LOOK IN IT part 5

LOOK IN IT (part 5)
When Ur Love Is Geting Denied...Let It Go...Time Will Present U More Amazing Gift Soon,And U Cant
Guess What Is...


Back to me gain..u remember our last story baut rose and her story?hmm...she was getting confusion na? Baut alex and his wished..rose told me that she has told alex baut her friendship with sid..baut their relation as bestfriend. Rose was so hard to do alex’s asking. i sent her an email and calling..baut our complemence of my new bag and his participation. She told me in phone that she had decided that she gave her voice to choose sid. She wouldnt in relationship with alex and leave her bestfriend like what alex want. If alex couldnt accept her friendship with sid and no trust between them she couldnt do a relationship. I said her that whatever decision she chosen baut this i allways gave her my total agreement with one important thing she did on that...i mean if she followed her heart in her all life path ways..i do support for her allways.
She sent me this e-mail..she permited me to inclide this email for this chapper. And oh yeah..i also asked her so when she will finished her part. She said after meet sid this week see will gonna write it soon. She blamed me “are u getting hurry in deadline of this book,ali??????if u dont wait me i will report this to policee...hahahahhaaha” pretended as if as she wanted to bite my hand. She had a terrible teeth..i was so scare if she biten me.. :) it would be painfull!!!with her bunny and dracula tooth!!
To : id_loo_xxxxxxxx@yahoo.com
From : rose_xxxxxxxxx@live.com
Cc : ....................................
Subject : RE when ur chapter’s text will be ready,babs?
Dear ali...i just read ur e-mail and see that u are so coriousity with my love story. I know what is ur answering..u allways say u wanna make all gals in the world who read ur writing and make me as the talented gal how to face broken heart and how to handle love and heart for it na? Yaaaa....i m agree with u and thanks alot for make me as ur subject. I think ur purpose is positive and why i have to get mind baut this pre released book’? u wanna be like KAHLIL GIBRAN yaa?
Whatever..i met alex this morning and we talked bit baut us. I told him could him recover his requirement baut his principle and he denied. And absolutely i directly told him that i wont be his gf ever. I need a trust for make a relationship. U all and everyone in the world and my family too do trust sid alot and our friendship,except alex i mean. And me dont have enough love yet to alex for sacrifice my friendship with sid for him. I cant change or remove sid as my prince in my heart. I love him eaither he doesnt love me , i dont care. For now..i m still have long life and long semesters for study and enjoy my college. i know MR.RIGHT will sent by ALLAH one day when the time is come. Although i m crying the MR.RIGHT isnt sid. I have an aim..my family..i have make mom so disapointed alot..i m gonna make her happy and i know they all expecting me for my future..i wanna give them happiness..
U know i have a poetry for sid..
ccAnd this 2 days i didnt meet sid..at last we met each other. I met him today when i hang out with zahra. I didnt know zahra ask him to join us hang arround. We went to green park at our city. and when sid bough ice cream for us..he bought the biggest portion or chocolate cheese ice cream. and me with strawberry flavor. and we three show a water bike at the lake. zahra watched us riding water bike with duck shape. :P
and she said she was in conflight with benny and so dizzy so much.lolz..but when i got home i met alex there. he was waiting me at home..sit with my mom in fronth of my home...and i saw zahra and sid gave me a strange sight. i laid my hands to them and asked them to come to my house coz my mom made so much meloon pudding. zahra said yes directly and pushed sid's arm strongly. she murmured him and pointed her eyes to alex..and told him baut me and alex. i introduced alex to zahra and sid. and sid saw at alex and shaked his hand strongly. the most terrible was the way alex detect and observed from head to toe baut sid. and then pushed my hand out and asked to do serious talking.
and the conclusion of that talking were :
1. if i couldnt left sid for him it mean i couldnt deny him so..it was ok for him we werent in relationship but he asked same position with sid, i said hin loudly he was crazy.
2. he forced me to do everything as flooding as water. he didnt planned everything and me too..time would give the best answer for us.
and then he asked my parent permition to back home. zahra ate too much pudings and ate all my portion so. sid was playing game with my bro and dad baut football. me in desk writing this and mail it to ali...
and i just getting a sms.,.
"rose, please..dont hurt me more..i ve tried the best to understand u!!make it fair!!"
tell u later ya...