him. Sunny stared at me from the corner with my prexy. I walked to him and greeted them with salam. The prexy told me that he fell in love with the pics on the photos and said me that his son would painted my photos on canvas. I smiled and after sometime he went and talked with mr billton. I asked sunny to picked me home. in the way to home he stopped his bike and bought an ice cream to me.
“ the way you come u were riding with akash, on the way home u are riding with me.” said him suddenly.
“what are saying abaut?”
“ why did u replied his hugging today? At uni rashad show u were frozen when he hugged u.”
“ he said me that he missed his mom...and i saw a tears on his eyes when u took me go”.
“ his mom is already there..”
“ she is his step mother and i just knew all the truth of his life...”
“ dont make me doubt, are u loving him althought very small size? Like he allways talk to me?”
“i love u more...he is like my own brother and u know. Thats a kinda brothership love. He is same with ronnie...” said me with frozen body.
“ mean thats a brothership huggles?” asked sunny at least and hugged me tightly.
“ yes..” said me with long breathing.
“ i m so jeleous...rashad email me a video your talking with him on college. “
“ u know i dont wanna hurt u ever, my prince..maybe at any seconds it was felt like i hugged my little brother at home, u know na good bye to mom and missing mom is the saddest word in the world, everyone know..good bye is the saddest word that we ever heard when it supposed to mom”
I kept silent and at the day till we heard adzan of magrib we still stayed there with him holding my hands as if as he scared to loose it away. When we walked to the closest masjid, we did praying magrib together.
At the night before i got sleeping, my cell was ringing and akash called my cell.
“ wallakumsalam...i m in froth of your door, please meet me out here...” told him suddenly.
I walked and opened the door, saw him holding very thick medical dictionary. Grandpa told me that akash came ti picked that book for me coz i had to do my task from college tonight. Grandpa came in to house and asked me to accompanied akash studied together in the veranda.
“ good reason...” said me with laughing alot.
“ why do u never apreciate everything that i feel on u..” said akash slowly and looking down to the earth.
“ u talked but sunny presence on your gallery this evening?” asked me wondered and poked his shoulder.
“hmm...not at all, i trust u that he came with the prexy...” said him with cheerish face,
“ then why do u come here? “ said me with seeing him picked a white rose on the garden.
“ i miss u..” said him and gave me that flower.
“ what else? “ asked me accepted that rose and inserted that rose on a vas with water on the table.
“ i know u re loving that guy, but i allways scare he will hurt u and disapointed u. why do he not publicate your relationship with him, i accidentally often saw him kissed your forehead or hugged u. he is like acting in this uni, how if he is playboy or did same thing with many other girls behind u. thats so odd, why dont u detect him?” protested him like a fire burned inside his eyes.
“ hmmm....u remember na? a book titled knight inuyasha. I was like kagome and he is inuyasha. Thats it...” said me with acted a beautifull smile to him.
“ if u are kagome i will be your guardian...i will kick his ass if he makes u cry or perform your tears.” Said akash with hold my hands. I removed his hands and stood away from him.
“ how could u saying like that? why do u never trust me baut sunny? he wont hurt me..we cant hurt each other...he never lie to me, look back to your self, he never do something like what u did to me...i allways stood in u when they protested baut u and kept doubtfull baut us. I allways say sunny, if u cant trust my friendship with you u could leave me...” said me with tears came out.
“ Raisha? Are you sure u really2 said it to him? he respected our friendship even if i allways treat him badly?” asked him shocked.
“ he protested when i replied your huggles at the gallery..when u said me that u missed your mom alot and i heard what so hard your breathing..and he was so sad too..he gave me very strong question...” raisha, did u love akash although very a bit same with what allways akash say baut?i m so jeleous when i saw u replied his hugging today..” repeated me seriously.
“ hmmm......but i dislike him...he still hiding your relationship, i m not sure he loves u sincerely like what i did..” said him loudly.
“ trust me please..he never see another girl in his eyes..and whatever happen, i just wanna see him happy all the time. He trustfully to me and me too...i feel so fix with him, he is my dreaming prince, my king, i never feel like this before..”
“ OK..OK..when u feel boring with him,and if GOD doesnt stay in same words and mind with u what will u do,,,dont love or hate someone so much or fly so high coz when”
“ stop...i know what will u say, if u think one day i will broken heart,,,i have to face it right? Coz everyone have to face their broken heart before they find their true love. Prepare a medicine if thats must be come one day..”declared me and opened the door.
“ i will home....see u tom at college. “said him and called my grandpa for saying good bye.
He came with black car and drove so fast. I wonder baut what kinda friendship between me and him. why did sunny gave me a strange question like that.
At the day after in college famously heard that akash broke up with kikyo, she came to bathroom when i stayed there. She looked so angry and a senior student at same faculty with sunny joined her.
“ hi playgirl !!! we have to talk right now...” told kikyo immedietly and pushed my arm.
“ what is this?” screamed me tried to removed her holding in my arm.
“ dont act like u dont know what happening right now...akash broke me up at the same day u talked with him..and dont u feel enough with stay closer to SO President? Why u are so greedy baut man? U have handle sunny and u still wanted my bf so?”cursed her to my face,
“ keep your words!!i never act something like that? akash is my bestfriend and i m not doing anything like what u said..”
“ a thiefy never admit their attitude..” said her and tried to slap my cheek. When her hands almost touched my cheek. I caught her hands and pulled her body to the wall, locked her body used all karate movement that i had. She screamed so loudly and many people came to our place.
“Help me!!she wanted to harm me” screamed her to all people arround us.
“this uni had many spy cameras. Dont turn the topic, if u do this again. I will take you to the proctor room.” Said me with loud voice. i saw akash, kiresha and martin came.
“ kikyo i told u many time...after this all...u have no chance anymore to me.” said akash angrily.
A senior student named fatima walked to me and looked forward my eyes so deeply.
“ Raisha? Did everything that kikyo said between u and sunny is right? Are u very close to me?”asked her to me.
“ what? We are friend..yes close..but”
“ but what? Just tell me the truth...are the gossips in this uni baut u and sunny is right fact? “ said her with detective style.
“ asked his self..” said me and asked my gang to left that place.
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2 month passed well, i met sunny so rarely when he came to college once or twice time in 2 weeks, consulted his research. Sometime at Sunday sunny took me and his grandpa having dinner at his home or at restaurant. I often denied akash’s offering to went in some place every weekend. He never gave up to asked me somewhere, if he asked kiresha and martin too i would accepted his request. One day after we were going camping from a mountain with my grandpa too, we came to uni after back from camp. My grandpa stayed in nearest fast food from there. We had short lectures and when we walked to my grandpa gain. I saw fatima and sunny sit under the tree 4 metres from me, she realized my coming with akash, kiresha and martin but sunny wasnt. I heard sunny talked so seriously with her on a calm place. only us stayed there.
“ i have no relationship with raisha, we arent in relationship yet, asked her by your self. We just friend same with me and u. So stop interupting me, dont worry...i never break my promise to dad...” said sunny seriously to her.
“ But why do u let a gossip spreading like that? Thats very bad...u cant break more heart anymore...after my heart and her, u have to keep away from her.”
“ i did..happy now? I met her rarely, we just friend and grandpa respect her,asked him!he would disturb u at all. So no need to tell my dad everything baut this, i know he often met your dad in london...” said sunny to her.
“ he asked me to watch u out..if u are out of the way u know what should u get...so, before everything get late !!! leave her, keep away of her...i dont like all of this...” said her angrily.
“OK ! OK !!!” screamed him with angry face.
I trembled and deeply on my heart i know it will be happen one day, i remember what dr siddique ever told me baut sunny and his dad. I kept silent and frozen in my place. Till i realized what so reddish akash’s eyes and he screamed wildly and his hands ready lifted to hit his face. I so surprised and run in to sunny, got a hard hitting of akash till a blood spreaded from my nose and my lip a bit. I guessed a blue grape swollen cheek stayed on my face at that time. Sunny shocked and he hold my body in my weist. My breathing got so fast and akash got more anger.
“ raisha !!! he said he would leave u...u see huh !!! all my words are being proven. If u are not raisha i wouldnt be your friedn anymore...all of this make me SICK !!! why should u fight hard for him. What kinda good man he is? He isnt...he is the worst looser that i have ever seen, why did u choose him over me...he is looser...he is too litle for so innocent and sincere heart of u. Choose me..i wont treat u like him ever? Why are u loving a kinda guy like him? U allways say..akash he is a good man. Please trust him...u dont know him as good as me, ask everyone. I ve proven what so good he is...blah blah...u ever said me, didnt u? If he left u, u would think and consider me? Lets go to my dad, he will marry us tonight !!! few days ago u just told me,,u would consider to marry me if this looser man left. He just told in your face that he would leave u and keep away from u...take my hand..he is not good for you, same opinion of mine since the first time i saw him. “ said akash with red eyes and angry expression. He pushed my arm and walked away. I stood on my place and fatima got very red eyes too, red cheeks so. She run away and sunny stood frozenly there...i saw him like so frustation and depression, rashad came and asked him what was happened there and kiresha and martin asked me to left that place too.
“ akash..would u like to listen my responces baut all your saying abaut me?” begged sunny to him.
Rashad walked and offered me his hands. I took his hand and walked with him on sunny. Sunny directly hugged me and rashad on his arms and it was a bit long hugging. Akash, kiresha and martin looked very angry and akash kicked the trash basket.
“ so !!! u still stand by his side after this all..after the truth he showed to us. Oh GOD...what is this? U make me sick” said akash at last.
“ i did it all coz i have to stay by her side, if u listened my story abaut,,,maybe u would understand, “ added sunny friendly to akash.
“ its too late...raisha!! IF U WANNA STAY HERE AND LISTEN ALL HIS BULLSHIT, AS U WISH !!! U make me hurt..its meant u choose him over me, gain right? Start now i wont asking u to choose gain....” said him the left away with kiresha and martin.
After they were gone, i stood there and rashad busy with his cell, sunny hold my hands and kissed my hands many time. Rashad showed us his tongue and stood up.
“ oh guys...better i leave and u both go away somewhere...i dont wanna see both crazy lover make me nausea..” said him and trown his car key. Rashad asked my scooty key and i gave it to him.
“ ok..raisha after isha prayer i will take your scooty home, u both better go somewhere and sunny, u have to tell everything by your own mouth. Dont care baut your dad anymore. U ve chosen this way, u have to face the rish so.”
Sunny drove rashad’s car away from uni, went To the military camp centre. He opened the door of the car and guide me to a desk near the camp.
“ raisha..i accepted as soldier here, as long i did my reserach project baut military program here..i registered my self too in army force. So...hmm...my research would be finished after some weeks gain, but dad sent my research document to cambridge and aplied a master of computer program. So dad waited the answer of cambridge a place he working on and this army source supported those research. So if cambridge denied that research to be a thesis program, i would continue my life with doing a military training here and be a shoulder. So i would stay in this country with u, before i moved to this country. Dad ever promised me not to think baut girl and focus on my study, he blessed me to be a soldier and live in this country. But he allways wish me to be a master or professor. Same with him, he didnt want his son not having same degree of study with him...he wanted to be a professor like him. So i allways tell everyone here that we are just friend coz if dad know, he would force me back to london, taking study like what he want...he wanted to form me to be professor. I dont wanna stay away from u, and i never know dad stole all my project file and sent it to cambridge, i dont wanna back to london. I m happy here with u, and my planning is after i graduated i would be a soldier and stay here, stay by your side.” Said sunny with long breathe.
“ i know.. “
“ how comes?” asked him shocked,
“ i know baut the way and promise between u and your dad, but baut all the thesis, cambridge and your wishing to allways stay by my side..i just heard that..”
“ grandpa told u?” asked him hugged me from my back.
“ yes..at the first time u took me dinner with him.” Said me kissed his cheek.
“ i love u...” said sunny and stronger take arround his hands on my weist.
“ i know..” answered me and laughed softly.
“ u should tell me i love u too...not that word, huh...and baut your hormone calling, grandpa asked me not to do kissing before marry. He thought its bad..so...thats not caused i dont wanna kissed ur lip..but coz i respect my grandpa. Have to wait my 1st kiss at my first night. U got me?” said him pressed my nose.
“ i guessed it so “ said me with pressed back his nose.
“ i wanna prove u that i m not looser, i would talk dad baut us...grandpa would give his voice to us.”
“ i dont wanna see u fight with your dad because of me. I would talk with your dad and told him that we just friend, better we tell him the truth. “
“ yes..grandpa allways give me a warning, one day i have to tell him the truth baut us, that i fell in love with u, grandpa and my uncle ensured me that we never do wrong thing, still on the right way and u allways understand me. They think dad would be angry but after mature thinking, he would be understand us. ALLAH will help us,right? i only scare if he asked me to back to london. I dont wanna leave u or stay away from u.” Said him with very sorrow face.
“no need to scare anything...coz of what? Coz i love u and i allways trust u. U are the most beautifull thing that i ever had after mom.i love you” Said me kissed his forehead.
“ i know “ said him with showed me his tongue.
He took my hand and our hand hold each other so strong..i never feel so fix with a guy like this. I wish that day never end and it was the most beautifull day that i have ever heard.

YOUR BABY chapter 7

YOUR BABY chapter 7

It was the end of january when i wore my rain coat and walked to parking area for picked my scooter. I remembered that i have to email my last task to my professor today, i ve done it so better i sent it immediatly coz at the day after i had a test. I didnt wanna forgot my task coz my brain turned focusing in to the test. So i opened my notebook and composed email soon. When i almost closed the mail i saw an email just came. it from strange id..
To : raisa_almamater@gmail.com
From : assiddique18@khanahospital.cc
Cc : rais222244@ymail.com
Sj : visit him on my hospital...room H no 23
Assalamualaikum wr.wb
Aisha..this is me, sunny’s grandpa...one of my patient got a worse condition and none of his relative available and stand by here for accompany him. he should be get CVP operation and TLR tommorow. But his psychology affect is ineligible for this medical surgical. After i inspected his psychosocial and his feeling at all..i found that he need a support from someone who had that capabilty enough to ensure him. So he told me baut u, and gave me ur access...baut ur mail i mean...
Come here asap and effort him to loose his anxiety soon so his operation will be conducted soon or it will be impossible to do.
Wassalamualakum.wr.wb

Dr siddique and Dr rose
I was shocked and gapped baut this news. I knew that it was baut neil. So i came to hospital immedietly and found his room. I saw his lay flat on his bed and closed eyes and slow breathe.
“ hi..”
He opened his eyes and smiled to me. “ my sugar...i m so scare and i know u will come here..”
“ hmm...how are u,neil?”
“yeah..restless and so hard to get sleep. My doctor said that my generality health is not too good. My blood pressure is not allowed to do the operation. My parent didnt get ticket to come here coz bad weather. So they came by car and would reached here the day after tomorrow.”
“ i m here...no need to worry baut anything. I will here for u..tell me what u feel...all ur anxiety or ur fear baut this medical treatment..”
“ why? Why? U never tell me that u will come for me before...”
“ hmm...i feel that i have to do this, neil. Baut past..it doesnt matter anymore...remember na? u never did cheating or have affairs at all. All u did just for ur despondently decision to release me coz u feel that u were dying. “
“ all right...i think i wont life longer at those time and i dont wanna make u sad with telling u baut my real condition.”
“ dont say anything anymore..i m here now...”
“ u will back to mine, right? If i m safe and survive after this operation i want we marry soon..my sugar..i dont wanna waste my age away from u anymore....u ever told me when we were still together that u will definetly say yes if i propose u, right? Remember at the day, at my brithday at 2007?” said him slowly.
“ when i gave u a question and took u to a market, and i offered u to choose the thing that u want with all my money inside my wallet? Then u laughed me alot till ur tears dropped out. i was angry and u whispered in my ear..” my sugar,,all that i want is not a goods...but please promise me for one day..that along our relationship i allways be ur love and be a faithfull lover ..please promise me when i say marry me, my sugar..u will say yes...yes...OK..thats the gift that i want from u..sugar.” and i still kept cying coz ur word touched my heart and i nodded. And we united our litle finger at those time..30th july 2007”
“ yes..at that day i didnt hear my desease yet..so i still expected alot..and along this day..at the reality u are still the one on my heart..my sugar. “
“ how do u find me, neil?”
“ my parent told me. they allways look for information baut u all the time, i begged them for that. till when i did prayer and i allways see u there..that ALLAH met me to a surgeon who handle me now..and i braced my self to do all of this.”
“ now..u dont need to think baut too much things...i m here and calm down ur self. Everything will be fine,,ALLAH allways with us just trust him...maybe ALLAH guide u and me baut this all..”
“ u didnt have a bf after me, right?along my knowledge..”
“ hmm...i just met someone but we were in relationship yet. U know i cant lie to u..”
“ that 2 guys at uni..who allways guard u like they were ur private BG...i saw that on their eyes..which one that knocked ur heart, raisa?”
“ they refer to whom? None of them..they dont say i love u to me yet..nothing happen OK..”
“ hmm..that guy who stayed with u on the staircase with me and the other who picked ur hand and took u go away from our talking..that handsome guy?”
“ he is my superfriend.”
“ are u sure?”
“ have i ever liying to u?”
“ u are bound to ur gift at my 24th brithday...u swore me u will say yes when i ask u to marry, coz the fact along this time i never have other girl neither u or my sugar..” said him with seem so happy.
I kept silent and thought baut sunny, i never had a power and wishing to hurt him ever. What would be happen when he knew all baut this. I remembered all his talking baut the way that he trust me as the way he trust girl at the first time to entered in to his heart and would be allways by his side. We both had a principle that whatever happened he would to make each other and release all sorrow and sadness away. My tears almost dropped out and i was lucky coz accidentally dr siddiqque came inside the room and asked me to exit.
I stood in a chair in fronth of that room and took a seat alone there...i couldnt stop thinking baut, moreover very special one like sunny. he had a good heart and allways treat me well, allways make me smile and make me feel so valuable and i never see he watched other gal than me. i couldnt know what should i do if i had to fill my swear to neil and gave all my life to him. I know my parent wouldnt be mine if i and neil joint back like 1,5 years ago. But me...i was very happy at that time with sunny, with him felt i like i found the dreaming prince that allways came in every fairytale fantasy and dreaming. He was so precious for me, the one that i couldnt trustfull into, felt so perfect comfort and he was like my romeo..and me was the juliet. We together and kept in silent unknown by anyone. Wheter ppl told baut us, we never kept any sense to care baut them. I was with him and he was with me...a sms came into my inbox.
Akash : rais, i m in basketball at the high school beside library, i got early home coz one of the member of the worker here got a condolence and we just back from made of visit on him. on the mid way home, i met a very cute cow doll. Came here and take this please :P
I replied his sms and typed “ sure..i m coming..”
When i parked my scooter above a big tree beside the basketball field. I saw him was so sweaty and enjoyed danced with ball. Jumped and repeatly trown the ball to the basket, he smiled to me and left his ball rolled away out and hit the wall. He sit beside me when i was still busy in frustation mind. He laid his hand on my face and pressed my nose to gave me aware of all my day dream.
“ u could lend my shoulder, dear...u were crying alot. See...ur puffy eyes...what happen, rais? We just met this morning and u were still fine and now...what kinda wound u get from? He did something wrong with u gain? No confession gain..he said something baut it gain? Like before? I ve told u, right? He is egoistic and looser! Why u should be lay ur arm and welcome in him all the time, what all the thing u do for him is unrequited and he never do as much u do and sacrifice for him..”
“ ssttt...ssssssssttttttttttttt...” told me and put my finger on his mouth.
“ its not baut it...just lend me ur shoulder, thats it...after i get quite and my mind is sobbered back i will tell u..”
I laid my hand on his shoulder and he place his arm arround me, his shirt got washed all by my tears..
“ i will wash ur shirt after get home, put off ur shirt, please..let me take it home..”
He laughed alot and sheltered my tears used his napkin. He grapped my palm and told me to get smile.
“ smile..please..smile..”
“ akash..neil is get in worst condition. He is in cronic illness and would do operation tomorrow, heart operation. He was lying to me baut his engangement and his affair and all the manipulation to left me at past. In fact he never find someone other than me. he is faith indeed...and...”
“ huh? u wanna say baut the way he gets dying and when he get safe from this medical operation he wanted u joint with him anymore...be his lover?”
“ yes..he remember baut my bday gift to him at july 2007..when i asked him to choose the goods at shop and i will buy it for him. he didnt ask anything but asked me to swear if someday he asked me to marry him along he get faithful to me and GOD blessed our love to belong together i will certainly say yes..”
“ hmmm....”
“ he asked me to do that swear, akash..he wanted to marry me soon if he get better from this situation...”
“ u dont wish he will be die, right?”
“ certainly not...he was my 1st love..”
“ so? whats the problem? U were crying coz u dont love him enough? Or ur love is inavailable anyway? Does it related to sunny?”
“ hmmm...i feel fixer to other guy..i never feel the way so fix and get understood,apreciated, valuable meaningfull like this..”
“ sunny never tell u that he loves u,right? Untill this time..i saw he hugged u, he kissed u..but would its all were signed as love? Use to think,rais.”
“ i love him although i dont tell him that i love him too..and i kissed and hugged him everytime he wished me to do..and i dont tell i love u to him yet...”
“ desire?....but ur swear is bound to neil. U have to accomplish ur promise, coz neil in reverve a right of u more than sunny.”
“ its not a desire like that, akash? we never do anything beyond the bounds of positive thing and respectfull to me. he only kissed my cheek once time and only kissed my forehead much. “
“ oww...what u worry baut sunny? does he know baut this situation?baut neil i mean..”
“ not yet...i never imagine the way he will get hurt because of me, akash..i cant do this..i dont wanna he get far away of me by this case..help me..what should i do?”
“ in my perception...maybe ALLAH sent neil back to give u right way of ur love. In my mind, neil looked as the object who deserve to get more right of u, ur love and ur love, remember all the good time when u were with him, further more after u know that along this time he was faithfull allways to u, he did all of this coz to make u happy. U never disappear from his heart..”
“ i have to back to hospital..”
I left him alone there and walked to my sccoty. I rode home and changed my dressing. I got some sms and sunny and other else that i didnt read those yet. Till when i wore my helmet and almost pressed my starter buttom i saw my cell trembling and ringing loudly.
“ haloo...assalamualekum..”
“ walekumsalam..raisha..hey..why u dont reply my sms yet? U have no credit?”
“ hmm...i was busy?”
“ study? Or laboratory case?”
“ hospital..assisting..”answered me.
“ OK..go on..i miss u, i will call u gain after u sms me and report me that u miss me too...”
“ hmm...”
“ ur voice signed something not good..is everything OK?”
“ i wish so..no, yes i m fine.thanks for asking..”said me softly and so low voice.
“ where are u, dear?”
“ at home..”
“ i will come now..wait me”
“i have to go...i m in my scooty now, have something to do.”
“ ok..be carefull..tomorrow is Saturday, day off..i have an invitation of barbeque in my friend;s at secondary school, for his brithday, wish u could go there with me,”
“ hmm...i m still in hospital tom..”
“ extra practice classes at Saturday?”
“ u could go with rashad right? Ot reyhan?”
“ u want me going there with them?”
“ yes..”
“ other candidates?”
“ anna?”
“ no...”
“i wanna hug u, sunny...”said me at last and my tears dropped out gain.
“ ur tears gain..listen, whatever u do right now? Or whenever ur destination u wanna go..i will come to ur home right now, and wait u get home..”
“sunny,,,its not baut that, i..i..face so complex problem now, so serious..i will tell u soon but let me try to solve it now..i m not at home..”
“ i trust u...”
“ me too...”
I clicked off my cell and rode back to hospital, and there i saw brighten eyes of neil to welcome me, he smiled and and seem as reborn man.
“ my sugar...come here...i bought this roses for u, see..”
“ so beautifull..”said me to made him happy.
“ i served all this rose flowers to decorate this room as ur dreaming rose garden like u allways tell me baut.”
I smiled and let him hold my hand and sleep in to its. He slept with my hands in his cheeks and grapped it so strong. I couldnt stop thinking baut sunny and so scare to meet him coz i have no idea what should i do and which way i begin to tell him baut this situation baut neil.
Till at the night when i picked neil on his wheel chair and assisted him to see arround the hospital park..i saw akash and sunny walked in to me..they both stared at me and neil smiled to them. Automatically neil kissed my hand and pushed all my arm arround his shoulder. Sunny’s eyes opened so wide and his hand hold one of my arm.
“ u both hmmm...hmm...congratulation,”
“ i will marry asap if ALLAH give me a chance to survive in this world..u both are her bestfriends, i invited u right now...”
“ hmmm....hmmmm....hmmmm...” said sunny confusedly.
“ rais..i m here to give ur doll. U left it and i picked this to u.”said akash and gave me cow doll that he bought for me that day, dr siddique came with his bag and called his grandson.
“ sunny..i m ready. Lets go home..u take my car, right? I dont wanna home with u sitting on ur back at ur bike...so cold the air is..”
“ sure dad..i take my car..” said sunny.
I saw sunny grabbed something on his pocket and walked away with his grandpa. I hold the handle wood of neil’s wheelchair and saw them sadly. After they walked for 5 metres, sunny turned his head and laid his hand to me.
“ rais..i forget something. U have to do something and working some task baut our planning at SO, can u type it tonight using my laptop? That file saved there, i mean the pc on the car in parking lot. Akash..would u like to wacth out neil for some minutes along rais go to parking area with me, take my pc on my car, please..”begged sunny to neil.
“ hmm...”
“ akash..please just for some minutes. After u wink ur eyesi will standing in ur face..”
“ sure..i have to go soon too. 5 minutes ok..” said akash and pushed neil back to his room.
I run to sunny and we walked away to parking area, when i stepped beside him, i saw his eyes get so redish and sorrow.
“ i trustfully that ALLAH met us and made me trust to girl for the first time...but way the storm which blocked us is abaut this..and what? He wanted to marry u soon...” said him suddenly and grapped my hand.
“ i...” started me to answer him.
“ i m not angry to u, rais..i just wondering. I m scare it would be so fast ALLAH take u and i wouldnt fell ur warm and comfort huggles, ur kissing and all ur smiling, and the way u allways cheer me up. The way u allways fill me up and make me complete.”
“u know all baut u is more than neil in my heart.. i need u more, i want u more and all baut u are the most meaningfull for me in my heart. After ALLAH and my mom i mean. Dont think i turned my heart, sunny..”
“ i know..”said him with frozen heart,
“ i have no idea..”
“ i have no idea too...when i see the way he hold ur arm, ur hand, kiss ur hand, and all. I dunno how i could stand for it..”
“ i...i dunno u keep away from me. it will make me dying..”
“ i..” said him and released his holding from my arm.
I hold his other hand and kneed on his feet watched up his face and hold his arm so strong.
“ I..dont keep away from me, if u do that it is felt like u wanna kill me..please..dont be..font be away from me..the most terrible fear right now if i dont see u arround me anyway..”
He kept silent and frozen there, my tears droppen gain.
“i wont keep away from u...we put everything to ALLAH since the beginning, right. Dont be scare...i will allways protect u from all arroung u and never let someone hurt u and make u cry. U trust me, right? Let we go to masjid, see..the isha prayer adzan is spreading out. Let we catch my grandpa, masjid is behind the parking area. And u my lady...i wont let u sad or cry because of me...stand up, take my hand...” said him with sitting beside me and hugged me and kissed my hair and forehead.
I took his hand and walked slowly to masjid. He called his grandpa who were talking with some hospital worker too, he agreed to do isha prayer at masjid in hospital.
“ aisha.. u left ur patient huh? “ said dr sidique to me.
“ my friend watch up to care of him during i took sunny’s pc in the car. Remember sir, i m his vice at uni. i the vice president i mean..he commanded me to work something related paper and activity at uni. Emergency,sir..” explained me to him.
“ ok..let do prayer now.”said him with touched my shoulder and sunny’s shoulder.
After they home and i hold sunny’s laptop and walked back to neil’s room, my tears dropped so much and i sit in fronth of neil’s room and akash came out sit beside me.
He took my head and laid it on his shoulder. After i got calm we entered the room and akash explained neil that sunny was giving me a bad news too baut my friend at college who just git an accident and die.
At the several weeks after i was busy spending most of my time with neil and divided solid schedule between doing all my classes and a ring rounded my ring right finger and it was from neil’s mom. Me and sunny oftenly met on SO’s organitation and much event in SO also, but mostly neil allways joined me there helped me as volunteer there. the best thing was the way and he is really2 straight..way how sunny allways had a big heart and behaved neil so friendly like his own brother. one day when when me and sunny worked as comitee and we observed an activity, it was nature outbound activity, i joined sunny;s car and sit beside him, mostly talked baut activity we did, and neil sit in back seat and let me busy with it. when we reached the camp place and neil opened the door of the car for me.
“ hm...aww...u are like his lady, rais..it seems like he wont let something so small like ant wont make u hurt ..” admired sunny to neil.
“ yes.. she is my everything..my lady my sugar..”
“ ant is like sugar alot.. how could he wont let ant bite me? i m a sugar...ant’s food”joked me to sunny. sunny laughed loudly and opened his note and focus on our task back. Neil looked so boring after 1 hour and ate many snacks.
“ hey, president? Could i take my fiancee home now, i m hungry and wanna date in candle light dinner with her, today is valentine..maybe i could flirted her to go to designer too, mom is allways force me to take her soon everytime...”
“ u really2 wanna marry soon? Remember rais just begin her 2nd semester here..”
“ i wont disturb her study..she could finish her studying if she wants it..but i guess when she get busy with babies and housewife job...she will ignore her studying like what my mom did when she was young. How baut u? if u are in my position..what will u do? U will certainly marry and bundle her soon,right?”
“ hmm...basedly from all the thing that i know..rais is very good friend of mine too. I wouldnt leave her 2 years ago and i will allways be honest to her, and if should be happen, when i met her at this time i would asked her? wether she has met someone changed me in her heart or not.” Said sunny with stared at my eyes.
“ i m her first love..i think i have introduced her at up all. we were friend since childhood..i m his bro’s bestfriend.”
Sunny walked away and talked with some SO’s member too. Neil followed him and begged him to let me home.
“ Sunny please...let rais home with me..”
“ dont u see the governor just coming and we have a duty to present him, see..what so busy rais is making the power point, after 1 hour we should be open the forum and convice him baut our project. My rector has giving all his depent to me baut it. if u wanna dating with her..there are much nights and days for it..but this chance..only come one..i begged u, neil, for this time..”said sunny with bit anger.
“ hmm...ok ok president..thanks for keeping nice to me,although sometime u got jeleous to u...u are so good man and behaved my sugar so good, i wanted to marry her asap so u wont do this gain...she is mine...after i marry her i will asked her to leave SO blah7x soon..”
“ as u wish..but u have to learn to apreciate her mind and all things that would make her happy..”
“ i know how to make her happy further better than u, what is ur right saying me like that?” amucked neil loudly to sunny.
“ calm down, neil..just wait for 5 hours and i will let her home with u..please calm down, and u will shy na? if all professor there seeing u, they handle ur thesis..”
“ sorry... i was so egoistic..my sugar,,i cant wait u for 5 hours here...u will stay on camp here right? I will pick u up tom morning..sunny, i m home and sorry for my words,,”said him and tried to kiss my cheek. But i touched my mobile in desk and made it fall down. I pretended to took that mobile and pushed my head away from neil. Sunny watched all over me at that time.
“ its ok..rais is one of all the best woman that i ve ever met in my life..including my mom, aunty, grandmom, and some others..”smiled sunny to neil,
“ hehehehhehehe..poor u, why u dont fall in love to her :P “
“ hahahahahahhaa...” laughed sunny to him.
“ i caught her ahead before u..poor u, sunny..if she didnt meet me, maybe u would be fall in love to her and she will be great gf of urs..”joked neil to sunny.
“ yes..u ve taken her before me,,,”said sunny slowly and neil had walked away and his driver came and he entered the car. Some friends left the tent and i stayed with sunny inside only talked baut the Presentation we prepared for. When he almot leave for observed the other place...he watched my finger editing the monitor.
“ good job..”
“ u can trade on me allways na..”
“ i allways do, right?but i m curious..3 times i caught u avoid and searched so much reason to block neil kissing u..he didnt kiss u yet? At ur cheek or lip?”
“ why are u asking me a question that i ve known the answer for it, my prince..” answered me sadly.
He hugged me from back and adhered his cheek on my cheek.
“ i miss u alot...till so hard to breathe,,,all the time,,” said him slowly on my ear and i felt so long his breathing on my ear. I turned and saw his eyes.
“ i m scare..” said me with my eyes holding on tears hardly.
“ u have to be strong...i m giving up and defenceless baut us to ALLAH. What would i do...but it was so surprised heard the way he wanted to marry u asap and would prisoned u on his private jail.”
“ i m scare baut it...”
“ i know..” said him and holding me stronger. My instinct asked me to replied his hugging and i stared at his eyes..i kissed his cheek and tried to moved my lip to his lip. He kept silent and let me did that, when my lip kissed the corner of his lip and he tried to place his lip on my lip too...i heard a callling on my mobile and a person walked to the comitee tent which we stayed in. Sunny hold my cell and told me that it was from neil. Abigeil opened the tent and told sunny that the room for the forum was ready and asked him to watch it when he finished his matter with me. after abigeil went away he kissed my forehead and i tried to kissed him gain.
“ hang on..my lady..i know u are so scare and ur instinct worked so hard to keep u..but listen me please..” said him with hold my head with both of his hands.
“ hmmm....” said me.
“ its wrong...i dont wanna we kiss each other on his back, u are his fiancee and whatever we do cant change it. please.. i want we fight in supportive way..u know i miss u alot but i m sure ALLAH wants us to fight well, and supportive to what destiny of ours. So.. hold on..i want do everything at the right way, dear..”
“ if he tried to marry me asap and u wont have a second chance to hug and kiss u gain? “
“ destiny...if i kiss u it will make me harder to heal my self if the destiny choose to unite u to neil.”
“ sunny...i trust u. sure i wont stop pray and ask ALLAH..i dont wanna hurt u and make u sad...”
“ i trust u too..” said him and kissed my forehead so long time.
He asked me to come to him at forum room after i finished everything clear and ready for presentation. I came to the room 15 minutes after and presented the power point and sunny as the host and leader of the discussin spirited me alot and the presentation was going on sucessly and our project for SO ‘s accepted. We did big dinner on the kitchen tent after it, with all SO’s member who free from task at that night. me and sunny cooked many foods and when the half of the comitee who came and half other changed their task. Me and sunny offered to help, we would help the comitee and let the eat the small dinner party. We stayed on the bond fire and didnt sleep till morning. But me i guessed i got slept at 3 am and sunny woke me up when dawn prayer time came.
“ rais..wake up..”
“ yeah..i m so sleepy..” answered me and i saw only me and sunny who stayed arround the bonfire. My head laid on a ground with sunny;s jacket as my pillow and a big thick blanket covered my body. It covered sunny;s leg too. I saw all other SO’s member gathered lay flat on the ground at kitchen tent. Only me and sunny who guarding arround the bonfire and sunny sit beside a big tree with me only.
“ hai,.raisha..good morning ,,time to pray hey.”surprised rashad suddenly with sport shoes and t shirt. he said he just came and wanted to join morning musical gymnastic, i left him and we and all SO’s member walked to bathroom and get prayer together after wudhu. Sunny helped some comitee after it and lead them in line ranks. He lead like scarify military general and me and rashad laughed him. sunny saw me laughed and maybe heard how rashad ridiculed him. He called me and asked me to changed him lead the ranks. I was so drout and didnt drink anthing yet so i got so thirsty after screamed loudly lead the ranks. Sunny laughed me back and took a revenge huh..he sit above a big stone and asked rashad to lead the warming motion sport before he asked all the members run arround the camp 3 times.
“ why did u punished me too? I only listening rashad talked baut u,,he said u are like military general.”blammed me to him.
“ i heard ur saying with him..i m mr. monster”
“ u are not monster..rashad is monster”
“ ok ok..its ok i m monster but u re mrs monster OK.”
We smiled each other and i joined the line beside the rashad. Follow the musical gymnastic and amucked rashad with silly joking, we both joined all junior student at those activity and i saw sunny laid down above the tree and watched over us.
I left the ranks and sit near to sunny. He gave me a botle of mineral water and i got it and drunk away all the bottle. I gave back to bottle to him and smiled.
“ Take it to the trash, rais..” said him with gave me back the plastic bottle.
“ i m woman.. man serve for his lady :P “
“ no...”
“ i m tired..u ve punished me to lead the line..”
“ are u angry with me?” asked him smiling bigger.
“ no..i cant angry with u at the fact...” said me with best smile that i could do to him.
“ me too..i was joking u both at all, how could i can angry with very tender and strong girl like u...my lady,” said him with pressed my nose long time.
“ what else? Said me with moved away his finger from my nose coz i saw some junior students watched up us.
“ hmm...u know what? Hmm...i want u promise me one thing. Please...whatever happen believe that ALLAH prepares everything the best for u, for me and for us. Release all ur fear and believe on HIM. if she blessed us to be together, HE will give a way, but one most important thing that we should be know that way is a the right one whose never hurt anyone. U understand my dear?” said him seriously with his focused to my eyes.
“ yes..i do understand..” said me low voice.
“ we will do everything on the right way, tryhard on that..”
“ yes..we will..and u know what too, my prince?”
“ yes..” said him with took his ear close to my mouth, wanted me to whisper on his eyes.
“ thanks alot...u allways fill me up and make me complete..thanks for make me like this, “ said me whispered on his ear. He smiled and took my hand on his right cheek.
“ u make me like this so..” said him gently after put one of my hand on his right cheek. He asked rashad to came and rashad came and sit in front of me, he wore a big towel and he widened his arms with covered by towel as a wing. Sunny kissed my forehead so long time and hugged me so tight. Then he stood and told me that he had to go to bathroom for bathing with rashad.
“ i dont see anything..i m blind...” laughed rashad after he saw sunny stood and still holding my arm,
“ grrrrrr.........good..”said sunny with pretended like wanted to stroke his neck.
“ i will observe the kitchen and help them cooking, see u at breakfast..” said me with laid hand to them both.
“ u have an affair, rais. And it is because of me..Oh GOD..forgive me and my bestfriend..Amien” prayed him with winked one of his eye to me. He run and sunny run over to caught him perhaps, coz i didnt see them on my sight anymore.
I was busy cooking in the kitchen till i saw neil came and kissed my cheek suddenly. All people there laughed and flirted us, neil with his pride told everyone there what so precious i was for him and what so much he missed me. When breakfast time came, i saw rashad sit beside me and other side was neil...sunny came at last with proffesor abdoel and he whispered on neil’s ear.
“ my sugar..my professor asked me to go to college with him, process my thesis gain, i will send a driver to pick u up soon. We have to meet my mom this evening. Why did u not bathing yet? Ur slepping odor smelled so hard..ouch...”said him with fear sight.
“ its good..so much person in bride line to get bathing time, i will bathing after breakfast..” said me laughed.
“ i wish u will be good looking enough for meet my mom.” Said him with walked in to professor abdoel. Sunny sit on his place beside me. Rashad placed a big plate in fronth of my face and talked slowly and softly.
“ see ur prince frog is very devil, he kicked ur fiancee away with crookedly way.”
“ why? “ said me with big smile,
“ he is good and clever,”
Sunny hit rashad twice with his spoon and open wide eyes,rashad said aww and touched his head with his hand.
“ u fitna me, buddy. Professor saw him and sucked coz he thought neil was busy flirted girl over than his thesis, so he asked him to came on his office. “ described sunny slowly,
“ its good, right? U could spend more hours with ur beloved lady blah..blah..blah..i will home after eat this breakfast.” Said rashad started ate his foods.
“ go away as soon as posible u can, please..” begged sunny to rashad with fed him a piece of chicken.
“ up to me....i have a vision, i met very talented guitarist at junior student named isabella. I wanted to asked her to join in musical branch of uni.”
“ good luck, then..” said sunny with sweet smile.
The day passed faster coz me and sunny laid flat on the ground with plastic floor mat and all people let we both slept. When lohor prayer time came, sunny woke me up and asked me to do prayer. We walked and he laughed me coz i forgot to bathing. He took a towel on his back and gave it to me, asked me bathing, gave me his smallest t shirt that he had. He entered the prayer tent and i went away to bathroom. When i finished my prayer after bathing, i saw sunny sit on a chair and busy on his laptop. He turned his head when i came and smiled, at that time i realized something. What so good he was, he triedhard do everything with right thing. I remember when i tried to kiss him yesterday...and all his saying, it made my cheeks got so redish.
“ why are u seeing me with ashamedly like that? am i looking so handsome from there? and my big muscle..” joked him with flexy arm and showed me his muscle.
“ i m hungry..” said me with touched my stomach.
“ u are si slim but ur meal portion is as much as me..” said him with standing and closed his pc.
“ yes..coz in my stomach there are living 2 babies...twin babies, boy and girl..” said me with more joking on him.
“ what babies? “ said him with stared at my stomach..
“ our baby..i wanna have twin babies one day..if ALLAH blessed us for it..” said me with kidding him more and more.
“ rais...stop it...dont talk baut baby right now..and ur speaking signed as if u wanted something so ..so..dangerous..dont talk and make a joking baut it gain.” Said him with sad eyes.
“ sorry..i dont mean to make u sad..its truely a joking..please..forgive me..smile please.” Said me with begged him with 2 hands in fronth of my chest.
“ hormone calling gain... i know dear...u just kidding me.” said him with kissed my cheek. He walked out of tent with me and took me to the kitchen. We ate our lunch there and after it he took me to college. When i steped down from his bike, i saw a car just coming. I saw neil’s mom called my name.
“ raisha..why do u behaving like this? With whom u are riding bike? Why are u sitting with other’s guy’s motorbike? Ur engangement party will held on soon...u cant do this, raisha? What happen with u?” said her with hugged me. She stared her eyes at sunny and watched over him from head to toe.
“ assalamalamualaikum, madam..” said sunny with best manner that he could do.
“waalaikumsalam...who are you?” asked her to him.
“ i m sunny...sunny harshad assidique. Friend of rais..at here at uni. Nice to meet u,madam”
“ yeah...but her friend, u mean her friend at medical science..” said her coriously.
“ no..we are takeholding a duty as student organitaion at this uni. hm...me as the president and raisha as my vice president, my assistant. We just back from outbond camping location 10 miles from here. “ said him politely.
“ oh...u are the leader of all student here...great? sorry for bad thinking baut u and raisha. I m sorry..” said her with nice smile.
“ it ok, madam...go on whatever ur matter with raisha. I have to meet the prexy. He is waiting for me right now. Wassalamualekum. “ said him at last.
He was riding ahead to parking area. I didnt see his body gain and a week after i was spending all my time without seeing his smile and face. It made me dying and so suffering. Rashad told me that he was busy prepared his research. At that day i stayed on musical room, rashad, adrian and isabella tried hard to made me smile and laughing with singing a song. I sung a song of my favorite young singer, issabella played his guitar for me, and rashad played bassis guitar. Adrian joined his drummer. In each place i had some great friends that allways treat me well. When i almost finished the song, i saw sunny came immedietly and stood in the door.
“ wow...u seemed do happy, rais. Sing once gain for me...i didnt hear all ur singing..” asked him with big smile.
“ no...my voice is bad..we just doing karaoke” said me with microphone.
He walked and sit beside me, he talked slowly in my ear.
“ wish i hear this song at my birthday..” said him with showed me his tongue.
“ i m hungry...who wanna join me go to cafetaria? “ talked me with watched over all althouth at reality i wanted to go with sunny only to canteen, they were good coz they did know what i want and they pretended as busy with their own music instrument. Me laid my hand to them and walked with sunny to cafetaria.
“ h r u...sunny..i miss u alot. Where are u this week?”
“my dad just coming...and mom so,with all my bro and sisters. Grandpa allways asked me to take u dinner with us. But i think neil will get mind..grandpa knows it, right?”
“ where did they came from london?” asked me.
“ 3 days ago..in addition i m so annoying, have a conflight with dad..” told him with sad face.
We sit on the desk in cafetaria and ordered some foods. I ate so much and feeling so happy coz i met sunny today. He still talked baut his family and i listened to him. He told me his conflight with hid father baut thesis. His father was a professor in cambridge and he wished sunny to continue his study at magister in cambridge.
“ my prince...if i m in ur position. I would do his wish..if ur proposal accepted by cambridge baut information techlogy aplication in military design program accepted. If ur uncle helped u and ur country took a part on this research..goverment would own a right to this program. If ur thesis reservation doing...it will be great. Trust me..u might ask ALLAH for His guideline for this in all ur prayer..me too..i will allways pray for u, dear..” said me to him.
“ are u sure? Do u think it will be good thing?” asked him seriously.
I nodded and smiled to him. He said me that he would let his dad manage it if cambridge accepted his thesis proposal. I asked him to saw carnaval near the city park and he agreed it, after i reported neil sure that i would went to carnaval with sunny. Neil came with his mom after 30 minutes i spent my time there with sunny, after we played some carnaval show like air baloon and other else. We sit on a desk with ice cream when i showed rashad and neil came at the same time.
“ My sugar..are u here with sunny and this bald brownies skinny who played piano so good on ceremonial..” said neil with showed me licked my ice cream.
“ hmm...” said me with gave my ice cream to rashad, coz i knew that neil’s mom would take me arround gain. Shopping like ussually...
“ hi..sunny and his friend...still remember me, right? Neil’s mom. Rashad and neil nodded, they said bye and walked away from us. A spot by that ice cream dirty my green handband ( sunny’s handband. I asked it from him by forcing and flirting) washed and a spot made it dirty. I begged sunny and his mom to stayed with hunger as reason. We took a desk of a restaurant close of the lake beside the city park. I placed that handband in a low mast with sunlight made this wall so heat when i touched it. I thought it would make this green handband get dry up soon. I sit beside the lake and enjoyed the fresh air there. Neil called me and asked me to eat the food. Many times i walked out to the mast and checked my handband till at the 5th time neil got angry and asked what i did with checking the water of the lake.
“ what are u doing, raisha? U see fishes or something who dominated all ur interesting to see back and back gain” said neil suddenly in my back. I hold the green handband it was still a bit washed. I hide it from neil and holding it with my hand in my back.
“ hehehehehe...nothing,.the water is very clear and sparkling..” said me with pointed the water. He still distrustfull baut what i said and tried to grap my hand on my back. He insisted me to show him but it fell down by hard wind whose suddenly blowing further to the lake and took my handband with it. i screamed and very angry with it.
“ thats thing is very important for me,neil...u are so silly as donkey..after u take me from..u still wanted to take our memorable thing. “ said me loudly with jumped to lake and swim 30 metres to take it. He confused stood and all people screamed and amucked me coz the deept of lake was a 10 metres and people forbidden to swim there without float. When i hold my handband and i tried to swim back to the land. I felt my right leg felt got stiff and i could move it. i dived and drunk so much water and last time that i saw was a sunny’s face pushed my arm and holding me on his chest. Till i opened my eyes in a boat and sunny holding my hand. I saw neil and his mom too watching me with much worry. I saw neil hold my cell and his eyes got so redish and open widenly on me.
“ why u should be do this silly thing, rais..if u loose it i could give new one handband for u.”said sunny with hurtly. Neil shocked after heard it and i didnt see his face longer coz i saw sunny lifted my body and took me to hospital. I just realized that my right leg got injured and bledding by a shard wood inside the water perhaps, and my sprained muscle..i didnt swimming so long maybe all my rigid muscle caused by my quick moving and far space of my swimming on the lake. Sunny took me to hospital using rashad’s car and sunny still stayed inside the room although the doctor heat my skin. After the medication done he sit beside my bed and kissed my hand many times.
“ u could angry to me, sunny...” said me with holding back his hand too.
“ u are silly girl..” said him with hugged me so tight.
I let him hugged me and he fed me the pils and the the water.
“ where is the handband? It fell down? As long as i remember last time when u lifted and u put me on the car i still hold it.” said me curiously.
“ she the ash pan. I mean in this desk..i burned it when the doctor examined u.” said him with anger face.
“ u burned it..”
“ yes... “ said him with kissed my hand. I hugged him and kiss his forehead and i felt a blitz like a camera stole our figure at the room, i thought it was my fantasy and i saw dr siddieque came with some people with neil’s mom too.
“ oh dear...i m so scare...i m scare my planning to meet ur parent tom will canceled because of this. Me and neil’s dad planned to take u home tonight and apply for ur marriage with neil tom. Maybe we should delay it till the day after tom. Doctor said u could home now..” said neil’s mom with bright smile. I shocked and sunny’s face too, he opened the door and walked out of the room. Neil’s mom followed and met the doctor for manage my leaving maybe. only left dr siddique and a couple who have face and body alike sunny.
“ Aisha... introduced my son and his wife. Yusof is sunny’s dad and jasmine. Yusof, jasmine she is raisha the girl that we often talk baut. “ said him to sunny’s parent.
“ hi aisha...introcude me,,i m sunny’ dad and mom.” Said the friendly.
“ hello sir..nice to meet u. “ said me triedhard to smile but i could focused in to them coz my mind worried baut what had said by neil’s mom baut proposed me and sunny’s reaction after know that. They shaked my hand and after sunny’s mom shaked my hand she kissed my both cheeks too and smiled so pretty to me. i didnt know what the meaning of that but i saw sunny came and stood beside his dad.
“ this is my mistake...asked raisha to met his ex bf and all became like this...forgive me sunny...i only do my doctor instinct to save and help my patient as much as i could do.” Said dr siddique directly on the room.
“ dad..its ok..it mean your marking baut my son and this girl is wrong, her destiny is for a guy who will proposed her soon. My son has to fight for her future still, no time to think baut love and thinking baut woman.” Said sunny;s dad with stared at me.
“ we know sunny better than everyone. Why u saying as if u dont trust to ur own son. U ve proved ur dad’s capabilty baut the way he could read my eyes and all ur bro’s wife eyes. U couldnt be get a doubt baut him, my hubby..” added sunny’s mom with holding his husband’s arm.
“ Aisha..what do u think baut love? And marriage?” asked sunny’s dad directly to me.
“ Sir... since i was born..mmm..i ve been learning that love for me is divided in to 3 parts. Once my love to ALLAH...2nd place to my mom. And 3rd for my husband one day..marriage is my totality giving of heart and sould to my husband to share and complete life each other till the rest of the life.” Said me with low voice, sunny tried hard to turned arround his face look up and down the the roof and the floor and played the vas flower and hold a fresh red rose for me. i saw sunny’s mom and his grandpa smiled so long time and whispered each other.
“ u will marry with a guy? I mean a woman who told me baut proposing u tom, come to ur parent?”
Asked sunny’s dad gain to me.
“ he was my ex bf and he left me, i was 17 years old when he left me and we were in friendship since childhood. He said i love u to me at my 17 birthday party but then he left me without saying anything. Dissapear from my sight..and i just knew that he was dr siddique’ patient with heart desease. So everything became like this..sunny and me..we didnt say love each other but i feel so fix with him, the first time in life i felt so complete and comfort with a guy, sometime my silly mind working and persuaded to do silly attitude so, but sunny allways remind and guide me that ALLAH wont blessed everything baut us if we do bad and silly thing, follow satan whispering and temptation. He ensured me all the time that i have to trust to ALLAH and tryhard to do everything on the right way. “ said me with stared at sunny, he smiled to me and sparks fly showed back from his eyes.
Sunny’s dad nodded “ good..aisha..thats my son..”said him with touched my head. He said take care for me and asked his wife and granpa to leave. Sunny smiled and sit in my bed gain. He asked a nurse to took a wheelchair to mobilisize me,
“ ur parent introgated me as if i m the 1st girl who so close to u and they worry i will ruine ur mind and break ur future :D “ said me with kidding him.
“ u are right..” said sunny with pressed my nose.
“ what???? Me..” asked me unbelivable.
He gave me his silly smile and hugged me gain, lifted my body to the wheelchair. Although my butt had sit in the chair, i didnt release my hug on his shoulder.
“ kiss me...” asked me to him.
“ muacchh...” kissed him on my forehead long time. i stared at him and he pressed my nose,
“ hormone calling, better i study and manage my thesis and back when i m ready with job. Of i m lucky with fate and then get all my lady for me only. “ joking him to me.
“ i will make sure that neil have enough strong heart to know that truth, that my heart is changed and it’s belong to u...” said me with almost crying gain.
“ sstttt...trust to ALLAH..u ve promise me na? we will do everything on the right way...my family tought me with it, so hard for me if i wanna do something opposite to my heart. “ said him with grapped all my hand on his chest.
“ i do understand and do trust u, maybe u are a lost angel who thrown to the earth..i m very lucky coz ALLAH met us” said me with my best smile. His eyes drop shadowed by tears and i kissed his eyes directly..
“ why? U know i hate weak man..i hate crying man...” said me with hugged him tightly.
“ no..i fear..i fear if destiny change neil and today is the last time we are like this...i m so fear..” said him with trembled.
“ hey..u know, when i lost neil, i mean at the 1st time i realize that he left me and i couldnt stop crying at that time, i do prayer and my heart heard a voice who whispered me that even if i loose my first love and he left me, it wont make down,ALLAH knows the what the best for me better than me, so i m sure i can pass this..pass this time savely and i m so sure ALLAH will change neil with further better prince who treat me well and i will so fix on him. and see..ALLAH gives me you...you are my only one prince, my baby...u will gonna be the one prince in my heart...sunny...” said me with tears dropped and washed his cheek.
“ it is...i m your baby, u are my baby too..my no #1 baby..no #1 girl..” said him with wiped my tears and pushed my wheelchair leave the room and took me home.
When i reached my uncle’s home, i saw akash, my aunty kenny, my uncle, anna, velia and my grandpa smiled to me. Sunny and his grandpa left my home directly after they picked me home. All was caringfull to me, kiresha and martin just came too. They all never guessed that sunny who had saved me from the diving accident in the lake. That day passed well, except at 9 pm when akash almost asked permition to go home with kiresha and martin. I saw neil came with strange face. I hold akash’s arm and begged him to stay.
“ please...dont go..dont leave me..my feeling is not good baut neil, please watch over me, i need u my guardian friend.”begged him to his face. Akash entered my home and maybe spy on the door for my conversation with neil.
“ hey...”said neil with sit in a chair near to me.
“ hey..”
“ i think u ve guessed why do i come and maybe from my image right now,.my full disapoinment to u.”said akash to the point of his topic.
“ yes..i felt that when u hold my cell,”
“ this is huh..” said him with showing my pics with sunny hugged and kissed my cheek at the wedding party of rashad’s sister.
“ hmm..i wont say or comment anything baut it.” said me sadly.
“ i dont like someone love me or marry me because of pity...because my heart desease..” said neil suddenly to me.
“ i wanted to tell u th truth but u know how my mind..i dont wanna hurt anyone ever..” said me with tears.
“ stop it..u allways hurt ur self to make everyone happy..i know that since u were kid..i need to relearn everything, and i ve cheating all ur activity today, i delegated to spy on all what were doing with sunny. They broadcasted it using video...i saw all ut attitude with him, he kissed u and hugged u all the time..and the way how do u see him..OH MY GOD,rais..u make me hate my self. Better i got die and not stay alive like this than i face kinda truth like this..” said neil with angry. I slapped neil and my breathing got so faster.
“ i will marry u...i wont leave u, the truth u never cheat and have an affair over me, u are loyal and love me truely, and u ve seen from video na? sunny’s dad didnt wished me to interupt sunny’s life gain..he wanted sunny to think focusly on his study and he forced sunny to work on his thesis on cambridge. Now..i will love u well, u know i am allways consequence to all my swear and promise..u never made a mistake neil, its my mistake coz i fell in love gain...although i ve known in the past at fact u allways fight the best for me.” said me trembled.
“ u are still same raisha that i allways know,,,my sugar...i guessed totally that u will leave me for sunny after this all...but u still as good as that i know before, if u leave me for sunny, one day if u meet better guy than sunny u will leave sunny too...as if u leave me and forget me for sunny. i love u so much, my sugar...” said neil with kissing my lip fastly and my tears dropped away. I asked him to back home and we would came back to our city and met my parent.
I crying so long time and screamed..anna and akash tried hard to make me calm. At that time i sms neil and told him that i would home to my parent’s city tonight. He and his family could came at the day after. Akash and grandpa picked me up to the airport and i got a ticket at 11 am. I sent sms to sunny...” i love u, my prince” and then i didnt wait for his replying coz neil tried hard to calling my cell many time. I turned off my cell and hardly tried to sleep along the flight.
When i reached my home, my motherland..i saw mom, dad and my brother picked me waited me on the airport and my bro lifted me from the steward’s carrying on his hand. My bro lifted me using his arms and put me on car. Along the journey mom hugged me and flattered my hair and my head. At the day after i didnt see neil with his family came and did their planning. I didnt know what happen coz when i callled neil’s mobile, it was inactive and after i shared everything to my mom. Mom told me that from neil’s parent residence they went to hawai for vacancy with all family plus private surgery doctor named jean. And the servant asked mom to told me that i could send back my ring from neil’s mom to her. i was smiling and gave my ring to my mom and asked mom to resent it to neil. After a week, my healthy got better further and i could walking and dancing gain. 2 days later sunny’s brithday and i was frustating, i got a ticket who would departure tom, mean i would depart tom and reached the city at magrib...i would have 5 hours only to hunt bday gift for sunny. i called rashad and he laughed me, he told me that sunny was fine although he smiled so rarely and spent much time in library and masjid. Rashad told me all the he knew baut neil’s strike on sunny;s chin. Sunny got blue chin coz neil’s hitting and rashad didnt know what exactly happen coz sunny didnt told him anything. I guessed neil released me coz he wanted me to happy and let me free, although he had to deliver his anger and disapoinment with bounced sunny. I compromised with rashad to made a surprise party for sunny at his birthday with coming at 00 am sung a song like he wished some weeks ago. I got unpatiently waiting for my departure back to my uni and sunny.
2 days later at the airport 07.00 pm..
I reached my destination and i saw rashad smiled to me and offered me his hand to run fastly to haunted with time. i only had 4 hours to found birthday cake and gift for sunny. We run so fastly and decided chosen isabella’s home for making cake. Me and issabella plus issabella’s mom baking a cake. I asked isabella to took the cake to uni before 11 pm. Then it was 09.30 pm me and rashad busy in sport centre, looking for sport shoes like what sunny wanted, rashad forced me to bought it with our money. So sunny would happy coz we bought it with our own money and all were ready at 10.45 pm.
Uni 11.15 pm : i entered the musical room and i saw adrian and issabella enjoyed played their druma nd guitar. Rashad took the bassis guitar soon and started to set his cords and string. Rashad amucked me to drink much fresh water coz i didnt have too good voice regulater air. I learned to sing a song titled “ fearless” a song os states’s young singer called taylor swift. When the time is 11.45 rashad had told me that sunny was on the way walking to musical room, he told me he lied sunny that he got slept here since 8 pm and didnt have vehicle to home. 5 minutes to 00.00 am i started sung the song, i saw sunny just opened the door when i spoke the 1st word of the lyric...i gave him my best smile.
FEARLESS
There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you
This moment, now capture it, remember it
And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
in this moment now, captire it remember it
In t'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
his moment, now capture it, remember it
at the closing of music, adrian pressed a buttom who closed their perfomance and only left me and rashad. A large cloth covered like a wall behind me so made adrian and isabell and all the musical instruements and also the small stage of it lost from the show. that cloth written happy bday too and maybe rashad made it, i took a big birthday cake with candle and a happy bday song from me and rashad. Sunny still seem shocked when he blew the candle and rashad hugged him so oddly,
“ happy brithday bro...this year is our last year..i wanted to make it memorable and stole ur pretty and kindhearted lady or princess or love or everything for u. are u happy, buddy? “ said rashad in his hugging.
“ yeah...its very surprise and shoked i think...what it is? A gift? From u? rashad?” said sunny with big smile.
“ no..me and raisha planned to buy it for u since a month ago..we joint venture of our cash for pay it..” said rashad happily. Sunny opened it and put on it directly on his feet. It was fix sure...
“ u both...i will hide and join adrian and isabella eat this cake. Bye..bye..”
Sunny didnt care his saying and hugged me directly. He kissed my forehead and my hair long time.
“ ahem...ahem...” said adrian and isabella at the same time cheating behind the cloth wall.
Sunny still hugged me and kissed my cheek...
“ president..kiss her gain..kiss her lip..we all promise it is our secret, we knows ur dad is very restrict and forbid u to have gf yet..come one president..kiss her..kiss her..kiss her..” flirted them both, rashad prepared to skipped away and hidinng eat the cake.
“ rashad who published my personal life on them..” amuked sunny pushed rashad’s ear.
“ me..to lock their mouth...they often attacked me when they caught seeing u hug and kissed raisha sometime..” explained rashad with teeth smile perfomance.
“ awwww...raisha..lets go to dinner, u three may join us. But in different table. “
“ sure, president..” answered them together.
After that we walked to nearest 24 hours cafe and had meal together there. i sit on upfloor with sunny with opened air and many stars on the sky. Adrian, rashad and isabella sit in downfloor and so loud joking there. i sit so close to sunny and laid my head to his shoulder.
“ happy birthday sunny..” said me slowly on his eyes.
“ yeah...hmmu wanted to started the conversation after meal or before meal.”
“ now..” said me with drunk a glass of hot cofee.
“ u look so tired, dear.what time did u reach the airport?”
“ 7 pm..rashad picked me and then we run quickly haunted for ur birthday cake and that shoes...we baked the cake on isabella’s home. “ said me.
“ and what happen with ur finger? Where is that red diamond ring?” asked him with bright smile.
“ the owner asked it back and gave it to his perivate surgeon”
“ cool..he found the changer yeah...so easy to do..after he bounced my chin like this.”asked him with touched his chin.
“ what did u say who make him doing that to u? gave u that blue swollen chin?” winked me to him.
“ no..he suddenly came to my house and asked me a personal talking. He took me to empty yard and shared me like this , neil : sunny u ever told me baut if u are in my position u would asked raisha whats her feeling and perhaps she found someone as my changer, didnt u?
Me : yes, i am..
Neil : i ve done that if u are in the position of the person who fill up her heart and my changed on her heart,would u like to do everything as my offering to get her at all, as the requrement that i will let rasha free from my side and she free to choose everyone she loves and her heart wants for...
Me : yes..i will do everything...
Neil : OK..after this i declared that raisha is free and she can choose and stay with the one whoever she loves and she wants...the he bounced my face so hard and it was so painfull...i vomited a bit blood from my mouth. Then he said gain...”Sunny...i bounced and hit u coz i wanna show u what strong i am and i wont so easy to die..my operation walked well..i ve made raisha hurt her self alot for make me happy..she pretended too much and tried to stay by my side or love because of pity...she is leaving and back home to her motherland right now....i want u make her happy and i give her back to u, BUT !!!but we’ll see her answer tom when i proposed her in her parent home. if she denied me she is urs..but if she accepted me...
After that i didnt see u and didnt see him for a week, till today...”said sunny at last. I smiled and whisper on his ear.
“ when i back home..at the morning and the day after he never came and when mom met his servant on market. She asked mom to told me to resent back the ring to his home. hsi servant told mom too that all his family with his personal surgeon took a vacancy to hawaii island..” whispered me on his ear.
He smiled and hugged me...” ALLAH just send the most beautifull give that i ve ever seen..it’s u..my lady..” said akash and kissed my forehead. That night passed so cool coz after finished meal there we went to beach and waited for sunrise there...

to be continued