LOOK IN IT (part 5)
When Ur Love Is Geting Denied...Let It Go...Time Will Present U More Amazing Gift Soon,And U Cant
Guess What Is...
Back to me gain..u remember our last story baut rose and her story?hmm...she was getting confusion na? Baut alex and his wished..rose told me that she has told alex baut her friendship with sid..baut their relation as bestfriend. Rose was so hard to do alex’s asking. i sent her an email and calling..baut our complemence of my new bag and his participation. She told me in phone that she had decided that she gave her voice to choose sid. She wouldnt in relationship with alex and leave her bestfriend like what alex want. If alex couldnt accept her friendship with sid and no trust between them she couldnt do a relationship. I said her that whatever decision she chosen baut this i allways gave her my total agreement with one important thing she did on that...i mean if she followed her heart in her all life path ways..i do support for her allways.
She sent me this e-mail..she permited me to inclide this email for this chapper. And oh yeah..i also asked her so when she will finished her part. She said after meet sid this week see will gonna write it soon. She blamed me “are u getting hurry in deadline of this book,ali??????if u dont wait me i will report this to policee...hahahahhaaha” pretended as if as she wanted to bite my hand. She had a terrible teeth..i was so scare if she biten me.. :) it would be painfull!!!with her bunny and dracula tooth!!
To : id_loo_xxxxxxxx@yahoo.com
From : rose_xxxxxxxxx@live.com
Cc : ....................................
Subject : RE when ur chapter’s text will be ready,babs?
Dear ali...i just read ur e-mail and see that u are so coriousity with my love story. I know what is ur answering..u allways say u wanna make all gals in the world who read ur writing and make me as the talented gal how to face broken heart and how to handle love and heart for it na? Yaaaa....i m agree with u and thanks alot for make me as ur subject. I think ur purpose is positive and why i have to get mind baut this pre released book’? u wanna be like KAHLIL GIBRAN yaa?
Whatever..i met alex this morning and we talked bit baut us. I told him could him recover his requirement baut his principle and he denied. And absolutely i directly told him that i wont be his gf ever. I need a trust for make a relationship. U all and everyone in the world and my family too do trust sid alot and our friendship,except alex i mean. And me dont have enough love yet to alex for sacrifice my friendship with sid for him. I cant change or remove sid as my prince in my heart. I love him eaither he doesnt love me , i dont care. For now..i m still have long life and long semesters for study and enjoy my college. i know MR.RIGHT will sent by ALLAH one day when the time is come. Although i m crying the MR.RIGHT isnt sid. I have an aim..my family..i have make mom so disapointed alot..i m gonna make her happy and i know they all expecting me for my future..i wanna give them happiness..
U know i have a poetry for sid..
ccAnd this 2 days i didnt meet sid..at last we met each other. I met him today when i hang out with zahra. I didnt know zahra ask him to join us hang arround. We went to green park at our city. and when sid bough ice cream for us..he bought the biggest portion or chocolate cheese ice cream. and me with strawberry flavor. and we three show a water bike at the lake. zahra watched us riding water bike with duck shape. :P
and she said she was in conflight with benny and so dizzy so much.lolz..but when i got home i met alex there. he was waiting me at home..sit with my mom in fronth of my home...and i saw zahra and sid gave me a strange sight. i laid my hands to them and asked them to come to my house coz my mom made so much meloon pudding. zahra said yes directly and pushed sid's arm strongly. she murmured him and pointed her eyes to alex..and told him baut me and alex. i introduced alex to zahra and sid. and sid saw at alex and shaked his hand strongly. the most terrible was the way alex detect and observed from head to toe baut sid. and then pushed my hand out and asked to do serious talking.
and the conclusion of that talking were :
1. if i couldnt left sid for him it mean i couldnt deny him so..it was ok for him we werent in relationship but he asked same position with sid, i said hin loudly he was crazy.
2. he forced me to do everything as flooding as water. he didnt planned everything and me too..time would give the best answer for us.
and then he asked my parent permition to back home. zahra ate too much pudings and ate all my portion so. sid was playing game with my bro and dad baut football. me in desk writing this and mail it to ali...
and i just getting a sms.,.
"rose, please..dont hurt me more..i ve tried the best to understand u!!make it fair!!"
tell u later ya...
Senin, 28 Juni 2010
Kamis, 17 Juni 2010
LOOK IN IT (part 4)
LOOK IN IT (part 4)
Confusion
If someone that u love doesnt love u it means he isnt ur MR.RIGHT
I didnt meet her this 2 weeks. She said she had semester exam and busy. But we went for hanging out together that Sunday..when my honey was sick and i had to bought something for ger. It was related gal’s matter. So i called rose and asked her help. She said OK and i picked her up. We went to department store and she help me alot. She said my fiancee would be very happy showed all her choices baut many things we searched for there. Me and my stupid sister ate steak at the food counter there. When we both in serious talking i asked her to discuss baut her friendship with sid. I amucked her that i just knew that she and sid never talk baut love and being as usual friend only, and baut how much disapoinment why did she hope so much baut him. I though sid didnlt love him...OH MY GOD~!!
I Made her so sad and she kept off her mouth and didnt talk to me for a while till i saw her deep breathing. She glanced at my face and insisted her lip to smile.
“ali... i am all right”
“he didnt love u,rose..accept this truth..dont be so intimate with him in friendship..ur heart will be hurt and hurt more if u dont stop it. U are nothing for him..see..how he was been reacted in fronth of people baut that u both were only bestfriend..nothing relationship between u both. He allways talk it na?when everyone teasing u both..”
“ali..please...”
“rose..i want u know that if u dont have a strong guard barrier on ur heart..u will be get hurt,,more and more coz u expect too much of him. Listen.,..dont expect too much..if u make too perfect and romantically imagination baut him everytime..and i remind u baut that gift...commonly,u are hoping like flying high in the sky and when u look at the fact u will be fall down and u will get hurt more and more. Let love come to u when the time come...dont think so much baut this. Be his good friend and stop ur wondering right now.”
“thanks..”said her with low voice and stared at the window.
“i wish u got what i said. I dont wanna see u do nothing,sister”
“why are u not looking so PB today?” laughed her immedietly.
“i m in serious conditional..”
In a week after i met khaja at restaurant. And he saw me with odd sight and sit next to me on booth. I though he wanted to discuss something with me, zahra came so..joined us sitting in my table.
“ali...” zahra opened our talking.
“ya?”
“what so freak rose right now..she just told me and she broke up with her bf last night.”
“she has a bf??????”
“many fans of her. i often met them came to her college..maybe she gave a chance to one of her fan and gave him an opportunity to held an relationship. She let him kissed her but she felt nothing and so unhappy. So she left him directly said that she wasnt ready to make a relationship.3 days in relationship,ali. What do u think? It was one way to forget her prince?”
“she let another guy kissed her? did she replied his kissing..”
“i m sure he wont reply it...ali”added khaja.
“hmmm...what happen with her brain?”
“hmmm..”
“hmm...”
Dont be fly if u dont wanna fall down so deeply and it is so pain na? And i was boring seeing her life going on now. I met her 1 hour ago and amucked her baut the news from zahra and khaja. She was crying in my shoulder and ate so much meloon juice and foods. Huh...i was so shy sit in a restaurant with a gal so her. when she got stressfull and depression she ate so much and me as a his friend who accompany her...embarrassed na?????
“so? What happen?????”
“me...ali..please...u and everyone asked me and pushed me to have bf..forgeting sid..so???i did it all after a gift from sid at my bday..i lost all my expectation from that so i thought and i insisted my self to believe that sid probably isnt my MR.RIGHT or my true love..he has no any feeling with me...he is supposed me as FRIEND only..”
“hmmm...hmmm...hmm...have u told sid baut it..say I LOVE U,sid..”
“ARE U CRAZY...i promised him i wont talk baut love with him...i dont know why at that time i promised him like that..maybe i m scare to be denied by him if i told him my real feeling...”
“he is already know all the time that u love him,stupid..”
“maybe i m so tired..ali..but,although i ve in relationship with ary for a weeks,,i accepted him after 3 months he said his love to me..i thought i would be happy with him..but in fact..absolutely feel nothing,,when he kissed me so..i dont feel anything..i dont miss him ever..or anything else..”
“that is so fool u accepted a guy without love..”
“i wont do that gain..ok ~!~ ”
“good...btw..what is ur planning now?”
“hehehehehheehehhehe..once of my cyber bestfriend gave an idea baut “guys is like channel tv “
“thats jerk...!!!”
“huh!!i know..but when i feel so broken heart like what i got baut sid..it is so good for relieving my heart...”
“u think sid as one channel of tv???”
“no...he is so good for that idea..i cant do that “
“lolz...a guy like me is suitable more ya?”
“perfectly true...HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH”
“sid knows baut ur relationship matter with ary?”
“not yet...but i just told malik so...maybe he will told him.,,”
“hahahahahaha...i m so suprise,babs...that u have a power to tell malik baut this...”
“hmmm...”blushed her.
“u met the new one?”
“hmmmm,,,,u know..6 months ago..when adil and zahra were in relationship,adil introduced me to a charming and handsome guy..he was an ex model of NIKE product...and hmm we were in friendship..sometime i met him at adil’s home. And chating with him..but at last...i said him that i never use charming face or wealthy or handsome face as my standart to choose a guy as my bf. He was so hurt with my talking and hate me alot, avoid me..i ddunno why i told him that..coz i was so suck with his talking baut models and his image who ilustrated that many gals wanted him..waited to be his gf...as if i want it so..”
“and?”
“his name is alex..and last months when i was going to cinema i met him alone..and me alone too at the seat inside the cinema..watching love comedy...he was so strange met me only watched movie alone and he was alone so..he said HI to me and told that my hair is so short at that time and why i cut my hair...i told him..i just wanted to be survive and proved to someone that i m all right. He said good and asked i just broke up with someone or not,,related this hair shift..i told him..no bf..but denial..he laughed so cruel and me followed his laughter so..we both laughed slowly together so long time. After that i went out taking dinner with him and showed new library in grand opening. We both so enjoyed books there and he became good listener baut my story that i couldnt life without book. And we registered as member there..and after that once or twice a week i met him there. And we knew each other more. Last week i asked his apologize baut my bad talking in past..related i didnt use charming face for choosing bf. He understood and he said he just succeded show me an evidence that he isnt bad guy like that. I told him i saw it from his eyes. He offered me to use more time to know each other well..coz he expected that he felt more commons between me and him. And he can laugh and happy allways is he near of me. I told him..”i dunno,alex..i still remember baut my prince..let me think..” and he looked so disapointed..and told me with brightening smile..he said i could do everything that i want and he gave me an certainty that time and GOD will give us the right answer vie TIME..he will wait..time will show him all..and when i feel something to him i had to tell him. And after that he bought me double ice creams and we played in kindergarten school in fronth of the library. Than my mom picked me up at the library and i introduced him to her. “
“wow...and what baut this weeks? After u met him at last at library last week?”
“hi..i left a part..mom asked him where is his home and what did he take a car here. He said he will back by buss or taxy. Mom offered him to joined us in her car and she picked him back to his flat. He lived near of his office. “
“....”
“last night when i back home from college..i smelt so delicious food at my kitchen and i stole a roasted fish from dining table. Mom saw me and angry to me coz i didnt washed my hand. He appeared immedietly and smiling with so handsome sexy charming face. Till i got cough and my fish fell down. He took it and trash it. I saw him with my mom cooking..CRAZY!!! and he is very good chief...i ate so much and ate 2 plates of rice. He was so happy i like all his cooking. Mom told me that she met him at market. When he just back from lunch and he saw mom’s car is broken and mom brought so much things from shopping. He picked mom back and handle all her things. He has one car from his compant and he handled the key. He picked mom home and mom asked him to dinner with us after he home from his office. “
“ i asked u to tell the part baut u and him”
“we talked so long time. Dad asked me to bought something. One part of his pc is error. And he have to finish some work from his office and my lappy was in service centre. The deadline is today..tomorrow his boss must hold that paper. Alex offered him his lappy to use. Me and my brother picked alex home and i borrowed his lappy to my dad.”
“he is so kind na?”
“huh..how is he is acting,,,to form good image?”
“rose..please..dont think negatively like that!!”
“u and my mom are same..asked me to forget sid and turn my eyes to him..”
“heh..i dont ask u to be with alex!!!when i said it...i asked u u have to FOLLOW UR HEART..if u love him and happy with him i m agree 100% u are in love with alex. But everything is in ur hand....”
“i ve told alex baut me and sid. And he was so disapointed. He said if i choosing him,i have to be focusly with him in all. He didnt wanna me in friendship so closely like baut me and sid. He asked me to choose. I left my habit take a lunch in OC’s resto and take lunch with him everyday at his breaktime and not so close with sid as bestfriend. I mean be an usual friend. With u,khaja and malik or everyone. He said if i chosen him as bf one day i have to that. He promised me he would be my good lover,loyal,be my bestfriend,be my brother,be my dad..what position i need in life from a guy to make me happy. He mean if i got sad he would make me happy like what my dad,my brother and my dreaming prince do..and if i do mistake he would behaved me as if as he is my mom. U got me? He wants me focusly do everything with him only. No see another guy as bestfriend and. Usual friend is ok but not in bestfriend with another guy. He cant control his jeleousy if seeing me so close with another guy as bestfriend. He was even cheated by his ex gf. His gf had a male bestfriend and she cheated with her bestfriend. He saw they kissed each other when she still in relationship with him. He gets hurt alot and never trust gain baut bestfriend between man and woman. “
“it is normal...babs...”
“serious?”
“yes..u know..if i get a same event with him baut his ex gf case..i wont trust my gf with her male bestfriend gain in future. I m so understand with what alex said. “ commented me.
“dunno what will i do,ali..”
“u love him or not?”
“interesting yaa....but loving...i m doubt and he knows i m not in love with him yet.”
“babs...whatever it..i trust u start now...i see that u are OK and u can manage all ur sadness and ur broken heart well. As long u have to remind. If u decide to choose someone..u must make sure ur self baut all the risk that u will face for. As example..if u choose alex as ur bf...if u lost sid u have to ready for it. But me..honesty..baut ur friendship with sid..i totallity trust u both. Sid is good man..and u are good gal. Let time answer for u”
“yes...i wont do anything,ali..”
“good...follow ur heart,babs..”
“ya..i get all the answers now..i will follow my heart and say that ALLAH allways guide me to walk up allways..”
“...........................”
“good job,babs..my stupid sister :D”
After that i opened my lappy. And opened my files baut rose. And i left my lappy on coz i went to toilet. When i walked back to our table. I saw her finger typing in my lappy. She amucked me baut all the story i wrote for my new novel project.
“babs...we both are writer. And none know who is the real identify of “love’s scholar” na..except my publisher. He wouldnt share my real identify based to my contract paper. “
“huh...i know the 1st actor if this story is u, but all of this baut me and my real life. Although u hide my real identify..how comes u do this for me????”
“sister..u are my inspiration and i wanna give love lesson to all people, it is good thing na?”
“u was poo so long time..i ve read the half part of the story, i will forgive u baut this with one requirement...a!!!!
“ok..what is that?asked me”
“let me finished all my reading and let me wrote one chapter of that,after last chapter!!!i need to resume some part and recover it..ur mind and my mind are different absolutly,”
“WOW...AMAZING IDEA..certainly u can,bab...all gal arround the world will teach from u..to face how to love,hot to face broken heart.”
“good..”smiled her.
“ok...i give one chapter for u.”
And then she took my file and brought it home. I dunno i will write some chapter more for her till i get my resume from her. maybe i do...maybe not...btw i met sid after i m back from resto. He talked with me. And asked me do i meet rose today,he said he dont meet her this 2 days. And last day they met,rose told her baut a handsome guy named alex,and he is good guy but has a hobdy draw naked woman and considered him to be her bf. But with all odd requirement and she had to left him so as bestfriend. I showed his face was so pale and sorrow. I poked his shoulder and said him..that...rose wouldnt leave him ever as bestfriend. And i told him my opinion that if alex or another guy couldnt accept her friendship with him..he wouldnt choose him as bf. He said “oh yeah...how comes u said it if at the time she told me baut him her face blushed and she showed me his web with many pics so..and what so handsome he was...blah..blah..blah...and why she was so crazy baut him..???” i was laughing out loudly and he get angry more, i told him that alex is already know that rose love him and that he is her only one prince but he didnt love her so. He was shock and shaked my shoulder. “right,na?” he was silent up and freezed coldly as ice stone. I told him at last coz i have to go. “sid...u dont love her na? She is nothing for u and u both are friend only at fact.rose allways use honesty as the basic before she make a relation with someone. U were hanging herfeeling so long time. She thought if u dont love her it means u arent her true love and her MR.RIGHT will come one day. Maybe alex maybe not...”
I didnt turn back my head to see his responces baut my last words. But i need more information na? And i need to meet khaja and alex to know baut naked picture as his hobby. Not for show his naked picture ya!!but i know khaja,zahra and sid thought it is so bad and devil attittude..woman insultion maybe.i wanna know what rose think baut this,
C u later ya reader....
Confusion
If someone that u love doesnt love u it means he isnt ur MR.RIGHT
I didnt meet her this 2 weeks. She said she had semester exam and busy. But we went for hanging out together that Sunday..when my honey was sick and i had to bought something for ger. It was related gal’s matter. So i called rose and asked her help. She said OK and i picked her up. We went to department store and she help me alot. She said my fiancee would be very happy showed all her choices baut many things we searched for there. Me and my stupid sister ate steak at the food counter there. When we both in serious talking i asked her to discuss baut her friendship with sid. I amucked her that i just knew that she and sid never talk baut love and being as usual friend only, and baut how much disapoinment why did she hope so much baut him. I though sid didnlt love him...OH MY GOD~!!
I Made her so sad and she kept off her mouth and didnt talk to me for a while till i saw her deep breathing. She glanced at my face and insisted her lip to smile.
“ali... i am all right”
“he didnt love u,rose..accept this truth..dont be so intimate with him in friendship..ur heart will be hurt and hurt more if u dont stop it. U are nothing for him..see..how he was been reacted in fronth of people baut that u both were only bestfriend..nothing relationship between u both. He allways talk it na?when everyone teasing u both..”
“ali..please...”
“rose..i want u know that if u dont have a strong guard barrier on ur heart..u will be get hurt,,more and more coz u expect too much of him. Listen.,..dont expect too much..if u make too perfect and romantically imagination baut him everytime..and i remind u baut that gift...commonly,u are hoping like flying high in the sky and when u look at the fact u will be fall down and u will get hurt more and more. Let love come to u when the time come...dont think so much baut this. Be his good friend and stop ur wondering right now.”
“thanks..”said her with low voice and stared at the window.
“i wish u got what i said. I dont wanna see u do nothing,sister”
“why are u not looking so PB today?” laughed her immedietly.
“i m in serious conditional..”
In a week after i met khaja at restaurant. And he saw me with odd sight and sit next to me on booth. I though he wanted to discuss something with me, zahra came so..joined us sitting in my table.
“ali...” zahra opened our talking.
“ya?”
“what so freak rose right now..she just told me and she broke up with her bf last night.”
“she has a bf??????”
“many fans of her. i often met them came to her college..maybe she gave a chance to one of her fan and gave him an opportunity to held an relationship. She let him kissed her but she felt nothing and so unhappy. So she left him directly said that she wasnt ready to make a relationship.3 days in relationship,ali. What do u think? It was one way to forget her prince?”
“she let another guy kissed her? did she replied his kissing..”
“i m sure he wont reply it...ali”added khaja.
“hmmm...what happen with her brain?”
“hmmm..”
“hmm...”
Dont be fly if u dont wanna fall down so deeply and it is so pain na? And i was boring seeing her life going on now. I met her 1 hour ago and amucked her baut the news from zahra and khaja. She was crying in my shoulder and ate so much meloon juice and foods. Huh...i was so shy sit in a restaurant with a gal so her. when she got stressfull and depression she ate so much and me as a his friend who accompany her...embarrassed na?????
“so? What happen?????”
“me...ali..please...u and everyone asked me and pushed me to have bf..forgeting sid..so???i did it all after a gift from sid at my bday..i lost all my expectation from that so i thought and i insisted my self to believe that sid probably isnt my MR.RIGHT or my true love..he has no any feeling with me...he is supposed me as FRIEND only..”
“hmmm...hmmm...hmm...have u told sid baut it..say I LOVE U,sid..”
“ARE U CRAZY...i promised him i wont talk baut love with him...i dont know why at that time i promised him like that..maybe i m scare to be denied by him if i told him my real feeling...”
“he is already know all the time that u love him,stupid..”
“maybe i m so tired..ali..but,although i ve in relationship with ary for a weeks,,i accepted him after 3 months he said his love to me..i thought i would be happy with him..but in fact..absolutely feel nothing,,when he kissed me so..i dont feel anything..i dont miss him ever..or anything else..”
“that is so fool u accepted a guy without love..”
“i wont do that gain..ok ~!~ ”
“good...btw..what is ur planning now?”
“hehehehehheehehhehe..once of my cyber bestfriend gave an idea baut “guys is like channel tv “
“thats jerk...!!!”
“huh!!i know..but when i feel so broken heart like what i got baut sid..it is so good for relieving my heart...”
“u think sid as one channel of tv???”
“no...he is so good for that idea..i cant do that “
“lolz...a guy like me is suitable more ya?”
“perfectly true...HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH”
“sid knows baut ur relationship matter with ary?”
“not yet...but i just told malik so...maybe he will told him.,,”
“hahahahahaha...i m so suprise,babs...that u have a power to tell malik baut this...”
“hmmm...”blushed her.
“u met the new one?”
“hmmmm,,,,u know..6 months ago..when adil and zahra were in relationship,adil introduced me to a charming and handsome guy..he was an ex model of NIKE product...and hmm we were in friendship..sometime i met him at adil’s home. And chating with him..but at last...i said him that i never use charming face or wealthy or handsome face as my standart to choose a guy as my bf. He was so hurt with my talking and hate me alot, avoid me..i ddunno why i told him that..coz i was so suck with his talking baut models and his image who ilustrated that many gals wanted him..waited to be his gf...as if i want it so..”
“and?”
“his name is alex..and last months when i was going to cinema i met him alone..and me alone too at the seat inside the cinema..watching love comedy...he was so strange met me only watched movie alone and he was alone so..he said HI to me and told that my hair is so short at that time and why i cut my hair...i told him..i just wanted to be survive and proved to someone that i m all right. He said good and asked i just broke up with someone or not,,related this hair shift..i told him..no bf..but denial..he laughed so cruel and me followed his laughter so..we both laughed slowly together so long time. After that i went out taking dinner with him and showed new library in grand opening. We both so enjoyed books there and he became good listener baut my story that i couldnt life without book. And we registered as member there..and after that once or twice a week i met him there. And we knew each other more. Last week i asked his apologize baut my bad talking in past..related i didnt use charming face for choosing bf. He understood and he said he just succeded show me an evidence that he isnt bad guy like that. I told him i saw it from his eyes. He offered me to use more time to know each other well..coz he expected that he felt more commons between me and him. And he can laugh and happy allways is he near of me. I told him..”i dunno,alex..i still remember baut my prince..let me think..” and he looked so disapointed..and told me with brightening smile..he said i could do everything that i want and he gave me an certainty that time and GOD will give us the right answer vie TIME..he will wait..time will show him all..and when i feel something to him i had to tell him. And after that he bought me double ice creams and we played in kindergarten school in fronth of the library. Than my mom picked me up at the library and i introduced him to her. “
“wow...and what baut this weeks? After u met him at last at library last week?”
“hi..i left a part..mom asked him where is his home and what did he take a car here. He said he will back by buss or taxy. Mom offered him to joined us in her car and she picked him back to his flat. He lived near of his office. “
“....”
“last night when i back home from college..i smelt so delicious food at my kitchen and i stole a roasted fish from dining table. Mom saw me and angry to me coz i didnt washed my hand. He appeared immedietly and smiling with so handsome sexy charming face. Till i got cough and my fish fell down. He took it and trash it. I saw him with my mom cooking..CRAZY!!! and he is very good chief...i ate so much and ate 2 plates of rice. He was so happy i like all his cooking. Mom told me that she met him at market. When he just back from lunch and he saw mom’s car is broken and mom brought so much things from shopping. He picked mom back and handle all her things. He has one car from his compant and he handled the key. He picked mom home and mom asked him to dinner with us after he home from his office. “
“ i asked u to tell the part baut u and him”
“we talked so long time. Dad asked me to bought something. One part of his pc is error. And he have to finish some work from his office and my lappy was in service centre. The deadline is today..tomorrow his boss must hold that paper. Alex offered him his lappy to use. Me and my brother picked alex home and i borrowed his lappy to my dad.”
“he is so kind na?”
“huh..how is he is acting,,,to form good image?”
“rose..please..dont think negatively like that!!”
“u and my mom are same..asked me to forget sid and turn my eyes to him..”
“heh..i dont ask u to be with alex!!!when i said it...i asked u u have to FOLLOW UR HEART..if u love him and happy with him i m agree 100% u are in love with alex. But everything is in ur hand....”
“i ve told alex baut me and sid. And he was so disapointed. He said if i choosing him,i have to be focusly with him in all. He didnt wanna me in friendship so closely like baut me and sid. He asked me to choose. I left my habit take a lunch in OC’s resto and take lunch with him everyday at his breaktime and not so close with sid as bestfriend. I mean be an usual friend. With u,khaja and malik or everyone. He said if i chosen him as bf one day i have to that. He promised me he would be my good lover,loyal,be my bestfriend,be my brother,be my dad..what position i need in life from a guy to make me happy. He mean if i got sad he would make me happy like what my dad,my brother and my dreaming prince do..and if i do mistake he would behaved me as if as he is my mom. U got me? He wants me focusly do everything with him only. No see another guy as bestfriend and. Usual friend is ok but not in bestfriend with another guy. He cant control his jeleousy if seeing me so close with another guy as bestfriend. He was even cheated by his ex gf. His gf had a male bestfriend and she cheated with her bestfriend. He saw they kissed each other when she still in relationship with him. He gets hurt alot and never trust gain baut bestfriend between man and woman. “
“it is normal...babs...”
“serious?”
“yes..u know..if i get a same event with him baut his ex gf case..i wont trust my gf with her male bestfriend gain in future. I m so understand with what alex said. “ commented me.
“dunno what will i do,ali..”
“u love him or not?”
“interesting yaa....but loving...i m doubt and he knows i m not in love with him yet.”
“babs...whatever it..i trust u start now...i see that u are OK and u can manage all ur sadness and ur broken heart well. As long u have to remind. If u decide to choose someone..u must make sure ur self baut all the risk that u will face for. As example..if u choose alex as ur bf...if u lost sid u have to ready for it. But me..honesty..baut ur friendship with sid..i totallity trust u both. Sid is good man..and u are good gal. Let time answer for u”
“yes...i wont do anything,ali..”
“good...follow ur heart,babs..”
“ya..i get all the answers now..i will follow my heart and say that ALLAH allways guide me to walk up allways..”
“...........................”
“good job,babs..my stupid sister :D”
After that i opened my lappy. And opened my files baut rose. And i left my lappy on coz i went to toilet. When i walked back to our table. I saw her finger typing in my lappy. She amucked me baut all the story i wrote for my new novel project.
“babs...we both are writer. And none know who is the real identify of “love’s scholar” na..except my publisher. He wouldnt share my real identify based to my contract paper. “
“huh...i know the 1st actor if this story is u, but all of this baut me and my real life. Although u hide my real identify..how comes u do this for me????”
“sister..u are my inspiration and i wanna give love lesson to all people, it is good thing na?”
“u was poo so long time..i ve read the half part of the story, i will forgive u baut this with one requirement...a!!!!
“ok..what is that?asked me”
“let me finished all my reading and let me wrote one chapter of that,after last chapter!!!i need to resume some part and recover it..ur mind and my mind are different absolutly,”
“WOW...AMAZING IDEA..certainly u can,bab...all gal arround the world will teach from u..to face how to love,hot to face broken heart.”
“good..”smiled her.
“ok...i give one chapter for u.”
And then she took my file and brought it home. I dunno i will write some chapter more for her till i get my resume from her. maybe i do...maybe not...btw i met sid after i m back from resto. He talked with me. And asked me do i meet rose today,he said he dont meet her this 2 days. And last day they met,rose told her baut a handsome guy named alex,and he is good guy but has a hobdy draw naked woman and considered him to be her bf. But with all odd requirement and she had to left him so as bestfriend. I showed his face was so pale and sorrow. I poked his shoulder and said him..that...rose wouldnt leave him ever as bestfriend. And i told him my opinion that if alex or another guy couldnt accept her friendship with him..he wouldnt choose him as bf. He said “oh yeah...how comes u said it if at the time she told me baut him her face blushed and she showed me his web with many pics so..and what so handsome he was...blah..blah..blah...and why she was so crazy baut him..???” i was laughing out loudly and he get angry more, i told him that alex is already know that rose love him and that he is her only one prince but he didnt love her so. He was shock and shaked my shoulder. “right,na?” he was silent up and freezed coldly as ice stone. I told him at last coz i have to go. “sid...u dont love her na? She is nothing for u and u both are friend only at fact.rose allways use honesty as the basic before she make a relation with someone. U were hanging herfeeling so long time. She thought if u dont love her it means u arent her true love and her MR.RIGHT will come one day. Maybe alex maybe not...”
I didnt turn back my head to see his responces baut my last words. But i need more information na? And i need to meet khaja and alex to know baut naked picture as his hobby. Not for show his naked picture ya!!but i know khaja,zahra and sid thought it is so bad and devil attittude..woman insultion maybe.i wanna know what rose think baut this,
C u later ya reader....
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