I walked to the park..i saw his bike stayed near the tree, and he sit on a park bench. It was 06.50 AM, like what he asked last night. we met there and i sit beside him. his hand touched my fingers and his sad eyes stared to my eyes.
“ rais...”
“ hm...” i actuated my finger on his holding. He stood and holding my hand stronger.
“ please..hug me..please...”
“ sunny we need to reorganize our compromise, u broke ur words...i wanna make u happy and do the best for u...”
“ please hug me...”
I stared at his eyes and tried hard to know what he felt and i saw more sad sight on his eyes.
“ hug me rais...”
I hugged him so strongly and tightly for a long time...my tears drop came out and he saw that.
“ dont cry...crying is very hurt, and that warm water..i hate it alot. I wont let u cry gain...i dont wanna see a tears gain. Please...”
“ we have to reorganize our...
“ nothing need to be organized rais...u are my lady , my honey and my princess. U are so important for me..i need u, the only one that can hurt me if u arent here gain,beside me...everything that he fight in life allways meet storm. Dont let them ruined all the precious thing that we have had...trust me, trust me that i allways try hard to do the best for us too..as max as i could do to make u happy.”
Said him with his forehead adhered on my forehead and our hands met each other and i could feel his breathe on my face and cheek. He hugged me gain so long time and we sit with silent and till he spoke my name slowly.
“rais.. it 07.45..let back to college. life is going on ahead..we have to continue our life.”
“yeah...i m so sorry for making doubt baut u. i do trust u all the time, “
“ yeah..dont do this gain...i hate fight...please i hate fight, absolutely between me and u.”
“ as u wish..no fight...” smiled me to him.
we ride to college and i came to my class. Akash, kiresha and martin on their seat and gave me their best smile. I sit and opened my book baut pharmacy and pretended look busy in it.
After the classes ended, I went to musical room coz rashad waited me there. I remembered at the mid day when me and all my gang were having lunch in canteen. Rashad and sunny passed us and we all been silent. At those room, when i was ready to take the handle of door. I reminded baut this morning when i hugged him so long time and i thought baut me and him. I decided my self that i wouldnt demand anything from him. Since the first time i met him, i felt that something would be happen...deeply from my heart. All his saying, all his sights to me, all his attitudes and all baut him brought under me at all. I could stay away from him and all my days incomplete without seeing his smile. Whatever akash and my friends thought baut us, i didnt care baut them. Rashad pushed my hair and startled me from my day dream and mind baut him.
“ what kind of day dream thinking by u?”asked him shocked me and shaked my shoulder.
“i m not...” told me with red cheek.
“ baut ur prince frog? “
“ the prince frog? Who is that?” asked me confusedly.
“hmm....the so president perhaps.” said rashad with tongue came out from his mouth.
“let we do train for a song that u wanted to present to ur sister at her wedding party this Saturday. U wanna sing justin beiber song right, titled common denominator? We need a drummer so. Have u called andrian for coming here right now?”
“ he is on the way to come...dont worry, dear..”
I walked and sit on the piano and rashad started to made a voice. Adrian came and we started a serious training for rashad’s perfomance this Friday. At 5 pm when i prepared my bag for went home sunny opened the door and said hello to all of us. Adrian walked out of the door and rashad entered to the bath room. I took my bag and smiled to sunny.
“ hi..” said me to sunny.
“ did rashad sing well on the song?i came for catch ur training for his perfomance.”said him with big smile.
“ finished..u are late..i think u come for giving me some SO tasks. Lolz..”
“u will home now, and u dont wear a jacket. The weather is cold, u could get flu..” said him oddly.
He said it and stood closer in fronth of me. laid his hand and wore his jacket to my body.
“ its better...u may home now,”
“ thanks..”
“ u dont hug me? “ asked him with stared my eyes.
I smiled and hug him tightly, when i released my hug and surprised coz someone opened the door.
“ a dust on ur hair, rais..”
Adrian showed his head from the door and gave us his odd smile. He said that he left his hat in the room and he had to take it coz it was given by his gf. I pretended to poke sunny’s palm and walked away to home.
Some days passed, i did all my classes and sometime with sunny manage some event of so. At Thursday, akash asked me to accompanied him to went shopping.
“ what..dont buy that green t-shirt. Its bad...please..”suggested me.
“ i like this one...”
“ if u dont listen my suggestion why did u ask me to come here with u..huh..later i wont do this gain.”
“ why should be angry....i have something for u. lets go with me..”
I walked behind him and he took me to a silver jewelry shop.
“ u bought silver? For who? Do u fall in love with someone right now?”
He hold a neckless with small star medallion and smiled at me.
“ i ordered this for u...but please wear this for our friendship. U allways say that me as ur superfriend is like a star who allways light ur day.”
“ hmmm...”
“please...just suppose this as ur bday gift. I gave u earlier coz i m sure that at ur bday i wont stay here, i will get home...”
“hmm...”
I let him wore that neckless on my neck.
“ this is as my bday gift, right? U dont angry na..if i still have some problem with neil and confused baut my feeling to sunny.”
“ its ok..i think ur development is in good progress. U will forget sunny soon and find someone better. I see u looked away of him this week. Better make a space with him, rais. Before u get fall and get hurt. U see na how looser he is.”
I kept silent and i thought baut it. I wonder would sunny admit something if accidentally akash showed us hugging or when he kissed my forhead. Would he do something same with that video event.
“ rais..i wanna ask u to go somewhere gain tomorrow. U ever said me that u wanna learn how to riding horse, right?i ever promised u that i will teach u for that. tom i have empty days along the days. Why not we go to farm field, there had a horse town? 2 hours from here. “
“ tom..i have a promise.with some friends...playing band and piano. For a wedding party...i ve promised him. me with adrian... can delay it for next time?”
“ hm...u know hows hard to get day off from library na...after they moved me to healthy branch” said him with sorrow.
At college, when i and akash did our text, and very busy with lectures’s task. A guy came with very big bunch of red rose. He put it in my desk and walked away.
“ wait..from where it is?”
“ from magister program, a man who studying there paid me 10 $ to deliver this flower to u.”
I hold the paper slipped on the flower. Neil...he gave me a bunch of flower. I placed that flower to akash and asked him to brought it to library for decorate there. he nodded and i went to SO’s room to took some files there. on the way back to my class, i heard sunny called my name and walked beside me.
“ good u did ur job well, i have to go to library, wanna go there with me, i ve commanded eric to do the rest of SO project..”
“hmm...i want to but kiresha and martin plus akash waited me at class, we have to finished our task and put it on proffesor bfr 4 pm. If they know i m with u they will kill me...” told me with big smile.
“ ok...after u finished ur task, i m there..”
“ if i remember ok..” told me with startled coz i showed a tall guy stood in fronth of me and stared at me. He just appeared from the door of magister program building.
“ rais...my sugar...we have to talk, dont skip away gain and gain..let make it clear, we dont know when we will be die or something could happen unpredictable...”
“ what are u saying baut...u started up all, not me...u were the starter..dont blame me baut all of this, neil.”
“ my sugar...i know i was wrong, i left u and get lost. But u dont know the reason of that...let we talk everything with cold mind...”
“ i dont want to talk everything with u. leave me alone..after long time i cured my self after u go...”
I tried hard to released his holding in my arm. I saw sunny saw me and all books in neil’s hand fell down and a medical paper swept on my feet. I took it and showed a medical inform baut heart surgical operation assignment and signed that neil had a cronic heart desease, i was shocked and my hand trembled.
“ i have to do some uni matter with this girl, she is my vice...so can i take her with me.” said sunny suddenly to neil.
“ rais...i think i wont live longer after i got diagnosed it, i leave u coz i think i have no more expectation and i got an idea to leave u and wish u find someone better than me, i let my parent told everything baut me to u, coz i think i will die and unusefull to tell u the truth...all their saying baut my affair, my engangement and none place ur position in my heart. Thats the truth...when i know that u are here so, i got a power to pass this all. “
I still sit on the staircase and hugged my knee, sunny sit beside me and neil took all his paper and he sit in other side of me too.
“ Rais...forgive me for telling you the truth, i realized that leaving u was my biggest mistake...i m sure that if u are in my position, u will do almost same with me, wont u?”
I didnt talk anything to neil. Kept silent and i felt that sunny hold my right hand so strongly and whispered on my ear.
“ just msg me and u will see me anywhen u want...ALLAH HAFIZ,” i felt his long breathe in my hair and stood started talked with neil.
“ neil...i m a good friend of her so, sorry for everthing that i hear...”said sunny and walked away when i saw akash suddenly came with very angry face. Akash took my arm and guide me away leave that place.
“ rais’s ex bf...why do u ruine her happines like this, no need to replay her painfull because of u. u made a hole in her heart.”said akash to neil.
I walked to my class and sunny walked in opposite path, he turned his head and showed me his sorrow. Akash hold my arm and shouted to me. i saw neil sit in staircase and his pale face, his wide eyes held back of tears. Till i sit in classes and i saw akash, martin and kiresha were busy in task without asked me to help. When martin walked out with some friends to the office of professor to gathered our task, akash hit my head gently with his pen.
“ i m home...” told me to him.
I walked home and in the parking lots, the mr. Security help me to slide up my scooty and he called sunny used his mobile.
“ haloo..sunny,report u that miss. X is in parking lot now.” Said him with bossy style.
“ sir..what are u doing? Did he ask u for this?”
I was prepare to riding my scooter and pressed the starter. Mr. Security smiled me many times and told me that he was sunny’s fan.
“yes i did..i asked his help to report me when he see u here.” told sunny suddenly near of my place.
He was riding his bike behind me and he asked me to follow his way at last. He took me to his house and i saw his cousin named reyhan. He made a cup of hot lemon tea and cooked something in the kitchen. Reyhan sit in the chair with me.
“ sunny asked me to make u smile and report him if i see u cry.”
“ really? Does he think i will cry?” answered me with smiling.
He came with 2 cups of lemon tea and one glass of milk for reyhan. Then asked that kid to manage the dining room before their grandpa came from hospital. Reyhan drunk up all his milk and went back to kitchen to do what sunny asked.
“ drink it, rais..i ve fagged at those tea. “
“still very hot..”
He hold one cup and blew it hardly and ensured me that it wasnt too hot anymore. He tasted it to proved me that. i smiled coz by his doing flirted me to drunk it.
“ok..ok..i will drink it...a litle bit. “
He smiled and gave that cup on my hand. I slurped that tea and put the cup on the desk.
“ so glad still seeing ur smile...” told him with seeing my face.
“ u were told akash baut neil so he picked me up to class?”
“ yes...i sms him to come.”said him with hold his own cup.
“ i dont mean to make unfairly not telling baut neil bfr, coz i ve forgot him at all, he was my 1st love..i dont wanna live in paste, and i m scare”
“ no...remember u gave me ur web id? I ve read most part, read some part baut neil. U have no wrong baut everything.”
“ have u got all books from library? Remember ur exam 2 week later?”
“done..see that...”pointed him to stack of many books.
“come here...closer, let me hug u.” said him closer to me. i let him hugged me long time and told me that everything is well.
“ thanks for not let me alone today...thanks for allways watching me.”said me with tears dropped in my cheek.
“ i cant stand see everyone crying, dear...i ve cried at past once time and it was so painfull. Please...dont cry, u know i wont leave u alone..” said him with sweet smile.
“ see !!! i shaterred my tears and no tears...i dont wanna turn ur mind out of ur exam “
“ i wont..coz i trust u- i need u- i m with u all the time, u are my no #1 girl would u like to repeat my word please...”said him with kissed my hands.
“ coz i trust u-i need u – i m with u all the time, u are my no #1 prince” said me with a hug for his open wide arm and his beautifull smile.
“ when i stayed in kitchen i ve called to ur aunty and told her that my grandpa invited u for dinner in my home and i would pick u up home. ur aunty told me that ur grandpa was jeleous coz i didnt invite him too.” Said him with laughing. I smiled back to him
“ i will serve something for us, what do u like? How baut chinese food?”
“ serve? Delivery service for our dinner?”
“ i have no choice..”said him with fool smile.
“ i will cook for us, let we see whats on ur freezer.”
“ are u serious...” said him with opened mouth.
I walked and catched reyhan wached tv near the kitchen. I cooked some easy food for dinner. Vegetable with meat and egg. Sunny helped me sure, and reyhan too. Sunny fed me ice cream and reyhan made me laugh alot.
“ sunny, i wont tell dad baut this, but why u dont consider to marry this kind and pretty girl”said reyhan with winked eyes.
“ u are still kid..what do u know baut marriage?”joked sunny with pushed his cheek.
“ hello...give me the salt, please.”shouted me to them.
I saw dr.siddique came and said salam. Magrib adzan listened and he asked all of us to get wudhu and did prayer together. After magrib prayer had done, we all sit in dining room and ate dinner together.
“ aisha.. if u came to hospital, noticed me on phone or office. “
“ sure., sir. When i stayed in surgical site. i will notice u..but not at this semester.”
“ i know, dont forget to come here gain, take us to dinner gain, next month is sunny’s birthday.”
“ yes..”
“ at his birthday we will do fishing to village, leaving at early morning coz need 3 hours journey to reach the river. Me, reyhan, sarah and sunny will go together, if u not join us, sarah cant included us too, we need a chief, right? To roast the fishes, right sunny? reyhan?”
They both smiled and showed me their tumbs. Reyhan and dr.siddique watched tv and told me that they couldnt pass this tv show. I washed plates and kitchen utensils in the kitchen with sunny sure.
“ u forgot to put off ur apron along the dinner” laughed sunny to me.
“ dont laugh...i really2 forgot hey,” told me with spreading him a water.
“ u seem sweeter with those apron..i m not laughing OK”
“ lier..”
“ i m not, “
“ finished...after isha prayer, i m home”said me with give him the last glass.
“ ok..”said him helped me release the bound of the apron on my back.
“ thanks for dinner..and everything. Its very great and thanks for allways make me happy.”
“ me too...” said him and kissed my forehead.
After we did isha prayer, sunny went to garage and drove out a car.
“ dr. Siddique..dont pick me up, my scooter is here. i was came by my scooty. I cant leave it here.”
“ who said i will pick u home, sunny and reyhan will take u home, ur scooty will stay here tonight, u can take it tom...not good for young girl riding bike alone at night like this.”
“ better dont answer back his command, rais” suggested rayhan to me.
Sunny drove his car with me. Reyhan sit in back chair. When i reached my home... i came to my bedroom and i saw anna seriously studied there. I laid on my bed and i heard grandpa called my name.
“ sweetheart, u cant let our guest sitting here...make a cofee or tea for us. “ commanded grandpa to me.
“ a hot tea for me, cofee for sunny and milk tea for this kid,”added grandpa gain.
They were busy in talking and after i came with drinking, i sit beside grandpa and got very boring listened them plus my uncle talked baut politic, news and business.
“ u could back to ur bedroom if u feel sleepy or need to study for tom, rais” told sunny for helping me. Reyhan looked busy with tv channels and my aunty came with a plate of hot cookies. She joined them in talking baut more topic. I walked back to my bedroom and open my lappy. I got many emails and i took my mobile from my bag. Akash and neil sent many sms and calling.
A new sms came from sunny: And now..Ain't nothing else I can need..And now I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me..i m with u, baby u re with me...keep smile and see me at ur dream, hug u.
I replied this : hug back, its fearless coz i know u are allways with me, coz we are one start so no night can darken us.sleep dream.
Sunny : i didnt sleep yet. Ur grandpa and aunty still so interesting to talk.
Me : act that u are sleepy, so they will ask u to home..ask reyhan.
Sunny : i m happy talk with them. No class tom, reyhan very busy on tv. I permit u to get sleep...muachh, nite
Me : its my eyes, not urs.
Sunny :
I robberneck to them at the door of my bedroom and asked grandpa to asked them home.
“ grandpa, its 9 pm..reyhan have to get school tom. Let them home, still have many days to meet them, right?”
“ i m sorry, sunny, i forgot u take a handsome kid here. so funny discuss many things with u. “
Sunny stared at me and i walked out and pushed reyhan’s arm to stood.
“ rais...very rarely getting chance going arround or playing to someone home like this...dont worry baut my school, i often got slept at class but all my marks are fine, i allways in the 2nd or 1st rank position.”
“ ur grandpa...he is seem very restrict.”added me.
“ hahahahahaa, not at all.”
They said salam and went back home. i laid my hand to them. Got sleep well, for a while i forgot baut neil in my mind.
At the following day, sunny picked me up at 8 am to uni and left me study at library till i finished all my classes and he took me home gain after he accompanied me at musical room with rashad and adrian. I denied to join them dinner coz i need to study more.
At Friday i asked anna to went with me to the wedding party. she had new gown for performed up, and there reyhan got enchanted to her. After i finished playing piano for rashad, the song replayed and rashad offered me to dance. When rashas’s arm put arround my weist, and other place on my shoulder. He whispered on my ear.
“ i ve promised sunny to behave that i m stupid and unknows baut everything between u and him. he begged me to pretend that i m blind, not see everything and ignore everything in fronth of u and him. he means he asked me to pretend that i dont know everything, i dont see anything between u and him.”
“ really? “
“ our secret ok..see, whats so red his cheek coz jeleousy to me, why do ur sister is more beautifull then u?see that tall kid dance with whom? “he pointed to sunny and rayhan.
“ she is my niece, she is dancing with reyhan? “
Rashad lead me to sunny and offered him to change his position,
“ i guess he couldnt dance waltz like me...” mocked rashad to sunny
“ i lived in london for many years, how do u say that? see this?”said sunny and started lead me to mid floor and rashad get other couple to dance.
“ sunny took my hands from rashad and bend his head to me. he said to me slowly” why u allways smile when dance with rashad? Why u looked so happy and smiled along ur dancing with him? he gave u a greatest joke?”asked sunny to me when we started to dance.
“ no..his singing is very good?”
“ u smiled coz his singing is good?”
“ yeah, i told rashad that he sung very good and he praised my piano too, it made me so happy?”
“mean u smiled coz ur piano?”smiled him to me and stop asked.
I got sweaty coz dance with sunny and when the music get off, sunny got many applaused maybe coz we were the last couple who stopped dancing. When sunny went and took some cold water for me, i saw akash came suddenly in my face. He seemed very handsome with white tuxedo,
“ very good job...dancing waltz with ur prince and said that u were promised playing music for friend, at fact u have a date with him and promised him to be his partner in this elite wedding party.”
“ i m really2 playing piano here...”
“ dont try to lie to me, “ he left me and back to old man who i guess he was his boss and the owner of the residence that he live there.
Sunny came with 2 glasses of cold water.
“ why u figured upset? “
“ hmm...nothing...”said me with smiling to him.
I saw akash passed me danced with a girl who danced with rashad. Sunny surprised seeing him too.
“ i saw him stared at ur neckless long time, why?”
“ he gave it to me as his birthday gift,”
“ ur birthday still 3 month later, “
“ he told me that he wont be here at my bday so he gave it last week,and he told me too...if at my bday he has no money to send me his gift.”
“ no money? How comes?”
“ he workhard for his studying and got full scholarship and all his part time as gardener in a rich man residence, stayed there and worked as city librarian, he just very happy buying his new laptop next week too. For all his sallary account since he studied here. “
“ wait....he is gardener? Librarian? Biking everyday, behave as poor student and told u all of those story?rais..”
“ what? If u dont trust him and wanna say something bad baut him, keep away from me. He is hard fighter and if u hesitate my friendship and trust between me and akash...”
He pushed my arm out and walked with me outdoor. In a garden in rashad’s family residence.
“ Dont say it gain !!!u told me keep away from me, and who said that i hesitate ur friendship with him and dont trust ur friendship? Dont say it gain...promise me !!”
I realized that my words just hurt sunny and made him disapointed.i hold his hand and see his face get so sad.
“ sunny..forgive me, i dont know why i told u that...i trust u sunny..please forgive me, i promise i wont say it gain...i dont wanna hurt u ever.please.”told me and i saw his cold face and frozen body.
I was kneeing automatically and hug his knee...my tears dropped gain, and he put his arm arround me and lead me standing.
“ i hate tears...”told him with wiped my tears using his hands.
“ hug me...” begged him to me.
He hug me so strong as thats the strongest hugging that he ever done to me till i get so hard to breathe. He kissed my hair manytime and i saw his eyes held back his tears so.
“ sunny...i forgive me please. I promise u i wont tell that gain. I see ur red eyes, dont be a weak man, crying man..i hate weak man...”
“ kiss my eyes..”told him with closed his eyes.
I kissed his eyes and he smiled to me...i laid my head on his chest and listened what he said.
“ we wont talk baut ur friendship with akash gain next time...dont speak his name in fronth of me and i dont wanna get upset gain like this and i hate kinda fight like this. “
“ sunny...i trust u, trust me and how i only scare if u hesitate me and akash, he is my friend, important friend..”
“ i wont ask u to choose me or ur friendship with him, and leave this topic please...his name made we fight,,,no need to talk baut him ever anymore. All ur frienship with him, ur knowledge baut his life or everything, “
“as u wish, promise me u trust me too”
“ i do believe u, dont worry. I could read his mind...some guys, “
“ prove it..”
“ he allways jeleous to me, he was dancing to made u jeleous. He asked u to choose him over me instead of frienship or more. He is very overprotective to u, he allways ensure u that all his mind is better than ur own mind, he allways think that he knows the best for u. he respect ur own mind very rarely.”
“100 % right answer.”
“ like what i said to u. this topic is over now, sing a song for me..”
“ no..i have ugly voice, i allways get 60 on music class at high school. “
“ dont catch a reason,,sing now...”
“ what song? “
“ ur favorite song...now !!!”
“ this is taylor swift’s song
I’VE NEVER GONE WITH THE WIND, JUST LET IT FLOW
LET IT TAKE ME WHERE IT WANTS TO GO
TIL YOU OPEN THE DOOR, THERE’S SO MUCH MORE
I’VE NEVER SEEN IT BEFORE
I WAS TRYING TO FLY BUT I COULDN’T FIND MY WINGS
BUT YOU CAME ALONG AND YOU CHANGED EVERYTHING
YOU LIFT MY FEET OFF THE GROUND
YOU SPIN ME AROUND
YOU MAKE ME CRAZIER CRAZIER
FEELS LIKE I’M FALLING AND I AM LOST IN YOUR EYES
YOU MAKE ME CRAZIER CRAZIER CRAZIER...”
I stopped coz some people watched me singing.
“ why stopped? Finish for one song..”
“ hmmm...i m shy,,my voice is not good.”
“ sound good for me...” told him with great smile and lifted my feet off the ground and spinned me arround.
“ i will sing the rest at karaoke..not here, i sing for u only not for all the people. I saw them watched me with hate looking. “
“ ok...”
“ take me down, people watched me.”said me with hold his shoulder.
“ u are so light in weight, i wont take u down bfr u telling me that u will increase ur weight for 5 -10 kg in 3 months.”
“ no...”
“ 6 months”
“ i will try, “
“ u will work in hospital, u cant be tiny, “
“ i change my future dream as house wife only then”
“ do it if u can...i will observe ur weight oftenly. And one more thing “
“ whats gain? U are really2 make me crazier right now?overdosage crazier”
“ kiss me..”
“ where? “ told me with my nose touched his nose.
“ my forehead..”
“ i kissed his forehead and he lift down my body to the ground. He hold my hand and we walked together watch arround the star and flowers.
“ rais...tell me where do u wanna kiss me?”told him suddenly.
“ na...”
“ u have read all my fairytales on my web na? there are allways talked baut a princess who kissed by her princess in her forehead everytime they met. That story come true and u were the prince..”
“ not baut ur fairytale there..but just some minute ago.”
“ if u are in my position? Will u tell me?”
“ no..u ve gotten ur 1st kiss?”
“ yes..with neil, and he allways said i m very good kisser. Stop asking me that fool question. U know i wont lie to u, i know u know the answer...”
“ hormon stage calling..see an agne appear in ur chin”pinched him on my nose.
“ dont ask me silly question baut this gain, “
“as u wish, my lady..” answered him with put his arm on my shoulder and offered me some foods.
He took a foods in a plate and he knew i ate many foods, he fill full the plate with too much foods. 2 frogs in a plate, and he asked me to find a table.
I saw akash looked intimately with a girl that danced with him. he fed that girl and their hand holding each other . sunny came and put the plate of food in the table. He shaked his head watched akash and his new partner.
“ so childish..”commented sunny to me,
“ i dunno him”said me with showed my tongue
“this is the project, eat this food,rais.”he fed me a spoon of meat soup. Then cleaned my lip using his finger. His hand hold my hair and slip it up behind my ear.
I realize that sunny did this to burned akash back.
“ stop it..if he used this to attack u at uni, to called u looser or something other.” Whispered me to his ear.
He fed me more food and foods gain. He asked me to joined the event when the bride throw her flower. He winked to rashad’s sister and she thrown her flower to him. he gave me the flower to me and all people applaused us and shaked our hands. Rashad gave a code to the photograper and asked him to took our pics.
“ sir.. in this wedding rule u have to take a photo...”
“ sure..” said sunny
He posed in pics with 3 styles. 1st he hug me from the sideway and i hold the bunch of flower . 2nd pic he posed hug me from back and his cheek touched my cheek, 3rd cheek he posed behind me hold the flower together with my hand and he asked me to smile and when the photographer said cheer...he kissed my cheek and all people watched us. Some old man and woman couple said that sunny was my husband, i saw akash got redish face and swallow, he walked out and got home i guess.
“ sunny...”
“ He swallow his own word that i m looser. See...he is angry now,”
“ i know his mistake called u looser many time, but no need to made him upset. I met him everyday in all my classes. “
“ he wont kill u, he upset to me not with u. prove it tom..”
“ i know that....”
“ he trapped me and showed u all my badness to make u keep away from me,,,he saw what the impact of all his doing, all his done never make us far away but it make us closer and closer.”
“u both can read each other very well, but only u who knowing understand and respect my mind.”
“ not me..but ALLAH, rais..”
“ Amien..”
We ate more foods and till 8 pm i went home with anna. Sunny and rashad picked up surely, sunny rode my scooter. Me, reyhan and anna stayed on the car. I sit beside rashad who drove behind sunny and anna slept with reyhan on back seat.
“ rashad, dont u think that all done by sunny today at party to revenged to akash would be bad at uni. i know akash would used this to attack him.”
“ now, how much friends owned by akash and sunny?”
“ sunny sure..”
“ why must be worry,”
“ my feeling is not good.”
“he knows what he did. Trust him..”
“i allways trust ...”
I reached my home and i woke anna up and we said bye to them.
I was a bit scare baut how i face akash tom at uni, i know everything would be changed after it all.
Jumat, 24 Desember 2010
Jumat, 17 Desember 2010
YOUR BABY part 5
January
I went out for spent a new year with akash, martin, kiresha and anna for watched the fire works show at great city square. After we back home from the square and blew our trumpet, we were so happy. Along the journey we skipped away from all the crowded place and pupils. Akash my arm all the time we stayed in the square. He told me that he was afraid if i getting lost there or separated from others. I hold anna’s arm so then. We gathered at the square at 9 pm. When mid night came, and the firework started to fly up on the sky. I imagine that i would see his beutifull eyes and his sweetest smile that allways given to me when we meet each other. When all the crowded sound of all the trumpet spreaded loudly from everywhere. I saw so big fireworks with white, blue and green colour in the sky above me. i got a nut thrown to my head and cheek, and startled me, i hold the nut and found out who thrown it, i saw forward and found him stood me ahead. He smiled at me and blew his trumpet to my nouse, then laughed me slowly.
“ Do u spy on me? “ asked me slowly to sunny when i saw rashad laughed to me so.
“see...” answered me and his finger pointed to 2 little girl and an old man.
“they are devi and sarah that u ever told to me? ur uncle’s daughter? And he is ur granddad? “confirmed me.
“ all right...i didnt do anything to search u heyyy...i just follow them and when i stood here i see u on my face. An accidentally event, ” explained him with bright face.
I smiled back to him and i saw akash went out with kiresha to buy something over there near the street. Sunny pushed my hand and asked me to walk to his granddad. That old man smiled and offered to shake my hand.
“ assalamualekum, sir..” accosted me.
“walekumsalam wr wb....”smiled him to me.
“i m sunny’s friend...my name is raisha, u could call me rais or aisha...how are you? “
“ i know ur name raisha, and i ever saw ur pics at my grandson’s mobile...my name is sidiqque, u could call me doctor siddique, i m a chief surgeon of khana city hospital. I heard from sunny that u are studying at medicine too. I m his grandpa.” Told him happily.
“ he had told u baut me sir...when did he tell u baut me? i just passed 5 month at uni. still at 1st semester.”i stared at sunny and he gave me a big smile.
“ he told me baut u almost everyday, he moved from london at his 2nd year of his studying at cambridge and i asked him to accompany me.”explained him to me,
“ i just knew baut it sir..” told me and his granddad offered me a roasted corn. I meant he bought one for me, rashad was came with his family too and they talked with sunny. Then dr siddique joined them, i sit beside sunny and when his granddad talked with akash’s parent. He took my corn and ate it, ate my rest and pinched my nose. I pinched his nose back.
“ haloo..aisha. dr siddiqie told us baut u, this is the 1st time he took a girl and introduced her to us. Dont let a man stole ur focused to study and turned ur future...” joked rasha’s daddy.
“ Certainly sir...we are good friend, rashad and sunny. i m sunny’s partner on SO at uni as his assistant and i m partner of rashad in musical project at uni so. “
“oh...great girl. So u are composer too same with rashad?”asked rashad’s mom to me.
“ hmmm... rashad teach me baut composer too...”
“she is studying at medicine..”told dr siddique to them.
They were talking crowdedly and sunny watched them with many smiling. I turned my focus to his smile and stared at his face.
“ what ???” asked him to me.
“what? So u were ex student of cambridge? “
“ hmmm.. not at all,,i studied at computer technology too. But i left it at the end of 3rd semester and moved here. grandpa stayed alone at his house.” Told him.
“ All your family are staying in london, right now? “ asked me to him.
“ yes.. my dad and mom worked there. my mom is a nurse ..and i m the oldest, still have one brother 12 years old and my sister 17 years old.I moved to here when i was 4th year of primary school and studied here till 2nd grade of secondary school. Then home to london and did my high school there till i back here gain 2,5 years ago. “
“ will u move gain after finish ur study here?”
“ no...my uncle is working as army colonel. He had checked me and he thought i could join him in army technology department. I mostly consider it all the time and daddy never mind if i join to army. This country is his nation.ALLAH knows the best for me,he will guide where i have to go..right? u dont forget to pray me.this year is my last grade. Prexy has accepted my research proposal.”
“ i allways pray for u everytime, sunny.”told me to him.
I heard my cell ringing, kiresha called me, i told sunny baut it and asked permition to sunny and rashad’s family.
“ dr siddique and mr and mrs brown i have to back to my family over there. Thanks alot and so great to meet u all. Take care and see you later all. Wassalamualekum..”
“walekumsalam...” answered them all. Sunny help me passed the crowded and when i almost crossed the big three to meet my gang and my family.
“ rais..good night..and see you tomorrow, if u will sleep after home from here..have a nice dream, my lady. “told him and hug me tightly.
I smiled to him. He bend his head and i kiss his forehead.
“ where do u come from?” asked akash to me.
“from looking arround, bought a roasted corn. i got a new friend, he was a surgeon. Chief surgeon in khana city hospital,we talked a bit long time. sorry for making u wait..”
“Lets go home..”
Kiresha’s parent joined us too, martin and akash will stayed at my uncle’s home. Akash still hold my arm everywhere and i saw sunny stared me from his place. when i reached at my home, i type sms to sunny.
“akash, martin and kiresha’s family will stay and camping at my home tonight. We do barbeque and roasting a big chicken...grandpa asked me to invite u to come, dont worry baut akash, he is only very overprotective. “
2 minutes later i got his replying sms...
“rashad sleep at my house and we just on the way to home. But grandpa allways busy taste all food along this sidewalk street . Enjoy ur party,dear...nite..”
I smiled read that, when i type “nite too...wish tom will be sunny shined as bright as ur sunny smile..
I got one more sms suddenly, i opened it,,from sunny gain...he typed “ but i wonder and this odd mind is being back and forth in my brain, why did akash holding ur arm like a mom holding her litle kids everywhere, coz by ur innocent heart?”
Akash appeared behind me and peeped to read those sms. I shocked and hide my cell on my pocket.
“ wow..i got a critical...from ur boss, didnt him?”
“ no..he saw us on firework show at city square and sms me that.”explained me with sweaty face.
He robbed my cell and took it away from me, and then i didnt know where did he skipped away. I realized that since the first time i marked him a honour as my superfriend, i couldnt keep a secret from him. Like what all the things he did to me shared me baut all his life and everything. It was happen at december when i often accompany him with sending email when he worked at library till 9 pm. We talked many things baut our life and he read my diary at blogger. My private diary at blogger and i permited him to wrote there anytime he wanted to do. I called him my superfriend.....
When i found my cell beside his pillow at the floor, he slept beside grandpa,uncle and martin on the air bed laid in the living room. I took it and he opened his eyes narrowly and sided ways his back....
“ he typed muachhh...muachh..hug u my lady blah5x...mean he really2 did all of that on u? kissed u? kissed ur what? Lip?if ur honour of mine as ur superfriend that we will open up our mind and if u really2 trust me as ur bestfriend like what u ever said.. its ok, rais. I only scarefull if he hurt u at last...”said him slowly.
“ he just kissed my forehead,,but he didnt say that he love me yet. Thats it..”
“he wont tell u that...dont expect alot..he determined to do straight way of his dreaming and aim, he will sacrifice everything such love..maybe he feels that but he wont confess it. “
“i know..”
“ dont wanna see u hurt, rais. If u meet better guys better u leave him.”adviced him and hold my arm.
“ good night...” asked me and stood back to my bedroom. Kiresha and anna slept slept there and i just finished all washed all the kitchen utensils and cleaning the room.
When i open my inbox, i saw some new sms from sunny that didnt read by me yet. Akash did that.....
Sunny : what do u mean? I think this sms words didnt type by u..i dont see ur silhouet in this statement. Are u ok?if he ever told u that u are like his heroin?impossible this sms typed by u...coz i know u are very know the truth.
Sunny : leave it. we know what we do, this kind of theme not quite enough to discuss in sms. Remember our dreaming...remember when i closed my eyes and i asked u to do the same thing and to make sure that we ve done all the best that we do for our heart, our parent and our family.
Sunny : look straighly at my eyes,dear...hug u. i do trust u, if akash is one part and important thing in ur friendship life that u ever had at all ur age. If u trust him i trust him too, what ? he ever tried to kissed u? ur lip?awww...his overprotective subjected for specific aim to u? he wont be..
I opened up the sentbox and read all what akash typed to sunny.
(sent 01.49AM): sunny, i cant stand for someone that couldnt accept sincerely and trust our friendship, he is my superfriend and meaningfull to me. but he ever tried to kiss my lip...but we were bestfriend and i m scared if i m in relationship with him i will be loose him. What do u think it, baut me and baut us?tell me honestly.
(sent 02.07AM): i dunno...i tried to read his eyes but i still confuse..i cant ask him baut it,right? Just answer me ur mind baut my last asking. Please...
(sent 02.55 AM): we know what we do? Do what? Mean i m not special for u? just tell me the truth. Nothing change between us.
My breathe accelerated alot, i called sunny’s cell directly after read all of that. he accepted it and i hardly opened my lip to spoke up.
“ hi...” opened me for conversation.
“ have u slept yet? “ asked him directly.
“no...something happen...”
“i know...”
“ when i typed sms for u after i got home from city square, akash peeped to read ur sms at my mobile behind me. and after that, my cell robbed and skipped away whenever i dunno. I just found it beside his pillow in living room.”
“ hm...may i hacked ur blogger? I mean ur diary. If u permit me, i just wanna know his reason.”
“ yeah..i will sms u my id and password after this calling.”
“ok..what do u feel now? Calm down,raisha, i heard ur breathe so fast like that.”
“any idea?”
“let we do tahajud prayer. Wish u’ll feel better.”
“certainly..”
I stopped the call and sms him my blogger id and pass, walked to bathroom for wudhu for tahajud prayer with him with different place. after that i remember that i could closed my eyes and sleeping,
At the morning when the adzan of dawn prayer sound and break the quiet night..i heard sunny calling me and i accepted it...
“ prayer time, dear...”
“thanks for wake me up, sunny...”
“ u sound so sleepy...saw ur pc, i gave u webcalling, accept it. “
I moved my lappy and click his webcam call at my hotmail id. Suddenly i saw his face with neat moslem shirt and saroong. And pici (moslem head cup hat) and fresh face.
“ see what so sleepy u are..wudu now, we will do jamaat prayer. Using this webcam. Wow...ur curly friend and anna slept so tightly...and have u heard adzan in ur area?”
“ yes,,,a litle when u called me, “
“let me adzan for u...open ur eyes now,,,”
Then he adzan in fronth of me in cell and i left my room for wudu, when he finished his adzan and i didnt enter the bathroom yet. I saw akash opened his eyes a bit. I remember all sms he sent to sunny and i shouted to him.
My cell thrown to the tip of the air bed,
“why akash? why akash? i ve seen all u typed to sunny, u shouldnt doing that...”
“i wanna know the truth..all his feeling maybe to set u free,”
“but why did u need to lie to him...u never try to kissed me before..”
“i dont lie..coz i will prove it..” told him and took his face so closer to my face..he said “remember what u wrote on ur diary, u said that if u trust someone to read it mean he will own ur heart, if he allways make u happy and understand and respectfull all ur mind. I did it all...didnt i?told him slowly and his nose touched my nose. I surprised and pushed my face away from his face...
“u dont trust me? u wont do ur own swear to ur heart?”
“but u dont understand me so well, and respectfull my mind enough akash..yes, u are so important and u are my only one superfriend and u are my trustest friend..”said me
He touched my cheek with his right hand and his other hand hold my arm...
“please...i beg u, trust me..i wont let u alone and allways repair all my incomplete understanding and respectfull as ur saying baut me.”begged him to me.
“ u asked me to love u?”
“u have to,,,do ur promise to ur self...”
“i..”
“u....have to..u have to do,,”
“u force me?” i sit up away a step of him.
“please...i beg u, if u dont do this..it hurt me..”
“if u force me u will hurt me too...”
“what? Why? Coz that guy? That looser guy? Who allways keep quiet everything baut his huggle, his kisses and his romantically. He isnt gentleman, he didnt say that he love u, he is a looser,he wont confess u at public. I can read a guy so, not only u.”
I ve taken my cell and hold it, the calling from ash still on..akash still talked his words...
“rais...its not fair..u allways say that u trust me, ur writing, ur saying are all bullshit...u think that guy will behave u as good as me...”
“i trust him more,,i have to do dawn prayer..i will wudu.”
He got frozen and i left him to bathroom. When i entered my bedroom and took my prayer robe and wore it. i saw sunny bearing his sajadah and echo the qomat...we did jamaat dawn prayer, when i finish my prayer and said salam. I saw akash and martin stood at my door and said good bye to got home. i walked and picked them out.
“ u do jamaat prayer with SO president?”
“yes...oftenly allways do..” said me coldly.
“ smile!!!” asked akash directly to me and shaked my hand. We do our friendship poke and he pinched my nose.
“ forget baut what we saying baut this morning. If u smile i smile, if u happy i am happy..lady rais.”
I smiled and surprised and he ride away from my sight. I gave him my best smile and run back to my bed room.
“where do u go? “asked sunny at pc cam.
I smiled and put off my robe.
“good morning, i have to back sleep. I ve cleaned all home and my job here. dont disturb me ok..wake me up at dohar prayer.”
“ me too..”said him immediatly.
I closed the cam and laid in my bed. i just slept for a hour lastnight. I felt so sleepy. After the mid day and me went to beach with anna and enjoyed our holiday. Sunny told me that he was busy play station with rashad at his calling, at that time so,rashad told me that he need my help at her sister’s wedding. He asked me to play organ for his singing for his sister at reception party at Saturday.
At the day after....after finished classes at uni, SO’s room
When i walked out from the room, i took a cold water on the dispenser and i was there with 3 friends of SO organitation member. Sunny walked from his classes to our place and i saw a tall white guy stoon in fronth of announcement board near my place. sunny told his salam and i answered him,
“raisha..aisha..”called someone touched my shoulder and tried to hug me, i revealed stepped away of him. I shocked and my body trembled knew who was that guy standing in fronth of me.
“ neil...” called me shockly.
“sugar... “ he wore a dark grey coat and using an insigne of a company which he worked as manager in a big jewel company in this city. he seemed charming and adorable with very atlethich body.
“my thesis proposal just accepted by the rectoral and i will start it this month. Starting my doctoral studying at trade management, dear. Dont u agree that it is a so flawless destiny between us.” Told him so confidence and happily.
“ neil...i have to go,” said me with running away of him. I back to my classes and i saw akash and martin prepared to ride home. i met them in the park and i took my scooty too.
“rais..see what i have...this is my idea with kiresha, and 2 gals that i ever told to u. fatima and veronica. See this..” offered martin to me, he showed me his mobile and show me a 5 minutes video mobile. I watched and more surprised alot and my tears dropped out so much washed all my cheeks.
I exchanged my mobile to martin’s and removed his sim card cell to mine. Then i told him that i would take his cell for a day and gave it back to him tomorrow, i ride home directly as fast as i could do. When i reached my home i got 2 sms and 2 unreceived calling.
Sunny: i m typing an email to u right now, wish u all right and i miss u alot, and please read my email asap to make me stop worrying baut u.
96xxxxxxxx: my sugar...please...give me a chance and let me tell u everything, and clear all this misunderstanding, i never leave u...
I deactivated my cell and started to close my eyes and i sms akash,martin and kiresha to came and buy me an ice cream to night.
When anna woke me up to dinner, i did magrib prayer and i saw my bestfriends came and did what i want, came and take a big ice cream. Uncle and aunty went to nighbour home for a family party, and granpa joined them so. Anna and me used a stereo to do karaoke and we sung all our favorite song and they made me forgot my sorrow for a while. At 08.45 pm they went home after wasted all my aunty;s dinner menu.
I remember sunny’s email and opened my inbox. I got a link of my diary web and clicked it. sunny wrote his email inside my diary and it was long letter.
Monday, 2nd january 2009
When u run away from so room, i saw that guy whose named neil. Ur ex bf right? He seem sad and i tried to called ur name,rais. But u were further space maybe, neil said hi to me and asked me wheter i know u or not, i said yes and i told him that we are a good friend. Then he talked so long time and i thought added with some bullshit baut u and him and begged me to tell him ur address. I told him i dont know ur house. But shane told me that he got ur mobile from fajr. I ve known ur story with neil completely since yesterday when i called ur early diary at ur web. So dont ever get doubt baut me, dear...
On the way i walked arround to found rashad, i passed a karate field, ur bestfriend named karasha called me and warned me too. She asked me to not hurt u at all in all aspect. She said she watching us...does it related akash? i heard a bit line of ur talking with him yesterday at cell. When u said him that u trust me more..the akash. thanksfully i am for u,rais. I will keep ur belief.
I cant stop worry baut u, please sms, calling or email me asap.
Ur CC
Sunny
I replied his email with uploaded a video given by martin and sent it to him. And 4 minutes after i got a sms from sunny.
Sunny : meet me tom on time at 7 am at city park.
I felt so frustation and so tired..what so bad and hard day those day said me on my heart. I remember that video, video who recorded a conversation between kiresha, veronica, fatima, john and sunny in his faculty. John and fatima asked sunny baut his relationship with me and attacked him with silly question baut his attitude with me. veronica, fatima nd john are senior student who ever close to sunny at SO. They told him that i was so innocent and very young junior student that cant be played and broken heart by him. it was bad...how comes they interupt my matter with sunny and how did they know that sunny ever kissed my forehead and huggled me, akash made all of this or they wanted to break that thing that i had and kept much between me and sunny. Abaut what sunny said to them,,,it hurt me more. He told and acted like i was a weak girl i memorized him to his dead ex gf in london. He succeseded convince them that we were a good friend and amucked them to fitna him like that. he made them scarify at last and locked their mouth.
I tried to pray alot and asked more power to ALLAH and wish everything would be ok........................
I went out for spent a new year with akash, martin, kiresha and anna for watched the fire works show at great city square. After we back home from the square and blew our trumpet, we were so happy. Along the journey we skipped away from all the crowded place and pupils. Akash my arm all the time we stayed in the square. He told me that he was afraid if i getting lost there or separated from others. I hold anna’s arm so then. We gathered at the square at 9 pm. When mid night came, and the firework started to fly up on the sky. I imagine that i would see his beutifull eyes and his sweetest smile that allways given to me when we meet each other. When all the crowded sound of all the trumpet spreaded loudly from everywhere. I saw so big fireworks with white, blue and green colour in the sky above me. i got a nut thrown to my head and cheek, and startled me, i hold the nut and found out who thrown it, i saw forward and found him stood me ahead. He smiled at me and blew his trumpet to my nouse, then laughed me slowly.
“ Do u spy on me? “ asked me slowly to sunny when i saw rashad laughed to me so.
“see...” answered me and his finger pointed to 2 little girl and an old man.
“they are devi and sarah that u ever told to me? ur uncle’s daughter? And he is ur granddad? “confirmed me.
“ all right...i didnt do anything to search u heyyy...i just follow them and when i stood here i see u on my face. An accidentally event, ” explained him with bright face.
I smiled back to him and i saw akash went out with kiresha to buy something over there near the street. Sunny pushed my hand and asked me to walk to his granddad. That old man smiled and offered to shake my hand.
“ assalamualekum, sir..” accosted me.
“walekumsalam wr wb....”smiled him to me.
“i m sunny’s friend...my name is raisha, u could call me rais or aisha...how are you? “
“ i know ur name raisha, and i ever saw ur pics at my grandson’s mobile...my name is sidiqque, u could call me doctor siddique, i m a chief surgeon of khana city hospital. I heard from sunny that u are studying at medicine too. I m his grandpa.” Told him happily.
“ he had told u baut me sir...when did he tell u baut me? i just passed 5 month at uni. still at 1st semester.”i stared at sunny and he gave me a big smile.
“ he told me baut u almost everyday, he moved from london at his 2nd year of his studying at cambridge and i asked him to accompany me.”explained him to me,
“ i just knew baut it sir..” told me and his granddad offered me a roasted corn. I meant he bought one for me, rashad was came with his family too and they talked with sunny. Then dr siddique joined them, i sit beside sunny and when his granddad talked with akash’s parent. He took my corn and ate it, ate my rest and pinched my nose. I pinched his nose back.
“ haloo..aisha. dr siddiqie told us baut u, this is the 1st time he took a girl and introduced her to us. Dont let a man stole ur focused to study and turned ur future...” joked rasha’s daddy.
“ Certainly sir...we are good friend, rashad and sunny. i m sunny’s partner on SO at uni as his assistant and i m partner of rashad in musical project at uni so. “
“oh...great girl. So u are composer too same with rashad?”asked rashad’s mom to me.
“ hmmm... rashad teach me baut composer too...”
“she is studying at medicine..”told dr siddique to them.
They were talking crowdedly and sunny watched them with many smiling. I turned my focus to his smile and stared at his face.
“ what ???” asked him to me.
“what? So u were ex student of cambridge? “
“ hmmm.. not at all,,i studied at computer technology too. But i left it at the end of 3rd semester and moved here. grandpa stayed alone at his house.” Told him.
“ All your family are staying in london, right now? “ asked me to him.
“ yes.. my dad and mom worked there. my mom is a nurse ..and i m the oldest, still have one brother 12 years old and my sister 17 years old.I moved to here when i was 4th year of primary school and studied here till 2nd grade of secondary school. Then home to london and did my high school there till i back here gain 2,5 years ago. “
“ will u move gain after finish ur study here?”
“ no...my uncle is working as army colonel. He had checked me and he thought i could join him in army technology department. I mostly consider it all the time and daddy never mind if i join to army. This country is his nation.ALLAH knows the best for me,he will guide where i have to go..right? u dont forget to pray me.this year is my last grade. Prexy has accepted my research proposal.”
“ i allways pray for u everytime, sunny.”told me to him.
I heard my cell ringing, kiresha called me, i told sunny baut it and asked permition to sunny and rashad’s family.
“ dr siddique and mr and mrs brown i have to back to my family over there. Thanks alot and so great to meet u all. Take care and see you later all. Wassalamualekum..”
“walekumsalam...” answered them all. Sunny help me passed the crowded and when i almost crossed the big three to meet my gang and my family.
“ rais..good night..and see you tomorrow, if u will sleep after home from here..have a nice dream, my lady. “told him and hug me tightly.
I smiled to him. He bend his head and i kiss his forehead.
“ where do u come from?” asked akash to me.
“from looking arround, bought a roasted corn. i got a new friend, he was a surgeon. Chief surgeon in khana city hospital,we talked a bit long time. sorry for making u wait..”
“Lets go home..”
Kiresha’s parent joined us too, martin and akash will stayed at my uncle’s home. Akash still hold my arm everywhere and i saw sunny stared me from his place. when i reached at my home, i type sms to sunny.
“akash, martin and kiresha’s family will stay and camping at my home tonight. We do barbeque and roasting a big chicken...grandpa asked me to invite u to come, dont worry baut akash, he is only very overprotective. “
2 minutes later i got his replying sms...
“rashad sleep at my house and we just on the way to home. But grandpa allways busy taste all food along this sidewalk street . Enjoy ur party,dear...nite..”
I smiled read that, when i type “nite too...wish tom will be sunny shined as bright as ur sunny smile..
I got one more sms suddenly, i opened it,,from sunny gain...he typed “ but i wonder and this odd mind is being back and forth in my brain, why did akash holding ur arm like a mom holding her litle kids everywhere, coz by ur innocent heart?”
Akash appeared behind me and peeped to read those sms. I shocked and hide my cell on my pocket.
“ wow..i got a critical...from ur boss, didnt him?”
“ no..he saw us on firework show at city square and sms me that.”explained me with sweaty face.
He robbed my cell and took it away from me, and then i didnt know where did he skipped away. I realized that since the first time i marked him a honour as my superfriend, i couldnt keep a secret from him. Like what all the things he did to me shared me baut all his life and everything. It was happen at december when i often accompany him with sending email when he worked at library till 9 pm. We talked many things baut our life and he read my diary at blogger. My private diary at blogger and i permited him to wrote there anytime he wanted to do. I called him my superfriend.....
When i found my cell beside his pillow at the floor, he slept beside grandpa,uncle and martin on the air bed laid in the living room. I took it and he opened his eyes narrowly and sided ways his back....
“ he typed muachhh...muachh..hug u my lady blah5x...mean he really2 did all of that on u? kissed u? kissed ur what? Lip?if ur honour of mine as ur superfriend that we will open up our mind and if u really2 trust me as ur bestfriend like what u ever said.. its ok, rais. I only scarefull if he hurt u at last...”said him slowly.
“ he just kissed my forehead,,but he didnt say that he love me yet. Thats it..”
“he wont tell u that...dont expect alot..he determined to do straight way of his dreaming and aim, he will sacrifice everything such love..maybe he feels that but he wont confess it. “
“i know..”
“ dont wanna see u hurt, rais. If u meet better guys better u leave him.”adviced him and hold my arm.
“ good night...” asked me and stood back to my bedroom. Kiresha and anna slept slept there and i just finished all washed all the kitchen utensils and cleaning the room.
When i open my inbox, i saw some new sms from sunny that didnt read by me yet. Akash did that.....
Sunny : what do u mean? I think this sms words didnt type by u..i dont see ur silhouet in this statement. Are u ok?if he ever told u that u are like his heroin?impossible this sms typed by u...coz i know u are very know the truth.
Sunny : leave it. we know what we do, this kind of theme not quite enough to discuss in sms. Remember our dreaming...remember when i closed my eyes and i asked u to do the same thing and to make sure that we ve done all the best that we do for our heart, our parent and our family.
Sunny : look straighly at my eyes,dear...hug u. i do trust u, if akash is one part and important thing in ur friendship life that u ever had at all ur age. If u trust him i trust him too, what ? he ever tried to kissed u? ur lip?awww...his overprotective subjected for specific aim to u? he wont be..
I opened up the sentbox and read all what akash typed to sunny.
(sent 01.49AM): sunny, i cant stand for someone that couldnt accept sincerely and trust our friendship, he is my superfriend and meaningfull to me. but he ever tried to kiss my lip...but we were bestfriend and i m scared if i m in relationship with him i will be loose him. What do u think it, baut me and baut us?tell me honestly.
(sent 02.07AM): i dunno...i tried to read his eyes but i still confuse..i cant ask him baut it,right? Just answer me ur mind baut my last asking. Please...
(sent 02.55 AM): we know what we do? Do what? Mean i m not special for u? just tell me the truth. Nothing change between us.
My breathe accelerated alot, i called sunny’s cell directly after read all of that. he accepted it and i hardly opened my lip to spoke up.
“ hi...” opened me for conversation.
“ have u slept yet? “ asked him directly.
“no...something happen...”
“i know...”
“ when i typed sms for u after i got home from city square, akash peeped to read ur sms at my mobile behind me. and after that, my cell robbed and skipped away whenever i dunno. I just found it beside his pillow in living room.”
“ hm...may i hacked ur blogger? I mean ur diary. If u permit me, i just wanna know his reason.”
“ yeah..i will sms u my id and password after this calling.”
“ok..what do u feel now? Calm down,raisha, i heard ur breathe so fast like that.”
“any idea?”
“let we do tahajud prayer. Wish u’ll feel better.”
“certainly..”
I stopped the call and sms him my blogger id and pass, walked to bathroom for wudhu for tahajud prayer with him with different place. after that i remember that i could closed my eyes and sleeping,
At the morning when the adzan of dawn prayer sound and break the quiet night..i heard sunny calling me and i accepted it...
“ prayer time, dear...”
“thanks for wake me up, sunny...”
“ u sound so sleepy...saw ur pc, i gave u webcalling, accept it. “
I moved my lappy and click his webcam call at my hotmail id. Suddenly i saw his face with neat moslem shirt and saroong. And pici (moslem head cup hat) and fresh face.
“ see what so sleepy u are..wudu now, we will do jamaat prayer. Using this webcam. Wow...ur curly friend and anna slept so tightly...and have u heard adzan in ur area?”
“ yes,,,a litle when u called me, “
“let me adzan for u...open ur eyes now,,,”
Then he adzan in fronth of me in cell and i left my room for wudu, when he finished his adzan and i didnt enter the bathroom yet. I saw akash opened his eyes a bit. I remember all sms he sent to sunny and i shouted to him.
My cell thrown to the tip of the air bed,
“why akash? why akash? i ve seen all u typed to sunny, u shouldnt doing that...”
“i wanna know the truth..all his feeling maybe to set u free,”
“but why did u need to lie to him...u never try to kissed me before..”
“i dont lie..coz i will prove it..” told him and took his face so closer to my face..he said “remember what u wrote on ur diary, u said that if u trust someone to read it mean he will own ur heart, if he allways make u happy and understand and respectfull all ur mind. I did it all...didnt i?told him slowly and his nose touched my nose. I surprised and pushed my face away from his face...
“u dont trust me? u wont do ur own swear to ur heart?”
“but u dont understand me so well, and respectfull my mind enough akash..yes, u are so important and u are my only one superfriend and u are my trustest friend..”said me
He touched my cheek with his right hand and his other hand hold my arm...
“please...i beg u, trust me..i wont let u alone and allways repair all my incomplete understanding and respectfull as ur saying baut me.”begged him to me.
“ u asked me to love u?”
“u have to,,,do ur promise to ur self...”
“i..”
“u....have to..u have to do,,”
“u force me?” i sit up away a step of him.
“please...i beg u, if u dont do this..it hurt me..”
“if u force me u will hurt me too...”
“what? Why? Coz that guy? That looser guy? Who allways keep quiet everything baut his huggle, his kisses and his romantically. He isnt gentleman, he didnt say that he love u, he is a looser,he wont confess u at public. I can read a guy so, not only u.”
I ve taken my cell and hold it, the calling from ash still on..akash still talked his words...
“rais...its not fair..u allways say that u trust me, ur writing, ur saying are all bullshit...u think that guy will behave u as good as me...”
“i trust him more,,i have to do dawn prayer..i will wudu.”
He got frozen and i left him to bathroom. When i entered my bedroom and took my prayer robe and wore it. i saw sunny bearing his sajadah and echo the qomat...we did jamaat dawn prayer, when i finish my prayer and said salam. I saw akash and martin stood at my door and said good bye to got home. i walked and picked them out.
“ u do jamaat prayer with SO president?”
“yes...oftenly allways do..” said me coldly.
“ smile!!!” asked akash directly to me and shaked my hand. We do our friendship poke and he pinched my nose.
“ forget baut what we saying baut this morning. If u smile i smile, if u happy i am happy..lady rais.”
I smiled and surprised and he ride away from my sight. I gave him my best smile and run back to my bed room.
“where do u go? “asked sunny at pc cam.
I smiled and put off my robe.
“good morning, i have to back sleep. I ve cleaned all home and my job here. dont disturb me ok..wake me up at dohar prayer.”
“ me too..”said him immediatly.
I closed the cam and laid in my bed. i just slept for a hour lastnight. I felt so sleepy. After the mid day and me went to beach with anna and enjoyed our holiday. Sunny told me that he was busy play station with rashad at his calling, at that time so,rashad told me that he need my help at her sister’s wedding. He asked me to play organ for his singing for his sister at reception party at Saturday.
At the day after....after finished classes at uni, SO’s room
When i walked out from the room, i took a cold water on the dispenser and i was there with 3 friends of SO organitation member. Sunny walked from his classes to our place and i saw a tall white guy stoon in fronth of announcement board near my place. sunny told his salam and i answered him,
“raisha..aisha..”called someone touched my shoulder and tried to hug me, i revealed stepped away of him. I shocked and my body trembled knew who was that guy standing in fronth of me.
“ neil...” called me shockly.
“sugar... “ he wore a dark grey coat and using an insigne of a company which he worked as manager in a big jewel company in this city. he seemed charming and adorable with very atlethich body.
“my thesis proposal just accepted by the rectoral and i will start it this month. Starting my doctoral studying at trade management, dear. Dont u agree that it is a so flawless destiny between us.” Told him so confidence and happily.
“ neil...i have to go,” said me with running away of him. I back to my classes and i saw akash and martin prepared to ride home. i met them in the park and i took my scooty too.
“rais..see what i have...this is my idea with kiresha, and 2 gals that i ever told to u. fatima and veronica. See this..” offered martin to me, he showed me his mobile and show me a 5 minutes video mobile. I watched and more surprised alot and my tears dropped out so much washed all my cheeks.
I exchanged my mobile to martin’s and removed his sim card cell to mine. Then i told him that i would take his cell for a day and gave it back to him tomorrow, i ride home directly as fast as i could do. When i reached my home i got 2 sms and 2 unreceived calling.
Sunny: i m typing an email to u right now, wish u all right and i miss u alot, and please read my email asap to make me stop worrying baut u.
96xxxxxxxx: my sugar...please...give me a chance and let me tell u everything, and clear all this misunderstanding, i never leave u...
I deactivated my cell and started to close my eyes and i sms akash,martin and kiresha to came and buy me an ice cream to night.
When anna woke me up to dinner, i did magrib prayer and i saw my bestfriends came and did what i want, came and take a big ice cream. Uncle and aunty went to nighbour home for a family party, and granpa joined them so. Anna and me used a stereo to do karaoke and we sung all our favorite song and they made me forgot my sorrow for a while. At 08.45 pm they went home after wasted all my aunty;s dinner menu.
I remember sunny’s email and opened my inbox. I got a link of my diary web and clicked it. sunny wrote his email inside my diary and it was long letter.
Monday, 2nd january 2009
When u run away from so room, i saw that guy whose named neil. Ur ex bf right? He seem sad and i tried to called ur name,rais. But u were further space maybe, neil said hi to me and asked me wheter i know u or not, i said yes and i told him that we are a good friend. Then he talked so long time and i thought added with some bullshit baut u and him and begged me to tell him ur address. I told him i dont know ur house. But shane told me that he got ur mobile from fajr. I ve known ur story with neil completely since yesterday when i called ur early diary at ur web. So dont ever get doubt baut me, dear...
On the way i walked arround to found rashad, i passed a karate field, ur bestfriend named karasha called me and warned me too. She asked me to not hurt u at all in all aspect. She said she watching us...does it related akash? i heard a bit line of ur talking with him yesterday at cell. When u said him that u trust me more..the akash. thanksfully i am for u,rais. I will keep ur belief.
I cant stop worry baut u, please sms, calling or email me asap.
Ur CC
Sunny
I replied his email with uploaded a video given by martin and sent it to him. And 4 minutes after i got a sms from sunny.
Sunny : meet me tom on time at 7 am at city park.
I felt so frustation and so tired..what so bad and hard day those day said me on my heart. I remember that video, video who recorded a conversation between kiresha, veronica, fatima, john and sunny in his faculty. John and fatima asked sunny baut his relationship with me and attacked him with silly question baut his attitude with me. veronica, fatima nd john are senior student who ever close to sunny at SO. They told him that i was so innocent and very young junior student that cant be played and broken heart by him. it was bad...how comes they interupt my matter with sunny and how did they know that sunny ever kissed my forehead and huggled me, akash made all of this or they wanted to break that thing that i had and kept much between me and sunny. Abaut what sunny said to them,,,it hurt me more. He told and acted like i was a weak girl i memorized him to his dead ex gf in london. He succeseded convince them that we were a good friend and amucked them to fitna him like that. he made them scarify at last and locked their mouth.
I tried to pray alot and asked more power to ALLAH and wish everything would be ok........................
Minggu, 12 Desember 2010
YOUR BABY Chapter 4
YOUR BABY chapter 4
His beautifull eyes...
First week of november, i spent all time after finished my classes with helping and working with sunny. Me and akash claimed 2 new member at our gang ( i mean in positive definition). They are kiresha and martin and we allways spent all our time at faculty and classes together. Doing homeworks, laboratory practice, doing all tasks and all related paper sheets. Like one day when we all discussing in library, managing our project at anatomy lecture at the following day.
“ rais...tell me what actually happen between u and the SO president?” asked kiresha at me.
“ he is my senior at SO and at uni, why do u ask me like this, huh?” blamed me to her.
“ U are like extremely like his tail. Everyday if i see him, i allways see ur butt too.” Laughed her loudly.
“ rais...everyone think u will be the candidate of his gf, wow...thats so cool,right?” added martin with big odd smile.
“what???” answered me,
Akash only sit beside me busy with his french fries and his book. But i could see his expression signed by his eyes rotation. He still kept silent and enjoyed his snacks. Kiresha studied a psychology book but sometime busy with her mobile too.
“ many students from our faculty were asking me baut u and SO president. Dont u know what so famous are u right now,rais?” added martin bracely.
“ if all people asking u baut my relationship with sunny. just tell them that sunny is my partner at SO and he is my bestfriend and very good friend. OK...” answered me at last.
“ rais.. and we three agree that u re better dont be so close to sunny. He is famously as hmm....he ever get close to some girl here..me and martin talked with 2 of them, they are my senior student at medicine too, named veronica and other one is from biology faculty named fatima. They both met me yesterday and gave us some question baut u and sunny. They asked us to warning u baut what will happen if u re so close to sunny. They said that sunny is a very very good man and respectfull to all girl specially to his bestfriends. He seemed as if as he is like interesting on u and slowly u will fall in love into him but in fact he suppose u nothing, as usual friend. As the conclution, he will make u fly so high but at last he will fall u down so deeply. “ told kiresha seriously.
I stared at akash and he looked my eyes back deeply. I didnt say anything and closed my lip tightly.
“ Rais..we just want to protect u, we dont wanna see u crying at last because of him. “
“ Martin..trust me, i know what i do...thanks for all the information, maybe it could help me one day when i got so crazy baut him. “ told me at last.
I heard my cell ringing. Accidentally when we talked baut him. He asked me to came to SO meeting room. Our routinity which had walked this half month. I admited that he was very good man, they were right, but i didnt too much crazily interesting as akash, kiresha and martin thought baut me. I stood and took my bag.
“ guys..i have to pick something to prexy. See u at class later. “
I left them all hurriedly and i saw akash watched me with more anger. I just remember that we four had a planning to go out together after classes today for martin’s birthday. I thought he remind me baut that. he had ordered 4 movie ticket and booked a room of our favorite restaurant for us this afternoon. But this recent week i looked so busy with sunny everywhere.
“ Akash.. stop ignored me like this. I will tryhard for our planning this evening. I will join last classes and go out together of all of us. “
Kiresha and martin laughed so loud and akash throwed some frech fries at them. I forgot to tell u baut kiresha and martin. They both became our bestfriend since a month ago. After a 2 month we did and united be long in all lectures group. It continuingly to our daily life at uni. i sit beside akash and behind me was kiresha with martin on the seat by her side so. I thought we we the cohesive team that i had ever have. 3 minutes after i reached the SO room. I saw sunny busy in fronth of the monitor. He smiled to me so charmly and he looked different.
“ accompany me to having lunch. I just finished this script. After having lunch we went to mosque and would meet the prexy after do praying zohar. “ he told me surprisingly + big smile.
We walked to cafetaria slowly and i walked behind him. He stared at my eyes so odd.
“ i dont like u walk behind me like the 1st time we met at station. Faster walk beside me..”
I walked and stood beside him tried to did like what he wished. He ordered some foods and smiled sit in the chair in my face.
“ Rais..what happen? u arent seemed as ussually u are...did i do any mistake or something which wrong on ur?” asked him with closer to my face.
“ nothing...i m OK...maybe i will get my period :D “ said me with fake smile.
“ hmm...are u sure? “ begged him at me.
“ Trust me.. “ convinced me closer to his ear.
“ I do trust u...” answered him with brighter smile.
The foods came, a bowl of noddle served in my face too,
“ hey, i aint hungry...i have no appetide..”
“ if u dont eat it up..mean u arent fine and i will think if there something wrong with u...”
I look at his face longer and i saw his worrying more at me, so i took a spoon and ate the noddle fastly. He gave me a big smile,
When he gave me a nice joking we both laughed together and suddenly i saw my gang i mean (kiresha, martin and akash ) passed me ahead. Martin pinched my cheek using his forefinger and thumb.
“ Hi..guys...” i faked smile to them. Sunny smiled to them so.
They passed me ahead directly and left us. After that me and sunny went to director’s room to met prexy. After some time we got many instruction baut SO’s matter i got back to my class. I sit back to a chair beside akash. He looked anger to me and ignored me, not talked alot. When the class was over, i stared at him and began a conversation.
“ what happen with you, akash? u seem angry to me baut since showed me had lunch with sunny in canteen. Thats not my wrong, when i came at SO’s room he asked to go to cafetaria before we meet the prexy, i know u, martin and kiresha are worried baut me, that i will get hurt or something all the unwanted event that u all predict baut. Please...trust me...i beg u all, i know what i do,,,trust me...say that u trust me,akash. Sunny is a good guy, i saw it up beyond his eyes. “
Kiresha and martin came to my seat and stare at akash’s face. I hold their hands and begged a belief.
“ rais...u know that we are trying to protect u, to keep ur heart, before the risk happen as same as all the girls that ever so close to him, they were flying so high and expect alot on him, but at last they fell down so deep coz by wound and broken heart. Sunny is like so frozen and introvert baut his love life. .” said kiresha to me.
“ and we have so much evidence, rais. We wanna trust u but we cant. “ added martin touched my shoulder.
They all knew that i still had a task with prexy after the class finished. I had to go with sunny gain, i saw he stood in near the door. Kiresha saw his face and sunny laid his hand on them.
“ go on...miss student functionary of uni...ur president is coming and pick u up. Wish we understand that u wont join us this evening...bye..” said akash with sharp eyes.
“ sound like u dont wanna me to come,akash. i will definately late come..maybe i pass the movie time, but i will join at restaurant. “
“u are miss busy...:P “ added kiresha on me.
“ its ok,dear...come although late...” said martin happily.
“ we know her duty as vice president is more important than everything..our friendship and our long planning baut today..” said akash suddenly near my ear.
I was so sad listened that word, i confused baut akash. Why did all his words hurt me alot today as if i m the worst friend that he ever had. I smiled and pushed martin’s cheek. I walked out and came to sunny. Sunny and me came to SO room and we arrange all the paper that we have to work on it. He sit beside me suddenly and seem would discuss something seriously.
“ rais.. u can go with them, i can do it by my self..or we can delay work this tomorrow. I will go to your home and tom is Sunday, we will busy week end and dating with paper. What do u think? “
I was shocked and my mouth opened long time, he laid his hand in my face and said hello many time.
“ are u serious..u are so dicipline man, how come u doing this?” answered me surprisingly.
He smiled and smiled again. Then hold my hand too.
“ listen...i wanna see a movie of harry potter 7th edition. So we can doing all this paper and scribt and all proposal and submission tomorrow. “said him, but i felt he only tried a fool reason to keep me free today, i know that our SO mission is important. But he defeated all for me, for my friendship.
“hmm....” moulted me long time.
“ u can go....i heard all ur conversation at class with all ur bestfriends. U ve promised them na?”
“ u heard us?” asked me with pink cheek.
He hold my hand and take my arm out of the room. He knew that my destination was going the cinema, he wanted to watch the movie so. We came to cinema and i have hold a ticket of the movie and luckily he got a ticket so. When we reached the path antrance of the movie. My ticket was near akash, beside him and kiresha i mean. But sunny got the last number near 2 chairs of movie beadle or ticket checker near the exit door. When i saw my seat beside akash, i saw many things, bags and fillfull the chair, martin saw me, i heard akash talked with them, he talked so rude and his bad mark baut me, almost same words at class. My tears dropped and i felt that he didnt want me to come. I type a sms to martin.
“ hey, i just heard what akash talked baut me, i dont wanna ruine this day of our friendship with all the my tears like what u are seeing on my cheek right now. Sunny set me free or all the task today coz he knows our planning today. Happy bday, martin...come tomorrow dinner at my home with kiresha, to pay back my absent in restaurant today.”
I sent it and walked away, i ve given my tart cake for martin. My tears dropped down and washed my cheek, sunny stood in my face and gave me his napkin. He hold my arm and brought me out of the movie, we stood in a chair beside the exit door and i cried on his shoulder.
“ rais..” i heard a voice that i know, martin. I saw he stood in my face and saw me crying in sunny’s shoulder.
“ Let her alone..” said sunny sudennly on him.
“ rais..akash and kiresha talked seriously baut u, akash never wanna hurt u, u do trust him na? and our friendship.”
“ u all do not know how to apreciate hard fighting that done by her.” added sunny gain.
“ rais...thanks lot for all of this. U are my good friend. “ said martin at last, i smiled at him and touched his arm then he walked back to his seat at cinema.
Me and sunny went arround and visit a carnaval. He made me forget all the sorrow feeling and all my wound by akash. i laughed too much coz by all his joke. We played a dancing floor at gamezone at carnaval for 2 hours till got so sweaty and tired.
At the day after, i woke up at 10 am and when i had my breakfast + lunch i heard sunny’s bike came and parked in the yard. Then we were really really busy with all paper of SO till 5 pm. At least he help me cooking with grandpa, anna went out and my uncle and aunty too. Only me and grandpa at home. Grandpa sliced the vegetable and sunny sliced the meat. At 6.10 pm grandpa and sunny finished their early dinner and me waited kiresha and martin. I didnt guess that akash would probably came or not. I invited rainy so + my 2 nice neighbour and bestfriends (ahmed and dave).
“ have fun..rais.. take the time and i m sure they all will come. Akash too...they are ur friend and they all loving u as friend. Dont worry,OK..everything will be fine. I m home ok..”
He told me that and picked a flower in the garden near the gate. I hold a flower from him and he said good bye to grandpa. I put forth his helmet and he gave me a smiling,
“ that a flower for my young lady.. “ said him suddenly.
I smiled to him and saw at his eyes.” Sunny, u dont know na, why they all behaved me like this? “
“ leave them, us are ours...just trust me and use heart for all the things we do..” i hold the flower long time and hold it stronger on my clench, but sunny still stood beside me and put off his helmet on his bike’s saddle.
“ sunny...”
“ssstttt...” told him and hold my clech and hold my flower and my palm. He pushed me closer on him. He hugged me tighly.
“ can u promise me that whatever they say baut me and my life that u will ignore them and do trust me allways. “
“ i know what i do and what we do, sunny...i promise u. “
“hug me then... since the 1st time i saw u at station at ur 1st day at this uni, i ve known that i will meet someone who will allways with me and i trust her fully. I wont hurt her and allways make her smile all the time,”he said it and lay his arm to prepared receive my hugs.i saw what so beautifull eyes and secret eyes of his..made me melt..
I step closer and hug him, lay my head on his chest. His hand circled my hip and so tighly...
“ i trust u..and u are so good..i allways ignore all their saying baut u..”said me slowly.
He smiled and kissed my forehead directly, i smiled back to him and when i saw ahmed and dave walked near us,he released me from his huggles.
“ hi..dave, hi ahmed..welcome”
Sunny turn on his starter and smiled and said salam to them both. He went and i asked ahmed and dave to came in.
“ ahemmm...u are lost in his eyes, rais....” flirted dave to me.
“ so, he is sunny, a guy that u ever told me baut. Great...” added ahmed to me.
When i wanted to responce their word, i saw kiresha and martin came. then i saw a bunch of white rose on my face, akash was standing in fronth of me and i read a small paper with letter “I M SORRY” slipped on that flower. I accepted it and smiled.
“its ok..u are forgiven now..”told me to akash.
Grandpa joined us at that small party. When we all watched a movie at living room together, he told baut sunny’s coming that day how we were busy cooking and prepare this party, and how he were busy studied with me.
“ rais...he will be great as ur husband one day, “ said grandpa loudly at them all.
“ grandpa,,,they both just friend,usual friend as we all, same as rais to akasha nd rais to ahmed. “
Explained kiresha to him.
Ahmed and khaja said ahemm..ahemmm.. on my ear slowly and i saw sad face looking of akash.
His beautifull eyes...
First week of november, i spent all time after finished my classes with helping and working with sunny. Me and akash claimed 2 new member at our gang ( i mean in positive definition). They are kiresha and martin and we allways spent all our time at faculty and classes together. Doing homeworks, laboratory practice, doing all tasks and all related paper sheets. Like one day when we all discussing in library, managing our project at anatomy lecture at the following day.
“ rais...tell me what actually happen between u and the SO president?” asked kiresha at me.
“ he is my senior at SO and at uni, why do u ask me like this, huh?” blamed me to her.
“ U are like extremely like his tail. Everyday if i see him, i allways see ur butt too.” Laughed her loudly.
“ rais...everyone think u will be the candidate of his gf, wow...thats so cool,right?” added martin with big odd smile.
“what???” answered me,
Akash only sit beside me busy with his french fries and his book. But i could see his expression signed by his eyes rotation. He still kept silent and enjoyed his snacks. Kiresha studied a psychology book but sometime busy with her mobile too.
“ many students from our faculty were asking me baut u and SO president. Dont u know what so famous are u right now,rais?” added martin bracely.
“ if all people asking u baut my relationship with sunny. just tell them that sunny is my partner at SO and he is my bestfriend and very good friend. OK...” answered me at last.
“ rais.. and we three agree that u re better dont be so close to sunny. He is famously as hmm....he ever get close to some girl here..me and martin talked with 2 of them, they are my senior student at medicine too, named veronica and other one is from biology faculty named fatima. They both met me yesterday and gave us some question baut u and sunny. They asked us to warning u baut what will happen if u re so close to sunny. They said that sunny is a very very good man and respectfull to all girl specially to his bestfriends. He seemed as if as he is like interesting on u and slowly u will fall in love into him but in fact he suppose u nothing, as usual friend. As the conclution, he will make u fly so high but at last he will fall u down so deeply. “ told kiresha seriously.
I stared at akash and he looked my eyes back deeply. I didnt say anything and closed my lip tightly.
“ Rais..we just want to protect u, we dont wanna see u crying at last because of him. “
“ Martin..trust me, i know what i do...thanks for all the information, maybe it could help me one day when i got so crazy baut him. “ told me at last.
I heard my cell ringing. Accidentally when we talked baut him. He asked me to came to SO meeting room. Our routinity which had walked this half month. I admited that he was very good man, they were right, but i didnt too much crazily interesting as akash, kiresha and martin thought baut me. I stood and took my bag.
“ guys..i have to pick something to prexy. See u at class later. “
I left them all hurriedly and i saw akash watched me with more anger. I just remember that we four had a planning to go out together after classes today for martin’s birthday. I thought he remind me baut that. he had ordered 4 movie ticket and booked a room of our favorite restaurant for us this afternoon. But this recent week i looked so busy with sunny everywhere.
“ Akash.. stop ignored me like this. I will tryhard for our planning this evening. I will join last classes and go out together of all of us. “
Kiresha and martin laughed so loud and akash throwed some frech fries at them. I forgot to tell u baut kiresha and martin. They both became our bestfriend since a month ago. After a 2 month we did and united be long in all lectures group. It continuingly to our daily life at uni. i sit beside akash and behind me was kiresha with martin on the seat by her side so. I thought we we the cohesive team that i had ever have. 3 minutes after i reached the SO room. I saw sunny busy in fronth of the monitor. He smiled to me so charmly and he looked different.
“ accompany me to having lunch. I just finished this script. After having lunch we went to mosque and would meet the prexy after do praying zohar. “ he told me surprisingly + big smile.
We walked to cafetaria slowly and i walked behind him. He stared at my eyes so odd.
“ i dont like u walk behind me like the 1st time we met at station. Faster walk beside me..”
I walked and stood beside him tried to did like what he wished. He ordered some foods and smiled sit in the chair in my face.
“ Rais..what happen? u arent seemed as ussually u are...did i do any mistake or something which wrong on ur?” asked him with closer to my face.
“ nothing...i m OK...maybe i will get my period :D “ said me with fake smile.
“ hmm...are u sure? “ begged him at me.
“ Trust me.. “ convinced me closer to his ear.
“ I do trust u...” answered him with brighter smile.
The foods came, a bowl of noddle served in my face too,
“ hey, i aint hungry...i have no appetide..”
“ if u dont eat it up..mean u arent fine and i will think if there something wrong with u...”
I look at his face longer and i saw his worrying more at me, so i took a spoon and ate the noddle fastly. He gave me a big smile,
When he gave me a nice joking we both laughed together and suddenly i saw my gang i mean (kiresha, martin and akash ) passed me ahead. Martin pinched my cheek using his forefinger and thumb.
“ Hi..guys...” i faked smile to them. Sunny smiled to them so.
They passed me ahead directly and left us. After that me and sunny went to director’s room to met prexy. After some time we got many instruction baut SO’s matter i got back to my class. I sit back to a chair beside akash. He looked anger to me and ignored me, not talked alot. When the class was over, i stared at him and began a conversation.
“ what happen with you, akash? u seem angry to me baut since showed me had lunch with sunny in canteen. Thats not my wrong, when i came at SO’s room he asked to go to cafetaria before we meet the prexy, i know u, martin and kiresha are worried baut me, that i will get hurt or something all the unwanted event that u all predict baut. Please...trust me...i beg u all, i know what i do,,,trust me...say that u trust me,akash. Sunny is a good guy, i saw it up beyond his eyes. “
Kiresha and martin came to my seat and stare at akash’s face. I hold their hands and begged a belief.
“ rais...u know that we are trying to protect u, to keep ur heart, before the risk happen as same as all the girls that ever so close to him, they were flying so high and expect alot on him, but at last they fell down so deep coz by wound and broken heart. Sunny is like so frozen and introvert baut his love life. .” said kiresha to me.
“ and we have so much evidence, rais. We wanna trust u but we cant. “ added martin touched my shoulder.
They all knew that i still had a task with prexy after the class finished. I had to go with sunny gain, i saw he stood in near the door. Kiresha saw his face and sunny laid his hand on them.
“ go on...miss student functionary of uni...ur president is coming and pick u up. Wish we understand that u wont join us this evening...bye..” said akash with sharp eyes.
“ sound like u dont wanna me to come,akash. i will definately late come..maybe i pass the movie time, but i will join at restaurant. “
“u are miss busy...:P “ added kiresha on me.
“ its ok,dear...come although late...” said martin happily.
“ we know her duty as vice president is more important than everything..our friendship and our long planning baut today..” said akash suddenly near my ear.
I was so sad listened that word, i confused baut akash. Why did all his words hurt me alot today as if i m the worst friend that he ever had. I smiled and pushed martin’s cheek. I walked out and came to sunny. Sunny and me came to SO room and we arrange all the paper that we have to work on it. He sit beside me suddenly and seem would discuss something seriously.
“ rais.. u can go with them, i can do it by my self..or we can delay work this tomorrow. I will go to your home and tom is Sunday, we will busy week end and dating with paper. What do u think? “
I was shocked and my mouth opened long time, he laid his hand in my face and said hello many time.
“ are u serious..u are so dicipline man, how come u doing this?” answered me surprisingly.
He smiled and smiled again. Then hold my hand too.
“ listen...i wanna see a movie of harry potter 7th edition. So we can doing all this paper and scribt and all proposal and submission tomorrow. “said him, but i felt he only tried a fool reason to keep me free today, i know that our SO mission is important. But he defeated all for me, for my friendship.
“hmm....” moulted me long time.
“ u can go....i heard all ur conversation at class with all ur bestfriends. U ve promised them na?”
“ u heard us?” asked me with pink cheek.
He hold my hand and take my arm out of the room. He knew that my destination was going the cinema, he wanted to watch the movie so. We came to cinema and i have hold a ticket of the movie and luckily he got a ticket so. When we reached the path antrance of the movie. My ticket was near akash, beside him and kiresha i mean. But sunny got the last number near 2 chairs of movie beadle or ticket checker near the exit door. When i saw my seat beside akash, i saw many things, bags and fillfull the chair, martin saw me, i heard akash talked with them, he talked so rude and his bad mark baut me, almost same words at class. My tears dropped and i felt that he didnt want me to come. I type a sms to martin.
“ hey, i just heard what akash talked baut me, i dont wanna ruine this day of our friendship with all the my tears like what u are seeing on my cheek right now. Sunny set me free or all the task today coz he knows our planning today. Happy bday, martin...come tomorrow dinner at my home with kiresha, to pay back my absent in restaurant today.”
I sent it and walked away, i ve given my tart cake for martin. My tears dropped down and washed my cheek, sunny stood in my face and gave me his napkin. He hold my arm and brought me out of the movie, we stood in a chair beside the exit door and i cried on his shoulder.
“ rais..” i heard a voice that i know, martin. I saw he stood in my face and saw me crying in sunny’s shoulder.
“ Let her alone..” said sunny sudennly on him.
“ rais..akash and kiresha talked seriously baut u, akash never wanna hurt u, u do trust him na? and our friendship.”
“ u all do not know how to apreciate hard fighting that done by her.” added sunny gain.
“ rais...thanks lot for all of this. U are my good friend. “ said martin at last, i smiled at him and touched his arm then he walked back to his seat at cinema.
Me and sunny went arround and visit a carnaval. He made me forget all the sorrow feeling and all my wound by akash. i laughed too much coz by all his joke. We played a dancing floor at gamezone at carnaval for 2 hours till got so sweaty and tired.
At the day after, i woke up at 10 am and when i had my breakfast + lunch i heard sunny’s bike came and parked in the yard. Then we were really really busy with all paper of SO till 5 pm. At least he help me cooking with grandpa, anna went out and my uncle and aunty too. Only me and grandpa at home. Grandpa sliced the vegetable and sunny sliced the meat. At 6.10 pm grandpa and sunny finished their early dinner and me waited kiresha and martin. I didnt guess that akash would probably came or not. I invited rainy so + my 2 nice neighbour and bestfriends (ahmed and dave).
“ have fun..rais.. take the time and i m sure they all will come. Akash too...they are ur friend and they all loving u as friend. Dont worry,OK..everything will be fine. I m home ok..”
He told me that and picked a flower in the garden near the gate. I hold a flower from him and he said good bye to grandpa. I put forth his helmet and he gave me a smiling,
“ that a flower for my young lady.. “ said him suddenly.
I smiled to him and saw at his eyes.” Sunny, u dont know na, why they all behaved me like this? “
“ leave them, us are ours...just trust me and use heart for all the things we do..” i hold the flower long time and hold it stronger on my clench, but sunny still stood beside me and put off his helmet on his bike’s saddle.
“ sunny...”
“ssstttt...” told him and hold my clech and hold my flower and my palm. He pushed me closer on him. He hugged me tighly.
“ can u promise me that whatever they say baut me and my life that u will ignore them and do trust me allways. “
“ i know what i do and what we do, sunny...i promise u. “
“hug me then... since the 1st time i saw u at station at ur 1st day at this uni, i ve known that i will meet someone who will allways with me and i trust her fully. I wont hurt her and allways make her smile all the time,”he said it and lay his arm to prepared receive my hugs.i saw what so beautifull eyes and secret eyes of his..made me melt..
I step closer and hug him, lay my head on his chest. His hand circled my hip and so tighly...
“ i trust u..and u are so good..i allways ignore all their saying baut u..”said me slowly.
He smiled and kissed my forehead directly, i smiled back to him and when i saw ahmed and dave walked near us,he released me from his huggles.
“ hi..dave, hi ahmed..welcome”
Sunny turn on his starter and smiled and said salam to them both. He went and i asked ahmed and dave to came in.
“ ahemmm...u are lost in his eyes, rais....” flirted dave to me.
“ so, he is sunny, a guy that u ever told me baut. Great...” added ahmed to me.
When i wanted to responce their word, i saw kiresha and martin came. then i saw a bunch of white rose on my face, akash was standing in fronth of me and i read a small paper with letter “I M SORRY” slipped on that flower. I accepted it and smiled.
“its ok..u are forgiven now..”told me to akash.
Grandpa joined us at that small party. When we all watched a movie at living room together, he told baut sunny’s coming that day how we were busy cooking and prepare this party, and how he were busy studied with me.
“ rais...he will be great as ur husband one day, “ said grandpa loudly at them all.
“ grandpa,,,they both just friend,usual friend as we all, same as rais to akasha nd rais to ahmed. “
Explained kiresha to him.
Ahmed and khaja said ahemm..ahemmm.. on my ear slowly and i saw sad face looking of akash.
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