YOUR BABY part 8

YOUR BABY Chapter 8
He was busy with his research and rarely shared me baut his awsome project. He just told me baut that those research was so the most extraordinary project that he ever handled for. So i met him very rarely, last day i saw him just baut when he came to my house and watched DVD harry potter 7 volume 1 along the Sunday, we both just alone and grandpa accompanied us. I was embarrased coz grandpa offered sunny many time to considered me as his life partner. Sunny said all baut that was depent to ALLAH, grandpa smiled and he said he would pray for us all the time. i said ameen on my heart with uncountable number and guessed what sunny said on his heart. At the evening after dinner, sunny asked our permition to back home. i picked up him on the door and when he almost rode on his bike, he asked me to came closer, wanted said something privately.
“ rais...start tom...i will be busy on a place that objected as my research project. Allways pray for me and trust me please..maybe u only saw me once or twice time at uni when i consulted my paper on professor. When i got time to come and visited SO..i will calling u. OK..”
“ yes..wish all the best on anything u are working for  “
“ this time is ur time to manage SO without me, after my graduation day.. u will change me to be president and wish u are thinking and preparing something the best for our uni..dear...”
“ yes..my leader..” said me with played a leaf on the grass.
“ i m leaving...take care for yourself..rashad is standing by on campuss. He would stayed in studio mostly alot. So my eyes is aplicated on him...”
“ aww....”
“ my email and massenger is already for 24 hours if u need my help on SO, dear....”
“ i know...” said me with big smile.
He hugged me so tightly at least and touched my cheeks with his hands before leaving with fast speed and dissapear in the end of the street. I imagined baut the day after without seeing his smiles and huggles. On my heart i said...” fasting...fasting..”
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At the day after...i was having lunch with akash on cafetaria, he took a girl on our table and introduced her to me as his gf. i saw them came with new sport motorbike. She was second gf of akash the he had in this uni. last month he introduced me 1st girl as his gf. Remember a girl that danced with him on rashad’s sister wedding party? that was his old gf before this one. Her name was kikyo. Half blood between western and japan. She just told me baut his life and came from psychology faculty.
“ hmm.... raisha, why do u not find bf here...as long as i know, u never have bf ?feeling happy with that?” asked her suddenly to me.
“ me? i just broke off in engangement last month. Wanted to focused on my study right now”
“ oh yeah..i remember baut a gossip baut u. it is related to u and the SO President right? He was the caution of your breaking engangement....but everyone know what so good man the SO President is...none trust this gossip. We love our president...u both is a bestfriend, right?” said her with so high stage of spirit.
“ u are like gossip freelance? Same with all the freelance of uni magazine. Huh...leave this topic please...” begged me to her with nicest smile that i have.
“ sorry..raisha...i cant control my self...sorry for making u mind. “
“ its ok...guys !!! i have to go to library now, see u..” said me with last slurp on my juice. I walked away and left them there, when i turned to corridor i saw what so passionate girl she was to akash. my eyes widen up when i saw her tried to kiss akash. Akash knew i saw him hiddenly and hold away his gf. I felt so crowded on my breathe and it just a week after sunny came to house and told me that i had to understand that he would be busy. I met rashad when i was reading on library, he asked me to go to studio and training there.
“ so..u dont wanna show me a bit perfomance of your project for your researh? Sunny hide it up from me and promised me that he would showed me when all the project succeded experienced on the place he is staying right now. Why do u copy him baut this case? I m curious..”said me to rashad when he clipped many papers secretly on a locked box.
“ i will show u when everything is ready, the research court happened. It will given to u and sunny, so dont worry,miss. U purposed as VIP chair on the court room.”
“ i m pleasantly happy to hear that, rashad..” said me at last.
“ by the way..i saw your tail bestfriend, i mean that charming guy has a new sport motorbike, expensive i mean. “
“ Maybe he saved all his money from scholarship and working for that...”
“ what??????dont u know that everyone here know he was the only son of official in parlement? He was skipped away from his house and stayed alone since high school since his mom was death and his father marry gain.”
“what partment? He doesnt has parent gain, his mom was death, he told me that...and he is working hard by hisself to life... “
“raisha...what so innocent you are...his name is Mark Akash syarif billton. He came from Billton family. The family who allways called on all news and magazine everyday..who allways fight for corruptor..” explained rashad with poke my shoulder many times.
I got shocked and opened google on a pc closest there, i opened a biography of billton family. I saw his name listed on the family tree, but oftenly called as Mark. I took a deep breathing and poked my cheeks many times.
“ akash never told me his complete name, and in all his answer sheet paper. Only M. Akash syarif.B
Oh my GOD...how could it happened like that? he lets me as the last to know baut the truth baut him?” Told me with shocked face.
“ yes all right...how could u were saying that he is your bestfriend and superfriend in every minute and seconds? Silly girl..” said rashad with anger face.
“ yeah..i trustfully to him, i couldnt let anyone disrespect to our friendship between me and him, i wouldnt accept anyone who cant believe and trust to our friendship. He is meaning alot for me...” said me with trembled hand.
“ like an old cemistry u mean?hmm....sunny ever told me baut strange relationship and friendship between u and akash. U said that he had similarity with ur meaningfull person when u still kid. Who was he? Heyy...do u mean if i get a curiousity to know?” asked rashad with sincerely smile.
“ hmmm....he was like my angel, his name was Ron, he was passing away coz by cronic accident, he stayed in a house beside my home in village. He asked me to joined him on vacancy to his dad’s motherland beside a beautifull beach. There he said that i had to find new bestfriend to play everyday. I mean he was my only one bestfriend since he was a baby, so...before my brother was born all my days filled by him...6 month after he passed away mom got pregnant and i asked dad to named him ron so. he was lying to me, and i didnt pass his grave. Last of his smile that i seen was at a evening sunset and did everything i wish. At the night dad picked me up and a month later mom asked to visit his grave and i shocking, crying so long time there...”
“ u didnt tell me the similarity between u and that guy, raisha?”
“ his words and the way he behaved me all the time, his eyes and the way he allways look at my eyes.” Said me with tears almost dropped.
“ i m so sorry for remind u baut this case, between your friendship and ron..”
“ its OK...i m crying coz i miss him so much,,,he allways make me win over him in everything except swimming...and allways hit and kick all naughty kids who allways play me and steal my toys or foods. And please i m sure akash had same sincere heart like ron. I saw that on his eyes...i cant hate him..” said me hold rashad’s arm tightly.
“ lolz..clearly in fronth of ur eyes..he is lying to u baut his life and not telling u the truth baut your life? How could u dont hate him, dont you know, sunny ever so dissapointed baut akash. some month ago sunny didnt tell u baut akash’s real life. He was scare u would getting so hurt and he didnt wanna to make u loose a friend, he thought one day u will see the truth...”said rashad with sympathic sight.
“ he had known since long2 ago...when he kept silent baut the way i asked him what i didnt know baut akash? how...” said me with sorrow face.
“ he didnt wanna ruine your friendship with him..”
“ hmmm....” said me at last, i pushed his hand and asked him to standing and walked to basketball field. There i saw akash played football closed arround by many girly college cheerleader. He was the basketball captain and he stopped jumped his ball after saw me came with anger eyes.
“ hey dear...whats matter make u coming and seeing me playing basketball here? and whom guy coming with u? that music composer?” asked him with weird expression.
“ we have to talk..eyes by eyes..private now !!” asked me hold his arm.
“ no !!! no!!! We need our captain, miss!!dont steal him without emergency calling...and if u regreted denied his love...its too late, he has a gf right now...more beautifull than u...suit...suit....” shouted many boys as his basketball team in college.
I still holding akash’s arm so tight and saw him with more anger. All the eyes interesting to came and stand arround us, kikyo came and pushed my hands from akash’s arm.
“ what are u doing forcing mylovely boyfriend like this...how dare you!!!”
“its not your business please...its baut my friendship and mr billton...” said me with widen eyes.
Before i finished my last word akash pushed my hand away from that place and walked so quickly. He asked everyone to went away and giving us a way to step on, is saw rashad follow in safe distance, akash didnt realize his following. At the empty corridor i saw akash prisoned me with his hands adhered the wall and me in the middle between his hands.
“ raisha...I...I...i know u will know this one day, but i ve prepared all the answers for this...i have a clear and pure reason for this all...i tried to tell u many times but u never make me brave to tell u. I dont have a power to make u disapointed with all the pride that u felt on me....”
I kept silent and watched at his eyes, he tried to hugged me and but i frozen on the wall. Not making any motion in all the part of the body. Rashad hide behind the wall beside me.
“ I never have a power to hurt u...raisha..i dont wanna loose u ever. Whetever you suppose me for..”
“ u know i wont leave you...but i want u to trust me...whatever u just tell me the truth please....dont do it gain!!!OK..” said me at least and pushed his body away from hugging me,
“ rais...i wanna tell you something..but it dig up my deepest wound in my heart.” Said him and sit down on the wall. I followed sit beside him and laid my head on his shoulder. He took a long breathing and touched my hair.
“ When i was born mom dead coz of my birth, dad said that he got a much bleeding and passed away coz of that. When i was 15 years old...at my 9th year dad marry again and my step mother hates me alot, we allways fight and she often fitna me in fronth of dad till i lost my patience and skipped away from home, never accept money from dad and life independencely.”
“ really?” claimed me to him.
“ yeah...i kept away from my family and dad is busy with his daughters right now...2 weeks ago i just back home and visited them, u know what? My step mother asked my apologize and she said she was regreting baut all bad ways of her treating to me. begged me to home to our house and gathered with all family too. But i told her that i had a great life and stayed on an apartment near uni. The most unbelievable thing was i forgave her so easy....”
“ thats good, right?” said me clearly.
“ its all because of u...when u told everyone baut the way they had a trouble with their parent. U told to wondered what would be happen to parent’s smile if we treat them badly or made them sad...our duty is for make them happy.”
“ thats the way u got that bike?”
“ a car so..and dad allways transfer me most every month, but i never use that...i used that coz of...hmm...hmmm...i dont wanna be a looser, coz i think i dont wanna defeated by sunny...”
“ what?????u changed to be rich and all your new appearance because of sunny?” said me with shocked. I turned the wall and saw that rashad didnt stay there gain, i guessed he didnt hear akash’s talking baut sunny.
“ sometime i loose my control to release my jeleous to him...” said akash sadly.
“ but u have a gf right now..u should understand that we are bestfriend...and u know what na? if we are in relationship one day we will break up. So we are better like this..OK?”
“ huh...u are egoistic!!but one day if sunny leave u i will marry u. OK???”
“ i will think it baut it...” said me pushed his ear.
He placed his arm on my shoulder and i asked him to standing, we walked out from that place and laughed alot with many kid joking. Akash asked me to go to his friend’s place for looking a photoshop gallery show. he told me that his pictures showed on that gallery too. When i almost sit on his bike, my cell was ringing and it was from sunny.
“ hello..assalamulekum..raisha is speaking.”
“ wallekumsalam, rais..”
“ hmm...why do u call me? miss me heh?” said me with stupid smile, i saw akash’s cheek blown so big and he rolling his gasses so loud.
“ what so crowded that place is? What happen? are u staying on parking area?” asked sunny on cell.
“ yes..akash and some friends asked me to see in a gallery in marker street, showing his photos there. i will leave now? Can u call later ?”said me hurriedly coz akash rolled the gasses louder.
I pressed off the cell and sit on his bike. Akash protested “ why did u say to him that kiresha and martin joined us there, u are already know that i dont invite them both, they allways saying random word which make me mad baut all my photos art.”
“ dont be angry...u will get older faster if u are geting angry easily. “ said me holding his shoulder. When he showed me the building of the galllery show. i screamed coz it was decorated so cool and i still hold his shoulders. Suddenly akash’s left hand hold my hand and placed my arm arround his weist and screamed that he was scare if i got falling and hurt, at the same time i saw sunny was standing beside the door of the gallery when i removed my arms from akash’s weist.
When i stepped down from the bike, i run and screamed to akash with loud voice that i wanted to go to toilet. I skipped from toilet and i saw sunny walked in to the gallery. I stayed in toilet for abaut 15 minutes and when i just walked from the door of the toilet. I saw an old woman talked baut me.
“ wow...the young photographer with his award is very awsome and amazing. His picture printed and tempted in US magazine as the best pic of the year. I wonder who is angel raishatalist. She has to wear glasses or many journalist and model hunter will hunt for her.” said that woman loudly beside me.
“ What so lucky girl she is..i wish all the smiling on that pics is really natural pose, not acting picture for taking all eyes to watch on..hehehehehe” added other fat woman there.
I walked out and i saw sunny stood near of my place and i knew he waited me. he gave me a hat and put off his glasses and gave it to me. i showed very big size of my own photos with my favorites white dressing performed there, aplicated with some other pics when i did my daily in some places. In that pics i had wings so...and it was very beautifull. At the day when akash said me that he wanted to took my pic and i didnt mind baut it, but this one i never seen before..all those pics there taken without my knowledge. I often saw akash took my pics silently but i never care baut it.
“ how is this pic showing here without my permition? But all this pics i never seen before..akash !!!”
“ hm...u dont see this pics before?”asked sunny suddenly close to my ear.
“ yes...akash often stole many pics everywhere, but why did he use me as the object of his gallery show? its odd...” wondered me so strange.
“ i think he wished u listen whats everything he saying at the time when he got his award cup.”
“ what did he say? Its related this pic...”asked me curiosity.
“ hmm....i think u better open youtube  to see his speaking baut you and your picture here“ said him with odd smile.
“ but..i m angry he used me on this gallery and do u agree with me, baut this pic? I think he is too excessive..i m not kinda angel girl like that...what is that? angel girl raishatalist?”said me with hit those pic.
“ hm...” said sunny with long smile.
“ stop smiling!” said me pushed his arm. He screamed and whispered that devil heart of mind hates those pic.
I turned my head and i showed akash interviewed by many journalists and interviewer from TV. He knew that i looked at him within all his talking.
“ that girl is here..her name is hmm...i think she doesnt want her identity opened in public. My dad doesnt know here sure, right dad? She is my friend who allways gave me her shoulder and make me happy. That girl doesnt have bf sure...i have to go..talk later. Bye” said him and walked in to my place. i moved and hide behind sunny’s back and told sunny to hide me. But akash and his father have seen me and touched my shoulder.
“ you?????why are u staying here?” screamed akash angrily to sunny.
“ i came with rector..he called my cell and asked me to come here..i m busy too but when i know raisha would stay here so i accept the invitation of the prexy.why???”
“ yes..u are the SO president of uni right? Sunny the grandson of the director of Khana hospital?”asked akash’s dad to sunny and shaked his hand then my hand.
“ you are the girl on the picture, right?” asked his dad to me.
“ i dunno sir..i m so surprised seeing my picture there..” told me angrily. Akash stared at sunny with dislikely sight as if as he wanted to sticked him with sharp sword. So lucky coz the prexy came and called both of us, me and sunny i mean. I couldnt stand coz all the eyes from billton family watched up me. akash’s dad started to block me not to leave with sunny then i told him that i m the vice president of college so. I saw akash hold my hands and saw me with sorrow sight. When i saw his step mother and her step sisters stood arround me. I let akash hugged me and his sisters hugged me so after him. Sunny stared at me from the corner with my prexy. I walked to him and greeted them with salam. The prexy told me that he fell in love with the pics on the photos and said me that his son would painted my photos on canvas. I smiled and after sometime he went and talked with mr billton. I asked sunny to picked me home. in the way to home he stopped his bike and bought an ice cream to me.
“ the way you come u were riding with akash, on the way home u are riding with me.” said him suddenly.
“what are saying abaut?”
“ why did u replied his hugging today? At uni rashad show u were frozen when he hugged u.”
“ he said me that he missed his mom...and i saw a tears on his eyes when u took me go”.
“ his mom is already there..”
“ she is his step mother and i just knew all the truth of his life...”
“ dont make me doubt, are u loving him althought very small size? Like he allways talk to me?”
“i love u more...he is like my own brother and u know. Thats a kinda brothership love. He is same with ronnie...” said me with frozen body.
“ mean thats a brothership huggles?” asked sunny at least and hugged me tightly.
“ yes..” said me with long breathing.
“ i m so jeleous...rashad email me a video your talking with him on college. “
“ u know i dont wanna hurt u ever, my prince..maybe at any seconds it was felt like i hugged my little brother at home, u know na good bye to mom and missing mom is the saddest word in the world, everyone know..good bye is the saddest word that we ever heard when it supposed to mom”
I kept silent and at the day till we heard adzan of magrib we still stayed there with him holding my hands as if as he scared to loose it away. When we walked to the closest masjid, we did praying magrib together.
At the night before i got sleeping, my cell was ringing and akash called my cell.
“ wallakumsalam...i m in froth of your door, please meet me out here...” told him suddenly.
I walked and opened the door, saw him holding very thick medical dictionary. Grandpa told me that akash came ti picked that book for me coz i had to do my task from college tonight. Grandpa came in to house and asked me to accompanied akash studied together in the veranda.
“ good reason...” said me with laughing alot.
“ why do u never apreciate everything that i feel on u..” said akash slowly and looking down to the earth.
“ u talked but sunny presence on your gallery this evening?” asked me wondered and poked his shoulder.
“hmm...not at all, i trust u that he came with the prexy...” said him with cheerish face,
“ then why do u come here? “ said me with seeing him picked a white rose on the garden.
“ i miss u..” said him and gave me that flower.
“ what else? “ asked me accepted that rose and inserted that rose on a vas with water on the table.
“ i know u re loving that guy, but i allways scare he will hurt u and disapointed u. why do he not publicate your relationship with him, i accidentally often saw him kissed your forehead or hugged u. he is like acting in this uni, how if he is playboy or did same thing with many other girls behind u. thats so odd, why dont u detect him?” protested him like a fire burned inside his eyes.
“ hmmm....u remember na? a book titled knight inuyasha. I was like kagome and he is inuyasha. Thats it...” said me with acted a beautifull smile to him.
“ if u are kagome i will be your guardian...i will kick his ass if he makes u cry or perform your tears.” Said akash with hold my hands. I removed his hands and stood away from him.
“ how could u saying like that? why do u never trust me baut sunny? he wont hurt me..we cant hurt each other...he never lie to me, look back to your self, he never do something like what u did to me...i allways stood in u when they protested baut u and kept doubtfull baut us. I allways say sunny, if u cant trust my friendship with you u could leave me...” said me with tears came out.
“ Raisha? Are you sure u really2 said it to him? he respected our friendship even if i allways treat him badly?” asked him shocked.
“ he protested when i replied your huggles at the gallery..when u said me that u missed your mom alot and i heard what so hard your breathing..and he was so sad too..he gave me very strong question...” raisha, did u love akash although very a bit same with what allways akash say baut?i m so jeleous when i saw u replied his hugging today..” repeated me seriously.
“ hmmm......but i dislike him...he still hiding your relationship, i m not sure he loves u sincerely like what i did..” said him loudly.
“ trust me please..he never see another girl in his eyes..and whatever happen, i just wanna see him happy all the time. He trustfully to me and me too...i feel so fix with him, he is my dreaming prince, my king, i never feel like this before..”
“ OK..OK..when u feel boring with him,and if GOD doesnt stay in same words and mind with u what will u do,,,dont love or hate someone so much or fly so high coz when”
“ stop...i know what will u say, if u think one day i will broken heart,,,i have to face it right? Coz everyone have to face their broken heart before they find their true love. Prepare a medicine if thats must be come one day..”declared me and opened the door.
“ i will home....see u tom at college. “said him and called my grandpa for saying good bye.
He came with black car and drove so fast. I wonder baut what kinda friendship between me and him. why did sunny gave me a strange question like that.
At the day after in college famously heard that akash broke up with kikyo, she came to bathroom when i stayed there. She looked so angry and a senior student at same faculty with sunny joined her.
“ hi playgirl !!! we have to talk right now...” told kikyo immedietly and pushed my arm.
“ what is this?” screamed me tried to removed her holding in my arm.
“ dont act like u dont know what happening right now...akash broke me up at the same day u talked with him..and dont u feel enough with stay closer to SO President? Why u are so greedy baut man? U have handle sunny and u still wanted my bf so?”cursed her to my face,
“ keep your words!!i never act something like that? akash is my bestfriend and i m not doing anything like what u said..”
“ a thiefy never admit their attitude..” said her and tried to slap my cheek. When her hands almost touched my cheek. I caught her hands and pulled her body to the wall, locked her body used all karate movement that i had. She screamed so loudly and many people came to our place.
“Help me!!she wanted to harm me” screamed her to all people arround us.
“this uni had many spy cameras. Dont turn the topic, if u do this again. I will take you to the proctor room.” Said me with loud voice. i saw akash, kiresha and martin came.
“ kikyo i told u many time...after this all...u have no chance anymore to me.” said akash angrily.
A senior student named fatima walked to me and looked forward my eyes so deeply.
“ Raisha? Did everything that kikyo said between u and sunny is right? Are u very close to me?”asked her to me.
“ what? We are friend..yes close..but”
“ but what? Just tell me the truth...are the gossips in this uni baut u and sunny is right fact? “ said her with detective style.
“ asked his self..” said me and asked my gang to left that place.
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2 month passed well, i met sunny so rarely when he came to college once or twice time in 2 weeks, consulted his research. Sometime at Sunday sunny took me and his grandpa having dinner at his home or at restaurant. I often denied akash’s offering to went in some place every weekend. He never gave up to asked me somewhere, if he asked kiresha and martin too i would accepted his request. One day after we were going camping from a mountain with my grandpa too, we came to uni after back from camp. My grandpa stayed in nearest fast food from there. We had short lectures and when we walked to my grandpa gain. I saw fatima and sunny sit under the tree 4 metres from me, she realized my coming with akash, kiresha and martin but sunny wasnt. I heard sunny talked so seriously with her on a calm place. only us stayed there.
“ i have no relationship with raisha, we arent in relationship yet, asked her by your self. We just friend same with me and u. So stop interupting me, dont worry...i never break my promise to dad...” said sunny seriously to her.
“ But why do u let a gossip spreading like that? Thats very bad...u cant break more heart anymore...after my heart and her, u have to keep away from her.”
“ i did..happy now? I met her rarely, we just friend and grandpa respect her,asked him!he would disturb u at all. So no need to tell my dad everything baut this, i know he often met your dad in london...” said sunny to her.
“ he asked me to watch u out..if u are out of the way u know what should u get...so, before everything get late !!! leave her, keep away of her...i dont like all of this...” said her angrily.
“OK ! OK !!!” screamed him with angry face.
I trembled and deeply on my heart i know it will be happen one day, i remember what dr siddique ever told me baut sunny and his dad. I kept silent and frozen in my place. Till i realized what so reddish akash’s eyes and he screamed wildly and his hands ready lifted to hit his face. I so surprised and run in to sunny, got a hard hitting of akash till a blood spreaded from my nose and my lip a bit. I guessed a blue grape swollen cheek stayed on my face at that time. Sunny shocked and he hold my body in my weist. My breathing got so fast and akash got more anger.
“ raisha !!! he said he would leave u...u see huh !!! all my words are being proven. If u are not raisha i wouldnt be your friedn anymore...all of this make me SICK !!! why should u fight hard for him. What kinda good man he is? He isnt...he is the worst looser that i have ever seen, why did u choose him over me...he is looser...he is too litle for so innocent and sincere heart of u. Choose me..i wont treat u like him ever? Why are u loving a kinda guy like him? U allways say..akash he is a good man. Please trust him...u dont know him as good as me, ask everyone. I ve proven what so good he is...blah blah...u ever said me, didnt u? If he left u, u would think and consider me? Lets go to my dad, he will marry us tonight !!! few days ago u just told me,,u would consider to marry me if this looser man left. He just told in your face that he would leave u and keep away from u...take my hand..he is not good for you, same opinion of mine since the first time i saw him. “ said akash with red eyes and angry expression. He pushed my arm and walked away. I stood on my place and fatima got very red eyes too, red cheeks so. She run away and sunny stood frozenly there...i saw him like so frustation and depression, rashad came and asked him what was happened there and kiresha and martin asked me to left that place too.
“ akash..would u like to listen my responces baut all your saying abaut me?” begged sunny to him.
Rashad walked and offered me his hands. I took his hand and walked with him on sunny. Sunny directly hugged me and rashad on his arms and it was a bit long hugging. Akash, kiresha and martin looked very angry and akash kicked the trash basket.
“ so !!! u still stand by his side after this all..after the truth he showed to us. Oh GOD...what is this? U make me sick” said akash at last.
“ i did it all coz i have to stay by her side, if u listened my story abaut,,,maybe u would understand, “ added sunny friendly to akash.
“ its too late...raisha!! IF U WANNA STAY HERE AND LISTEN ALL HIS BULLSHIT, AS U WISH !!! U make me hurt..its meant u choose him over me, gain right? Start now i wont asking u to choose gain....” said him the left away with kiresha and martin.
After they were gone, i stood there and rashad busy with his cell, sunny hold my hands and kissed my hands many time. Rashad showed us his tongue and stood up.
“ oh guys...better i leave and u both go away somewhere...i dont wanna see both crazy lover make me nausea..” said him and trown his car key. Rashad asked my scooty key and i gave it to him.
“ ok..raisha after isha prayer i will take your scooty home, u both better go somewhere and sunny, u have to tell everything by your own mouth. Dont care baut your dad anymore. U ve chosen this way, u have to face the rish so.”
Sunny drove rashad’s car away from uni, went To the military camp centre. He opened the door of the car and guide me to a desk near the camp.
“ raisha..i accepted as soldier here, as long i did my reserach project baut military program here..i registered my self too in army force. So...hmm...my research would be finished after some weeks gain, but dad sent my research document to cambridge and aplied a master of computer program. So dad waited the answer of cambridge a place he working on and this army source supported those research. So if cambridge denied that research to be a thesis program, i would continue my life with doing a military training here and be a shoulder. So i would stay in this country with u, before i moved to this country. Dad ever promised me not to think baut girl and focus on my study, he blessed me to be a soldier and live in this country. But he allways wish me to be a master or professor. Same with him, he didnt want his son not having same degree of study with him...he wanted to be a professor like him. So i allways tell everyone here that we are just friend coz if dad know, he would force me back to london, taking study like what he want...he wanted to form me to be professor. I dont wanna stay away from u, and i never know dad stole all my project file and sent it to cambridge, i dont wanna back to london. I m happy here with u, and my planning is after i graduated i would be a soldier and stay here, stay by your side.” Said sunny with long breathe.
“ i know.. “
“ how comes?” asked him shocked,
“ i know baut the way and promise between u and your dad, but baut all the thesis, cambridge and your wishing to allways stay by my side..i just heard that..”
“ grandpa told u?” asked him hugged me from my back.
“ yes..at the first time u took me dinner with him.” Said me kissed his cheek.
“ i love u...” said sunny and stronger take arround his hands on my weist.
“ i know..” answered me and laughed softly.
“ u should tell me i love u too...not that word, huh...and baut your hormone calling, grandpa asked me not to do kissing before marry. He thought its bad..so...thats not caused i dont wanna kissed ur lip..but coz i respect my grandpa. Have to wait my 1st kiss at my first night. U got me?” said him pressed my nose.
“ i guessed it so “ said me with pressed back his nose.
“ i wanna prove u that i m not looser, i would talk dad baut us...grandpa would give his voice to us.”
“ i dont wanna see u fight with your dad because of me. I would talk with your dad and told him that we just friend, better we tell him the truth. “
“ yes..grandpa allways give me a warning, one day i have to tell him the truth baut us, that i fell in love with u, grandpa and my uncle ensured me that we never do wrong thing, still on the right way and u allways understand me. They think dad would be angry but after mature thinking, he would be understand us. ALLAH will help us,right? i only scare if he asked me to back to london. I dont wanna leave u or stay away from u.” Said him with very sorrow face.
“no need to scare anything...coz of what? Coz i love u and i allways trust u. U are the most beautifull thing that i ever had after mom.i love you” Said me kissed his forehead.
“ i know “ said him with showed me his tongue.
He took my hand and our hand hold each other so strong..i never feel so fix with a guy like this. I wish that day never end and it was the most beautifull day that i have ever heard.