YOUR BABY part 9

YOUR BABY
Chapter 9
In the end of march, me and sunny spent time together much, akash avoided me and talked to me only when we were staying at classes. He behaved me like ussually but when sunny existed at uni, he would hiding and ignored me till he didnt see his face gain. Last Sunday at avril, sunny asked me to picked him up in gym coz he said he didnt take his bike. Joined rashad’s car there. I left my pc at bedroom and rode to gym, before i closed the pc..i opened youtube and saw akash gallery show 2 weeks ago. I surprised heard his talking there... he talked all baut the girl that he loved and how much he admired me. I still thought baut it when i saw sunny still lifted a muscle trainer in fronth of me and smiled to me.
“ what kind of day dream u are seeing abaut?” asked him suddenly.
“ i just opened youtube.”said me sadly.
“ hmm...so?”said him took down the trainer tool.
“ leave it...” said me and gave him a towel.
He went to bathroom and i waited him outside, watched the scenery of the city. Rashad came and stood beside me. he blown the glass window in my face and blurred my looking eyes.
“ So...u will going to date after this? Where do u wanna go?” asked him directly.
“ i dont know..” answered me lazily.
Sunny came and asked me to go, he rode my scooty and we went to his house. Changed a car and left my scooty there. he took me to hospital and picked his grandpa then we went dinner to a near restaurant from the hospital. On our talking, sunny told us baut his final exam which would be done along avril month. Dr siddique told baut his working on hospital and gave me a story baut all sisters and brother of sunny. i back home at 8 pm and they visited my home and talked with grandpa and my uncle till 10 pm. I was prisoned my self on bedroom and talked with sunny using sms. Before they went home, sunny’s grandpa and my own grandpa made a promise event to go fishing and camping together on last week of avril after sunny finished his final exam, asked me to join and prepared everything. at the several weeks after sunny was really-really busy on his studying for his final exam and sometime i came for picked him many thicks books for his studying. Helped him embranced that books or read him or evaluated his studying. Every Saturday,martin,kiresha and akash asked me to do jogging every morning and we spent that day together as weekly routine schedule. At the end avril, i was busy on library and my gang picked me there. Sunny just sms me and served some books for him, begged me to assisted him to study gain. When i registered my member card on library. Akash, kiresha and martin came and shocked seeing me hold many books on my hands.
“ guys...can we delay the schedule today till tom? I have to manage something related this book and SO..please..” begged me to them.
“ i hate to hear that..what should we do then? Joined u in SO room make us boring? How if u go to studio? “ claimed kiresha to me.
“ i have to go...bye kiresha, martin..” said me with laying my hand to them.
“ what so suspicious she is...i never see sunny looking arround...” commented martin at last caught by my ear.
I pressed the ringing bell and he opened the door for me. Smiled so happy and hug me directly.. after moved all the books on my hands. A music of eminem played on the room and sunny lifted my feet and spinned me with his singing la..la..la..la and said the words of the lyric. I asked and begged him to took my body down.
“ Sunny please...take me down, my head is spinning and u could singing, u have a cool voice. “ begged me to him and hold his shoulder.
“ la..la..la...yeah yeah..she is my colour, she is my eyes..”sung him with smiling.
“ OK..ok..up to u, if your arms get pain and tired..” said me with mope face,
“ u wait here..i ve cooked something for you, let me warm it up gain. “ said him and took my body in the desk of the kitchen. He seemed busy with the gas stove and served me a salad with beef steak.
“ its a bit salty and sour..but its ok..i m hungry..feed me again, aghhhhhh....” told me with opened my mouth. He cut all the meat for many small chops and asked me to eat by myself. He went to his bedroom and took his summary and all books that i took for him. He opened the books and started to study awhile i finished my lunch. I fed him some chops and he laughed after tasted his cooking.
“ hm...its enough tasty huh..” smiled him to me.
I washed the plates and placed it on the cupboard of the kitchen utensils. Walked back on dining table beside him, when i stood and enjoying saw him read focusly on the books. He turned his body suddenly arround my weist and laid his head on me.
“ i m so nervous for examination tom...” said him stared above to my face.
“ everything will be all right..” said me and touched his hair.
“ kiss my forehead and my eyes please..” said him with closed his eyes. I did his wishing and helped him with evaluated his memory by gave me many questions baut the material for tom. He could answered them all well, if he answered wrong, he punished me to do what he want like life style or some joking such he wrote on my hand using skin painter. If he answered wrong answer he had to sing a song for me. time passed faster till his grandpa came at 05.30 pm and said salam to us. He shaked his neck when showed sunny drawed on my hand with many flowers symbols and commented what so childish he was.
“ sir...if he could answer the question well i got a punishment. See my right hand is drawingfully and he started move to my left hand, i think i have to wear long sleeve dressing for a month.”

“ what should happy i am if at past i could do the same thing with my lovely wife..i took heart specialist study after marry, and she worked in mental hospital as psychiatric nurse in this town. U both make me realize that what so much things and happiness i didnt did with my true lover..sunny’s grandma. “ said him with touched sunny’s hair. I gave a cup of hot sweet tea to him, and after drank some slurping, he stood and said wanted to go to bathroom and dressing up for magrib. I opened the freezer and found many things there.
“ i went to market today coz i know u will come and dinner with us.” Said sunny suddenly with big smile. I took some vegetables on a pan and knife beside him on table and begun to cut and cooked for dinner menus. Just left it and continue back after magrib jamaat with sunny’s grandpa. Sunny read and study in dining table for accompany me cooking for dinner there. we did dinner after isha prayer and he helped me prepared the table.
“ hmm...smells good..u cooked fish tonight? Great..let we do pray first before eat the dinner. Pray begin...” said him with guide us to pray.
“ hmm...its delicious...give me that vegetables please...why did u cook mushroom today, aisha? Like what your grandpa ever told me baut your delicious cooking..” said him with taste my cooking.
“ she cooked all the things that i bought in market this morning,grandpa. After i picked u up to hospital..” answered sunny with touched my feet under the table used his own feet.
“ later...cook that mushroom for me,please...and this foods here are very delicious.. “ said him.
“ all right? Wish u cook for us everyday :P “ said sunny kicked softly my feet.
I smiled and after that dinner sunny picked me home that night. He talked with my grandpa for some minutes then said would meet me at college tom.
At the day after i was in SO room and busy on pc there, did some jobs of SO. Suddenly i got surprised by hands whose in my eyes and closed it directly. I smelt sunny’s parfume and touched his hands ,pushed him to hugged me from myback.
“ how if this hands is not me?” asked him kissed my cheek
“ i bought this parfume for u, how do i forgot the smelling? Said me still keep typing on pc.
“ if other guy steal my parfume and use this? Still u hugged him, huh?” said him flirted me.
“ i will know...i start to know all ur image very well :p”said me and turned my head on him.
“ like what?” asked him placed his chin touched hair above my head.
“ like this soft hairy hand, and this muscle and this spot on your right hand..” said me took his hand and touched it to my cheek. U are trusting me, right?” said me and kissed his hand.
“ i trust u..”
“ how is your exam? “
“ doing good,dear..but after i finished all..i felt missing u hardly...i guessed u are here right now.”
“ yeah...i m doing all this papers, all the report from all departments, for the closing day of SO system this year. After all your final exam done..dont forget to prepare your closing speech, and teach me for my opening speech, i need your tutorial :D” said me holding his hand in fronth of my neck.
“oh...Ok miss president..u will handle this system for 3 years then? So long...i just handled for 2 years.” Said him started stared at the monitor.
“ well...dont touch the monitor. U have to go home and back to your books right now. go now..”
“ lolz...u are so mean, my lady..i have day off tom, the next exam is held on the day after tom. I want u to pick me up home..and assist me gain to study, i ve taken some new books for us.”
“ how baut this stuff?” asked me pointed the monitor.
“ do it on my home, i m studying and after i finished reading u will evaluate me gain, “ offered me and shuted down the pc.
“ wait..can we go to studio before u steal me home, rashad asked me to training today. I will report him that i cant joining today. Please..and i didnt lunch yet. Can we get some food?”said me wore my jacket and set my bag.
“ OK...i m waiting u on cafetaria, i m hungry too. Go to rashad and do it fast OK..” asked him to me.
“ yeah..and please settle this all well, my bag and all the papers and my goods.
“ sure lady...” said him and accept my cell and inserted it to my bag
I walked to studio and met rashad with my band there. I whispered to rashad and asked his permition to absent on training music today.
“ lolz..prisoned u many times heh...he is egoistic ya..” laughed rashad and let me go.
“ yeah..” said me and walked away from studio.
On the way to cafetaria..i met my gang and they blocked me. They pushed my hand to the corner empty corridor and they three stood jailed me with their body.
“ i saw the SO president came to campuss today rode your scooty. Why did he take it? were u going to his home yesterday and left your scooter at his home? u were lying us baut SO stuff?”asked akash to me.
“ i told u all that i went for that books and SO stuff, i manage it there, impossible to told u all baut going to sunny’s home. right? “ asked me acted a begged smile to them.
“ huh..he is more important than our friendship, u are so mean..” said kiresha to me.
“ i dont inteded to make you all disapointed..but please understand,,i love him and i allways try to do the best for us, for him for my self. I allways keep my voice and as long as i remember sunny never complain baut our friendship, baut akash. Never forbid me to keeping frendship, but why u all never trust me or him only for once? Please..” begged me.
“ we tried to do the best and try to protect u, protect our friendship...”
“ but not to worry,,i m so happy with our friendship right now and sunny allways make me happy and i m fix with him. Just bless us please..i ve gotten my confession like u all wished.”
“ we saw that..and akash got new gf today..she is very pretty and tall.” Said martin to me.
“ owh...so fast u fall in love gain,” smiled me to akash.
“ u told me that everyone had u face their broken heart before finding their true love, right. I never regret to fight up baut love.” Smiled akash to me.
“ i wish u could love someone well and treat love well. Said me with slipped my self from them and walked away to cafetaria.
Sunny stood 5 metres from my place and walked in to us. He hold my hand and started talked
“ kiresha, martin and akash...i m so sorry if i ve made you all dislike baut me and disblessed us. But along this time i allways admire her and wanna see her happy all the time. maybe i m not good in all your assesment when u all looked me up. “ said him with gentleman.
“ we all just wanna see her happy.” said martin heading them,
“ i allways do..” said sunny and asked me back to cafetaria.
I felt no appetide to ate my lunch and he stared at me, fed me with food..
“ i will angry if u dont eat your food, raisha”
“ ok..i m eating..” said me ate his feed.
“ what did kill your mood today ?” said him looked at my face.
“ i just felt disapointed to them, they are so..so...why never trust me and acted as if as they knew better what best for my self then my self. And akash..why did he still looked a gf with brain. He allways had gf basedly on face or body, never find a right girl to love.” Said me angrily.
“ no need to blazing out like this...just told him baut this opinion, call him and finish. Right?”
“ i ve told him many times and he allways break what all our agreement.” Said me louder.
“ please...we have a comitment we wouldnt talk baut your friendship with him, right?” said him begun to anger.
“ with whom i should be share then? If all my gang avoided me and made me upset...and i only had u now..” said me angrier to him.
“ ssssstttt.................no fight please.. said him with so sad face and hold my hand. I placed my head on his shoulder.
“ no tears please..no...or u will ruine my day and make me sad...u dont want it, do u?now turn up your head and give me your smile..” said sunny begged me.
“ forgive me...i dont wanna make u sad or hurt u ever, i m so sorry..dunno why..”
“ maybe today or tom u will get your period, so u become so sensitive or a bit hysterise..” said him and tried to fed me food gain. I ate and continued that day with him. At two weeks after he finished all his final exam and our grandpa asked us to do camping and fishing near the jungle there. My grandpa and dr siddique did what they planned before. Anna joined us after 2 days coz she couldnt left her school. We went there used my uncle’s old big caravan and grandpa drove it. We built 2 tent, one for me and other with bug tent for them. I looked some woods for fire in the jungle with sunny when grandpa and dr siddique enjoyed fishing near the camp.
“ i have a practical in this jungle after 2 days...from my faculty. Like outbond and natura comunity aid and disaster medical. Its are field class practice.”
“ hmm...u could offer u acting as patient :D as the victim. I could say your professor. What do u think?” said him.
“ we will see.” Answered me with smiling.
At the night when we all roasted the fishes and boiled a water for making cofee and tea. Grandp looked so chummy with sunny’s grandpa. They allways joked and made us laughed alot. Sunny asked me not to did anything and they served and prepared everything.
“ Here is your fish,rais..my grandpa is expert chef too. u dont know that, do u?”said him and gave me a roasted big fish stick.
“ hmm..yummy..” said me enjoyed the fish.
“ you wouldnt be boring ate this fish for 5 days, right?” said him laughed me.
“ i think i wont...its delicious. U took breads supply, right?” said me chewed the fish meat.
“ if u want fish more, tell me i will bake for u.” said him to me.
“ i want 2 fishes more..” said me showed him my tongue.
He laughed and press my nose, and laughed more coz he said my nose got black by the charcoal of the wood. I still enjoyed my fish and begged him to play the guitar for me.
Along we waited the fishes, sunny played a melody of clasic song for grandpa and dr siddique. They sung together, except me coz i didnt know the song. I still enjoyed ate my fishes,
“ i m so sorry baut my sweetheart, she ate much and i tought her for that since she was kid. She is a bit tiny, right? “ laughed my grandpa and gave me last fish from the fire.
“i know that since the first time i met her. i knew she just be her self and i allways ask her to increase her weight too.” added sunny;s grandpa.
“ hmm...after this sunny will sing for me. “ said me with begging eyes to sunny.
He started played his favorite song and sung for me. till i didnt hear anything coz when i realized and opened my eyes, it was 4 am and i slept under a big tree with grandpa beside me. sunny and his grandpa slept on the place between us and the bonfire. Sunny got woke up to told me that he was sad coz i slept awhile he sung a song for me. i asked him to resung for me and put the guitar in fronth of him.
“ no..u will sleep again, i think u supposed my singing as sleepy song.” Said him with big smile.
“ i wont sleep...” winked me to him.
He hold the guitar and singing again. I listened him and foundated my chin by my hands. An aplaused were given but a loud voice spreaded by my grandpa and dr siddique..
“ you both lover young man,,be calm...dont disturb our sleep. Better stop being crazy and boiled a water and cofee for us. “ said my grandpa to sunny.
“ sunny!!woke me up when the prayer time is coming...and u both dont be so crowded with those guitar...” added his grandpa to me.
“ grandpa..after 15 minutes it will be 04.30..and the water is boiled and ready to make a coffee.” Said sunny smiled to us.
My grandpa and sunny’s grandpa still laid flat on the carpet and didnt remove their thick blanket. I prepared 4 cups of cofee with big size and less sugar. Sunny took some live fishes on the bucket and i prepared seasoning. Grandpa and his grandpa asked us to pray at subooh and we cooked together till sunrise came. When my grandpa asked to do jogging and hiking arround, dr siddique stayed for reading book and told us that he would be joined after some hours. My grandpa asked sunny to do fishing and i was boring when they both looked so chatty and talked baut politic. I decided to swimming in a big river and deepth 3 metres 10 metres from their place. When i enjoyed swimming i saw sunny screamed to me. He stood and walked fastly to my place and his eyes bugged out.
“ come here..dont swiming here..if any hunter or camp people, or scout man walked and showed a young girl swimming in the river in the middle of jungle what would they do? Dont do something dangerous...”
“ sunny...i m boring see u happy chat with grandpa...and ignored me  i like swimming here..see the clear water and fresh...cool..la la la la la la la...”
“ u come and go out from here now or i will angry?” said him with angrier.
“ ya...i m coming to u...” said me swim to the land beside him. He watched me and didnt realize that he stepped on slicky land. He fell down to the river and screamed. My grandpa shocked and laughed so long time. he screamed to us.
“ U both make all teh fishes going away here...” screamed him to us with loud laughing.
Sunny got more anger and i swim arround him, made a cricle shape for him. He still got angry and started swimming to catch me.
“ why did u follow swimming in the river if u hate showing my swimming...u can catch me coz i m expert swimmer in the world.” Laughed me swimming so fast to my grandpa.
“ dont go away....i will catch you and kill u raisha...” said him and swim behind me. When i almost reached the land and hold my grandpa hand to pushed me up, sunny hold my left feet at the same time grandpa hold my right hand.
“ i got u....” said sunny laughed me and pushed my feet so hard.
“ grandpa push me up...release me from him..this monster would kill me..awww grandpa..he hold my feet so strong.” Begged me to grandpa.
“ sunny..get her !!! dived her on the water please..” laughed grandpa to sunny and released his holding on my hand.
“ awwwwwwwwwww...” screamed me and dived to water. Sunny took my body floating and locked me with his hands. Like a police caught a robber or devil man.
“ give up now..” said sunny laughed to me. Dr siddique came using small baloon boat and watched us oddly. He asked my grandpa to left and asked sunny to prepared for lunch. He answered that he would searched some fruits for lunch coz he bored ate fish again.
“ i still eating fish...i like it..” said me to them.
“ hey...young girl..u go with sunny, help him on tent. Me, your grandpa and urself will eat fish...and if u follow us and swim arround us. The fishes will kept away coz u disturb their home. “ said dr siddique from above the boat. I turned my swimming opposite and back to sunny. He helped me stepped up to the land and when i just reached the land. He pulled my body fell back to teh water and with him too.
“ let we competing to reach that big tree...that tree there...”said him to me with pointed a big tree in 100 metres from here, a guava tree and blackberry clump.
“ i will beat u down..i allways win in my village.”
“ but i dont know with whom u are dealing with..:P “ said sunny and we started swimming there. when i tried to hold a big stone under the guava big tree, i screamed and jumped said i win..i win..but sunny stood there too and licked his tounge to me.
“ we are now even...u got my gift and i got my gift, fair na,,what do u want?” said him to me.
“ u have to carry me from this place till the tent :D” said me to him.
“ huh..that so far..almost 500 metres..u are devil...”
“ what do u want?” said me started climbing the tree and ate some guava fruit on the branch tree.
“ hey monkeys..i think u are feminime girl...why do u are so changed after reached this jungle, i didnt recognized my lady gain..”
“ i am volunteer member and active in scout activity along my highschool. I camp 5 times every year..i m not your lady for a while along this camp.” said me laughed and pressed his nose. He climbed and sit on a branch beside me.
“ the wind is blowing bit hard here...good for make our clothes dry, u dont move anywhere...stay here..i didnt give my gift..” said him hold my weist and hugged me from back.
“ close your eyes..” said him slowly on my ear. My body trembled and i felt he kissed my cheeks and my forehead.
“ open your eyes..i wont kiss your lip...not now..” said him touched my lip using his finger.
“ But its a romantic time..we are like edward cullens and bella swchan. Uppsss...what did i say..release me from ur hugging,,i wanna pick that guava..” said me took his hand away from my weist.
“ no....kiss my forehead please..” said him closed his eyes.
“ done..” said me and jumped fastly from his body and went to higher branch and after he got many guava fruits. He took my hand and asked me to climb down.
“ you should be staying on the land...u are woman...u are so ugly being a monkey like this.” Said him started angry again. I smiled and laying on the big stone under the tree. He came and did same thing, beside me. he started imagined and pointed the cloud.
“ see...the cloud shape alike u...the smiling..” said him smiled to me.
“ ya...” answered me and closed my eyes...
“ are u sleepy..u are allways sleeping..sleeper..” said him at last. We got slept there till a hour maybe. He woke me up and lifted me to his back, carried me back to tent.
“ its 1 pm...we are late to start cook the lunch menu. Woke up..” said me
“ i m in a very beautifull dream today...my man carried me on his back..wish the time stopped..” said me still on closed eyes.
“ i really picked u and carrying u on my back right now..its not a dream..” said him louder.
“ dont shout to me..u make me shocked..” said me pushed his hair.
“ awww...ok..ok..my lady..be good or i will get u down and u walk by your self.”
“ no...this is our agreement, u should carry me like this till the camp.” said me to him.
“ OK..but dont hold on my neck..i cant breathe..” said him stared at me.
When we reached the tent, our grandpas didnt comeback yet. We started prepare the foods and that day passed well. At the night, at sunset, anna came with my uncle. The following day passed well and we did barbeque beside the river. At the morning at the next day of that day, anna back home with uncle coz they had to took a school and working. I was dressing for my disaster management class or my field class for 2 days in camp area in the edge of the junggle we were staying in.
“ What time you will come back? After that class? And i will come to pick your lunch. Now...I will pick you there by this boat..” said sunny smiled to me. After i asked permition of my grandpa and dr siddique, sunny picked me there by boat and i joined all my friend at faculty.
“ sunny my breaktime is from 11.00 am till 02.00 pm...dont forget it, dear..” said me to him with laying hand.
He winked to me and turn back the boat...rowing againts the river flow. Kiresha, martin and akash presented me and gave me their breakfast.
“ u said u and your grandpa, uncle made a tent in the jungle there...” said martin to me.
“ yes..and i dunno why i never boring eating fishes there.”said me and we started the class. Along the classes they made me as patient and kiresha, martin, akash and one other friend became a rescuer. I was so happy when breaktime came. i skipped away to river coz i knew sunny waited me there. Sunny took me to a guava tree and we ate lunch there, he let me took a nap and at 01.30 am he picked me back to my classes till 5 pm. After class finished, i was hiding to walked to river and met sunny there. i asked him to waited coz all ppl thought i stayed in uni camp. sunny offered me to told to the teacher.
“ no...i didnt tell them i did camping with u. “said me to him.
“ oh..ok...as u wish...i will wait u, almost magrib prayer. Do it fast...”
“ yeah..i will pretend so sleepy and asked permition to sleeping..wait me for some minutes more please..” said me to sunny.
I run and started my acting, told them that i got toothache. So i told them all not to disturb me at tent..after i set the imitation sleeping person using blanket and my bag there. i skipped away and back to sunny. Enjoyed the night with him...and did the same thing at the next day. But at the next day i back to boat after isha, i asked sunny to came late. I was success skipped away again and when i almost sleeping on sunny’s shoulder under a tree beside the bon fire. Sunny showed me a radio message from near frequency, on a walky talky.
“ haloo..halo...martin speaking from uni camp here..raisha there?”
“ ya..i m sunny. we did camping here since 4 days ago..with her uncle, anna, my grandpa and her grandpa. She is sleeping..”
“ tell her that we know she is lying on tootache yesterday, we almost reported her but we didnt do it..she is enjoying intimate love with his man and ignored us..”
“ we are pleasantly invite u, kiresha and akash to join camping here..we will stay a day more..” offered sunny to them.
“ we dont wanna disturb a romantic lover..u are more important that everything such our friendship..” answered kiresha to us.
The connection on walky talky was stopped and sunny told me what so rude they were.
“ ignore kiresha..she is allways talk with that style..she is good friend “ said me to him.
“ they knew us, do u agree with me that they followed our boat today?” asked sunny to me.
“ maybe..i saw many motor boat there..like heard the sound softly from far place.” said me to him.
At the last day of the camp. Dr siddique and my grandpa showed us a top mountain there, we were climbing and enjoyed the scenery. They back to tent firstly and let me stayed there with sunny till sunset.
“ wow...so beautifull..i never guess from here we could see the sunset without any blocking of tree or other mountain. And we can see the whole city from here..see that tower, its a masjid baitussalam and that other tower is from our uni, right?” told me happily to sunny.
“ calm down..just see and u standing there..i will take your pic..” said sunny to me.
He took my picture and after it we both posed for our pics. He showed me the result pic and its were looking good.
“ After 2 week, it should be your birthday..” said him to me,
“ yeah...”
“ i will do everything that u wish on that day?” said him smiled to me.
“ like what? But..wait..its ok but with 2 requirements. 1. That gift is good, without sacrifice any promise, swear. 2 it should be handmade by your self.
“ u want a thing?” flirted him to me.
“ i want your heart..”
“ its already your..”
“ keep it to me then..”
“ allways..along ALLAH bless us.” Said him with kissing my hand.
“ let back to tent..its dark..” asked me to him.
2 weeks later at my birthday, i mean at the night before 00.00 at my date brithday. My bro came from his boarding school using jeep with his friends. He came with other 4 guys, 2nd year of high school boys. He came to picked his bday gift for me. We prepared a small party in the yard. Made a barbeque and laid a big plastic carpet to sit. Kiresha, akash and martin came to me,rashad too. We enjoyed birthday but me not. I tried to called sunny’s cell manytime but it was inactive. His grandpa said he went to military camp and didnt back this 3 days. It was so sad i passed my brithday without him. At the day after my bro picked me to uni and he wanted to see arround. He enjoyed staying on basketball field with akash coz it was his hobby too. At the evening, before i home i sit in fronth of SO room and typed some file baut organition there. Sunny suddenly came and placed his hand on my tighs. Sit down desperately with very sad face and very red eyes signed that he was lack cronically of sleeping and rest.
“ what happen?” said me holding his hands.
“ u trust me allways, right?” said him with holding with hugged my weist so tightly.
“ i do trust u all the time..” said me touched his hair.
“ dad...cambridge..” said him shockly.
“ calm down..after u feeling better just try to tell me what happen..” said me softly to him.
I guide him sit on the sofa and holding his hand strongly. He stared at my eyes and started talking,
“ cambridge accepted my thesis proposal and dad forced me to back to london, studied till doctoral and forget baut...”
“ me..?????” said me shocked and tears came out immedietly.
“ everything..baut u, baut military..he wanted formed me to be like him, a proffesor..” said him so sadly.
“ you should do what he wish for..u have to be obedient to what he command u for..” said me hugging him tighly.
“ no...”said him sheed my tears.
“ if life asked u to choose between your parent and a girl that u love..u should be choose your parent first..and whatever happen, if ALLAH wishes u are my true love...a miracle will be happen and we will be united one day..when the time is right..” said me.
“ i ever saw u allways keep well and tryhard not to hurt akash all the time, reduced and behaved well as much to minimaze his broken heart to u. i saw what so sincere he loving u, raisha...i m eklash if u accept his love, like what ever u wrote on your diary. U said he is more aproximate to ronnie right? Than me?”
“ what?” surprised me with more tears dropped.
“ i trust him that he would be guarding u well, i saw that on his love..and i ve heard his saying on gallery that day, right?”
“ are u sure u really2 trust him?” asked me to sunny and i stopped all the tears on my eyes and took my own napkin from my bag.
“ yeah...” said him with very sorrow face.
“ listen..i will accept akash if he trust back to u. Lets go pick him up and introgating him..” said me with forcing him walked to basketball. I called akash to came and commanded sunny to hide behind the wall.
“ akash...answer me honesty..along my relationship with akash, are u blessing us truely by your heart?”
“ u are already know the answer, raisha..” said him smiled to me.
“ if he proposed me to marry and offer me to getting enganged? Will u trust him and blessed us?” asked me to him and looked deep at his eyes.
“ never..”
“ why???” said me hold his shoulders.
“ coz i just dislike hime, he never felt as fix guy for u. “
“ although he trust u, although i begged u with all my life for that?” asked me so seriously.
“ stop it rais..i know u kidding me? his dad didnt bless your relationship with him yet? How could he propose u?” laughed akash to me
“ i m so serious” screamed me to him.
“ OK...i know u arent in engangement yet in sunny, and i saw from man to man eyes. Impossible for him propose u to marry..”
“ dont turn the topic akash...just tell me the basic question..give me your deal answer...are u trust to sunny with all his love to me and if he wants me in all his life?” asked me with tears came out gain.
“ i wont..” said him with serious answer.
I sit down and laid down to the floor. He hugged me and sheed my tears, holding my hands.
“ he left me..he told me that i could be with you and he told me that he wouldnt back gain..he will stay in london..”said me so sadly.
“ he asked to be mine? “asked him shocker
“ yeah..its all your mistake..because of u demanded him all the confession and all the relationship status it made him leave me. His dad asked him to forget everything here...he allways trust to our friendship and he thought u had sincere love for me. u will guard me wall and caringfull to me..what is that???if u didnt make all the troubles, he wont back to london, be a soldier and stay with me here..akash why u never trust him just for once?if he still being good image without any gossip with me he will be stay here still..and i told him if u trust back to sunny i will be yours. But i know your final answer right? I wont be yours..” said me with very much tears came out.
“ he is watching is right now? seeing what will i answer baut?” said akash so sad.
“ its late...sunny listen..u may go..if u happy i m happy...ALLAH will take care for me well, after sometimes..this broken heart will be healed and i know and understand you hurt as big as me. now gave me a time...i wish i get back my smile at your graduation day..at the inauguration day of SO new president next week,” said me with hugged my bro and joined his jeep away.
“ raisha..wait..i just got a news..wait..GRANDPA, mixxxxxxxxxxx...” i heard sunny shouted something holding his cell to me and i was too sad to let my self knew what he intended baut. I showed he still running so far to catch me. i asked and hit my bro’s back to drove so fast.