LOOK IN IT (part 6)

LOOK IN IT (part 6)
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@ sid : he was hmmm...someone so special in my life. The first time i met someone so different and i dont know what should i say baut him. I met him at OC’s cafe..and zahra introduced him to me, how i met him it was a strange event. In addition, first time i met him..i saw him with adil and alan came to OC’s resto and it was 3 months after i met zahra and got her as my new bestfriend. She was and my only one brother was so suck personal. I didnt know why at that time zahra asked my permition to give him my mobile’s number. And some days after,he sit in the corner in fronth of the window and directed in to more personality topic..he asked what is my zodiak..baut my family and why i got zahra as my bestfriend me became as regular customer at this resto. I mean this resto supply monthly daily lunch menu for every worker or student cost effectively bill per montha and it is more economical then pay daily menu. So this OC’s has many regular customer coz this program started that months. ..many people joined this resto’s program. I have an uncle who joined all the meal time. He was my uncle.. but he has moved to another province so far from here right now. His company transfered him to another city. His apartment near from OC’s resto. Sometime at my breaktime i went ot his apartment and take a nap there. He paid me monthly coz every breaktime i cleaned his home and washed all his clothes. He was very kind uncle and a widow..his wife was die last year. Back to this side...baut me and sid..after his joke and quastion baut what is my zodiak...he said he wanted to go to rest time and i nodded my head. I was remembered my last ex bf..at the beginning of our relationship he asked what is my zodiak. My relationship became ended tragically. i took my mobile from my bag and called my uncle. My habit was sharing everything to my uncle..he loves me like me as hiw own daughter. I talked with him at mobile baut my disapointment to that zodiak thing. I didnt see that sid was back from toilet and standing behind me..listened what i said to mu uncle. He complained why i shared baut him and that zodiak thing to my uncle. I explained him that my uncle was so close to me like my 2nd father. He dislike this and begged me to to shared everything baut him and we have our own personality. I didnt know why i said yes... started that time and him became so closer and till something happen. When zahra asked me the fact what happen between me and sid..we both looked so close each other but not in relationship. She attested to me that status was very important between gal and guy....so she said she will ask sid the truth or his real feeling to me. The 3 days after zahra told me baut the truth and forced me to forget sid and find better guy then him. She said sid didnt forget his last ex gf yet and didnt open his heart yet. U know what she did?? She recorded all her talking with sid using her mobile. Stupid na??????? I was so angry..i never guessed sid would talk her baut me and him. We have promised each other wont share our personlity to everyone specially zahra..she interupted us so much. i sent him an email and attached file baut that recording. He came to my home directly after read that mail. I was amucking so much and he said he wouldnt talk with zahra gain. I said no need it,,he hugged me tighly and said me that he needs me and i have to trust him. Sid took his mobile and amucked her and threatened her that he wouldnt his friend gain if she still tried to cost in lot with us. She asked his apologize and promised him she wouldnt interupted us gain. My personality friendship started at that time and only me and him..we trustfully each other till now. U know sid is the best person that i ever met after my 1st love i mean. I forgot putra after i met sid and not any feeling from my heart for putra and only sid in my eyes..all my days and whatever happen i allways thanksfully to ALLAH that he gave me perfect prince like him. So he love me or not, i didnt care...the most important is we need and trust each other. I put everything to ALLAH baut the fate of my love to sid...time will give me the best answer..whatever happen i know i will be broken heart,i know i will be get hurt,i know i will be cry, i know i will be feel so pain..but seeoing his smile and he allways beside me and we assured each other that we will allways make each other happy and healing all sadness and we both will allways survive...i m following my heart.
@ My friend (ali, malik, zahra, khaja, alan, john, and my family )
They already know my feeling to sid and they often persuaded or argued me to forget sid or left him..find better guy as bf. They all thought sid was not a gentleman coz he is close with me without status as me as his gf. But mostly i never heard them occasionally i was agree and do some introduction with some guy. Ussually in the mid way before that guy asked me to a further relation or asked me to be their gf..i step down ward and told them that i have my own prince, at all once i said i didnt bf but i have some that i beloved. After my uncle gone i shared everything to sid only ...but this 2 months sid was busy i was sharing in exam and we met so rarely..i got new friend named khaja and ali so i mean. U know my story with them all na..it stamped clearly in all ali’s chapters. One thing who have to be revised by me is that the part i allways tell ali everything..i did it all with sid’s permition na? He is already know that ali is like my own brother and sid’s brother is my bestfriend so..although now..something happen..sid forbid me to talk with malik for a while..unimporatant conflight..
@ my library club (khathiee,ali,adrian,john,harry,erik, xita,laura, fahad, kamran, marvin, justin, ect)
My general public place..i love this place so much..sid ever joined this library club for some weeks till a conflight happen between me and marvin. Oh ya...alex is already here so..he joined here for me..and sid’s weakness is he dislike book..and books are my favorite things..na..this noon..before i type this chapter i met him..u know na..my characteristic as writer is i allways write when i meet great inspiration.. i told him that i cant be closer to him. I said i love sid alot..he hold my hand strongly and asked me “are u sure? Ur love is denied..why u have to insist ur self that u need to waiting untill he will come to u and love u so? It wont happen,rose?” he said it to me and hold my hand. “please..” i said. And he added..” if u wait sid, i will wait u so!!” i shaked my head and my mobile was ringing. I accepted that calling.
“haloo..”
“princess...u just sms me that u arent at home..u are in library na? I m here..whom voices is that? So crowded,,,are u fighting with someone? “
“hmmm....yes i m in library..where are u?”answered me.
I heard alex shouted..” rose is already with me we are in date ,,dont disturb!!”
“ he is lying..we met in library disintentionally...and he asked me to discuss baut something..ya..something..”
“ look at the door,rose....”
Me and i was sure alex did it so..we turned our head to the door i saw sid already walk in to my place. Alex’s hand still hold my hand strongly.
“ rose..i have a very good news, we need to celebrate it..lets go with me. “
“NO!!!rose is already in very important discussing with me,sid!!so please today she is with me..she has an important private business with me ! leave us please! “ said alex with sharp sight to sid’s eyes.
“ it is true,rose?”
“no..our talking just being finished,alex..its over..i have told u all my mind. OK...i m going with sid. “
“rose...please..i beg u!”
“ i have to go,alex..”
“ i beg u,rose..” answered alex and he griped her stonger
“remove ur hand..she said she will go with me..”sid blamed him and lifted his hand away from my hand.
“what is your right? U arent her bf”
“who said..u dont know who is me? “
Sid pulled my hand away from that place fastly and he wore me his helmet and me going to the beach with him. Then we do dinner and dance there..sid told me that he has a job and although he still need and wait his graduation day next month. He asked me a big brownies at his 1st day at working. I said OK...
For everyone..let love run free...without love our life is empty..and do all positive thing because of love..