At the second day of junior training orientation student. I didnt join the field activity coz rashad reported all to sunny baut flirting young boy. All commitee knew that he was uni director’s adobted son. I was watching from the hall on cctv camera. Just at opening session, breaktime and closing session only to lead the troop ceremony. Out all of that, i stayed indoor to planned and designed schedule for outbound at the day after. at the day after too, i wont joined much on the field activity, rashad and akash would handle that.
I felt odd too, coz with sunny, i couldnt speak or spell akash’s name on all our talking. Sameway with akash too, with martin and kiresha when we four gathered together. Never speak sunny name ever. Martin and kiresha already knew what was happened at bridge accident cronology and they never interfere my stuff with sunny gain since then. At this breaktime, i watchout all the junior student started walked arround to masjid for zohar prayer, some other to cafetaria. Me at that time sit in the park garden of uni with kiresha, martin and akash. rashad came and gave us a food. He listened all our speaking without any comments. His sight seem strange coz we just joke each other.
“ why do none ask how is sunny here? ” said rashad in the middle of our talking.
“ oh yeah... how is he?” added martin then.
“ study in london... his dad insisted him for that, right raisha?” said rashad poked my shoulder using his own shoulder.
“ hmmm.... see, my fan come here...” said me pointed rommie who walked and smiled and sit on our table.
“ bootlicker.. “ said rashad and akash together.
“ stop it, i call him here. he is still temporary leader of all junior student deputy,i asked him to come here to explain the schedule tom.” Explained me.
They kept silent and rashad moved up and gave his seat to rommie. I explained him for 10 minutes. He went away with my announcement and 5 minutes after he came back and sit back beside me.
“ why are u still staying here? and why do u take ur lunch box here?” said me oddly.
“ u said i m ur fan, right..so i m staying here and see dad watch us. He said i better stay close to u on ur watching. Just for make him happy...” said him showed me his teeth.
“ bootlicker..” said akash gain stared at him. He pushed me closer to him and put his hand on my shoulder.
“ akash..what r u doing?” said me to him.
“ this junior is flirting u... this bootlicker..” said akash screamed to me.
“ ya... i like her, so what?” said rommie and moved sit closer beside me.
“ u both... if sunny know..” said rashad to me.
“ shut up..he is on london now... and he is leaving there and i feel he wont come back. He will graved there and raisha would be with me, i will wait till he forget him and she open her heart to me, i often heard that sunny allways tell her that they both wont say or speak my name gain ever. So then i ask the same, raisha promised me we four wont speak or talk sunny’s name ever too, for justice... u got me now, rashad?” said akash to him.
Sunny was watching by ipad and bulged, kiresha and martin hold my hand and we watched down. I avoid sunny’s sight and rashad hold my ipad.
“ oh ok..i just know that...” said rashad coz i begged him to stop it.
I pushed akash’s hand and asked him to go. I showed rashad amucked and pushed’s rommie’s ears and i knew sunny talked with kiresha, martin and rashad there baut me.
I tried to ask akash talked baut something else and i let him hold myhand so strong. I remembered last month after that tragedy when i stayed on london, akash’s dad sent me long letter at email explained baut bad condition of akash. He could suffered depression if this weak condition he didnt get enough support and motivation. I met akash’s dad last week and akash’s private doctor. They explained me all condition and begged me till akash’s dad kneeled asked me to behaved akash well and supported him to face all of this. since his mom passed away, akash never trust anyone. Only me, kiresha and martin. Akash never drunk or smoke, but he ever tried once to killed himself because of me. something happen on his brain detected on his ct scan, when he got stressed more that would worsen his condition. When akash felt so depressed he allways complain he felt so headacache and painfull. That maybe that could him tried to killed himself with jumped from the bridge. So by all the way, akash’s dad begged me to help him. coz to did operation, the complication and risk was more crucial than stress relief. That was signed that when akash felt stressed more mean his headacahe would added more and more. Thats so pain and made him felt like better to die. Sunny’s grandpa didnt find what the caution of that difference part of the brain which made him painfull alot when akash depressed by some stresses or pressures, he still detected it and he guessed it related to one blood artery inside the brain as genetical. We sit in the table in SOA room and i put my head on akash’s shoulder. I let him played my fingers and he smiled.
“ thanks for believe me and still reposition me as ur superfriend. I apreciate it alot and i wont do something bad gain. I wont make u sad and cry ever gain.. i know ur heart belong to sunny. i will never do something bad, except one day u fall in love to me, and u forget sunny. GOD doesnt tell u yet who will be ur life partner. U know.. why sunny couldnt be wise as wise as his grandfather. I love u raisha... my superfriend. When i hug u or when i m with u feel as safe and as comfort unpain like my mom’s warmth. Thanks alot for let me like this... “ said him smiled so happy to me.
“ dont say that... i know the place that i never feel so bad or comfort too, with u, my brother, with sunny. but my heart just one, and my heart is consist by one love only. It belongs to him that u know who is he..”
“ i know..” said him smiled and rashad came and called him to joined on the activity gain. I showed rommie came too behind rashad and bulged each other to akash.
Akash and rashad was busy discussed on the table baut teh event session. I watched them and hold ipad that rashad place on the chair. I showed sunny’s tears and my tears came up too. i run and walked to the music studio. Played a sad song melody for sunny.
“ i wanna go back there, let me back..” begged sunny gain.
“ sunny... u know me so well and so deep. U know what happen, dr assidique already told u his healthy condition.. u must understand...” said me crying too on piano.
“ how could i stand on my jeleousy everyday like this... i m ok.. maybe i just appear there and come take u to civil office to marry u. all done finish right... i dont care with my dad’s opinion, this is my life.” Said him angrily.
“ calm down... please ok ok.. i wont let akash hold my hand gain, or laying his head on my shoulder. Or hug me.. i m urs sunny... i love u..” said me screamed to him with tears so flooding gain that time.
“ dont cry baby.. oh My God what i m doing.. sorry for my egoistic.. i just angry. I trust u but i dont trust akash.. i luv u, sheed ur tears, i m sorry for make u cry today.. for my egois jeleousy. I trustfull to u... i love u.” said him smiled to me.
“ i love u too... i will keep a distance with akash now, i wont make u sad and ur tears. U know i carry ur heart with me everywhere, ur heart is my heart, ur tears r my tears..” said me to him.
“ i trust u... ur heart is my heart... smile please now.. my sweetheart..” said him to me,
I smiled to him and used tissue for sheed my tears. When i walked back to SOA room i showed akash and rashad were busy on the activity. I hold my book and walked arround. I showed rommie was busy talked with his dad and some other lecturer, they were waiting me and we talked baut the event schedule and when rommie walked behind me and he pushed my sleeves.
“ miss president.. see... “said him gave me a big teddy bear lollypop.
“ do u think i m five years kid for give me this candy.” Said me angrily to him.
“ yes u stupid.. everyone can see that u just crying and see ur both pale eyes.” said him showed me his tongue.
“ how if i just irritated by a dust or something on my eyes..” said me to him.
“ u can trash that candy then.. finish right?” said him smiled.
“ thanks..” said me open the candy and eat it. He smiled back to me,
“ u know u crying related to senior akash.. he is so annoying i know that... what kinda superfriend he is, so overprotective and idiots.. ok ok.. i m back to my group. Bye bye.. i will be ur tail gain when free, i m ur fan, right?” said him winked his eyes to me. i laughed and walked checked all activity arround back with smiles.
At home, when i just came back and opened my bedroom. I showed anna set and clean bedroom directed by sunny on pc. He smiled to me and gave a very romantic and sweet greeting. Then sunny kissed the monitor (he said kissed mysmiles_lolx). Anna screamed and shouted to sunny.
“ sunny u re crazy today, ok u both just a bit fighting but u re so dirty if u kiss monitor like that.”
“ its love, anna..” explained him with smiled with full showed his teeth.
Sunny showed a bunch of white roses on vas on his bedroom. He said cameron set that flowers for me, i mean sunny asked it from cam, and he sent me so missfull regard from cameron, mike and his wife. I smiled and kissed my pc monitor back.
“ its love..” said me with showed my tongue.
“ ya.. i wont tell anna or anyone else what just u do.. our secret..”
“ i love ur smile, but see, who is behind u, mike is there.. c u baby.. i wanna take a bath. “ said me with showed mike laughed till hold his stomach.
“ raisha. i m here since an hour ago, reading comic, but sunny doesnt know my existance, i m watching anna from here.. i fall in love with her.” said him with sparkling eyes.
“ i will never help u if u still laugh me and said other baut what just happened..” said me so angry.
“ u mean this... a kiss for anna..i love u anna..muwahhhh...” said him kissed his monitor till slurped. Sunny got angry and hit his head with many pillow and run to catch him, asked him to clean his monitor pc.
“ stupid.. me too..” said him touch my head like monkey.
Sunny screamed loudly to me asked me to take a rest, dinner and clean my self. He was still busy pushed and pulled mike with many tissue to clean his wet glass of monitor. I walked to bathroom, and continued that night. coz before i sleep, sunny was going to watch cricket macth with mike, aunty aisha talked with me in half hour. i shared her baut akash, rommie and she shared me baut family there and sunny’s daily.
At the day after....
That day was mid day when rommie still used his position as temporary leader. When i lead that troop for gave breaktime. I showed everyone like him, and i realized that he had a good leadership character. I got a feeling that rommie would had a great position here without his dad influence coz just the comitee only who knew that he was director’s son. when he walked passed me he lifted his hand and gave me a civilly motion used his hand. i thought he was healed from his bad side which so shameless to flirt me and followed me everywhere. All the junior students who didnt know yet that i ve had with sunny allways tryhard to paired me with him. like that evening, when he got a punishment because without his own wishes he came late and prisoned himself inside toilet. All the troop waited him late 15 minutes waited he came from toilet.
He got a punishment from all the junior students to declared a poem or song to us with his head in land and his feet in wall, standing in opposite position.
Then he tried to made a poetry
“ her eyes like a stars from the sky...
Her smiles like a sparkling fireworks in the new year night
Her falling hair like a long leaf on the garden, blowing by the winds...
When she got angry... make her prettier and sweeter more than sugar
When she walk.. all the earth and land kneeled in to her
When she sad... my heart move to make a wave as ocean
I dunno how to say my heart
Coz i just enchanted to her
To miss president...”
My cheeks got blushed and rashad bulged out. When he just finished spoke his poetry, his dad came and his cheeks got so reddish so.
“ everyone i m so sorry baut my son... he never know girl before. U know he just moved from state.. so maybe he is a bit americanese..” said uni rector so shamefull.
“ dad... i never have gf before even i dont get my first kiss yet..” said
i walked away and acted as if as i didnt hear anything and back to comitee camp.
At the day at camps, at 2 pm when i set the troop and explained baut last schedule and closing party. i announced that every faculty must delegated one art perfomance. Could be music, dance, poetry, drama, comedy, quiz or other else. Then i gave back the troop leading to rashad, as the 1st leader of this event comitee. Rashad hold me on the centre of the yard still and told all the troop of junior student that the outbound event just finished up. Rashad commanded me to gave last punishment to junior student leader for all his bad and minus on all his leading. i said some sentences to rommie and asked me to grow up, asked him to reduced his jokes, and asked him to get serious in handle everything, praised his good leadership and many other his good thing. After that rashad commanded all the junior students to took their goods, like egg, tomatoes and a water packing on plastic. Rashad commanded them all to used all that stuff to thrown on me, if they ever got angry or hate with all my attitudes, or leading. but must with reason to told me after thrown that goods. Rashad, asked each group to discuss on 5 minutes and seek a reason to thrown or not thrown that stuff. First group came from geographic faculty and thrown me all water which changed in to mud, they added sand inside the water packing. 50 students thrown me mud packing together on all my body. I closed my eyes and nodded.
“ miss raisha... we thrown this mud with one reason, with ur bad treathen to rommie our president at this event. Although u dont love him u shouldnt do that like this.. and the second, for all ur punishment that u given to us.. “ said them to me.
Second group from math faculty thrown me eggs, tomatoes, and water with same reason. Then rashad, spoke on his mobile microphone.
“ all group or personally who wanted to punish president with same reason as geographic and math faculties came all here, “
Hundreds students came arround me and thrown me alot of that kinda stuff, eggs, tomatoes, water, mud, flour, on so many time till me seemed like a broken cake, but i was surprised when i opened my eyes after last throwing, i showed rommie stood in my face and got more dirty than myself. He was flinging out all his arms and closed me with his big body,
“ wow.. here is available for someone that wished to be your rommeo, miss SOA president...” joked rashad laughed us.
All rest troop thrown away all their goods on their hands.
“ what the reason for this.. “ asked rashad and pointed a student to walked up and told their reason.
“ haloo.. assalamualaikum, my name is jonathan ahmed. I come from chemist faculty. We all canceled this revenge coz we all touched by rommie’s love to miss president. But we all have heard that miss president already love somebody else, last SOA president named sunny, right? But we all support u, rommie. Our pride are so high for u, and ur sincere love. Before wedding vows spoken, u still have a chance, and we all have discussed to changed our punishment to miss president with asked her to duet with rommie on closing party tonight, with love song. “
An applause heard from all the troop after that boy back to his group.
“ stupid... “ said me to rommie, and i tried to cleaned all dirties.
“ i love you...” said rommie winked to me.
i tried to keep up my patience and ignored him. i went away to bathroom for cleaning myself before back to next schedule of the last day of junior training event.
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